in which rafe shows up on your doorstep, soaked from the storm outside, and stays over. things get a little heated.
content warnings: finger sucking, making out, rafe being unrafe-like and actually kinda nice?? bad writing?? i havenât posted on here in over a year so i am rusty lol also this is unedited but enjoy
a knock on the door downstairs has you groaning and pushing away from the desk youâve been seated at the last few hours, chipping away at the homework youâd been neglecting this week.Â
with final exams around the corner and college applications already sent, you were doing your best at fighting the infamous senioritis, albeit not doing a great job.
jumping down the stairs to get to the door as quick as you could, you shouted a âcoming!â from your spot halfway down the steps.Â
you werenât expecting anyone over, and when you finally open the door to find a soaking wet rafe cameron standing  on your doormat, rain splattering onto your floor from the unexpected weather, you grabbed his wrist to pull him inside, desperate to keep the floors and more specifically, your socks, as dry as possible.
âwhat are you doing here?â you ask awkwardly once youâd shut the door. as much as you hate to admit it, youâve had a crush on your best friends brother for a while. which sounds ridiculous, considering the fact that he loathes you, and your entire existence, for some reason.Â
he tucks his bottom lip into his mouth, glancing up at the ceiling, either in embarrassment or annoyance. probably both, and mutters, âmy car broke down, and itâs literally pouring outside and uh..â he rubs the side of his face, another indication of his indignation, âwell, youâre the only person i know around here and i was wondering if i could likeâŚâ
âstay here until the weather gets better?â you sigh, noting the hair matted to his forehead as he nods. âsure,â you reply, watching his shoulders sag in relief, âbut only if you change your clothes, because youâre dripping wet.â
you turn around, silently cursing at the way you said those last few words. your cheeks grow hot when rafe snickers, catching onto it too.
not checking to ensure that heâs following you, you make your way back up the stairs, âi have something for you to wear.â
you donât look at him as you hand him a hoodie and pair of sweatpants from your wardrobe, hoping he doesnât see how flustered you are.
from the corner of your vision though, you see his eyebrows flick up. âthere are literally my clothes,â he chuckles, and you want to die of embarrassment. you hope he doesnât notice the fact thatâd youâd picked them from the top of the pile. (theyâre comfy to sleep in, okay?) âthese are from when you threw up on yourself at that one bonfire and sarah made me give you myââ
âyes! yes, i remember, it was mortifying. i think about it too often,â you blurt, finally facing him and crossing your arms over each other, trying to make yourself as small as you feel. âmy bathroom is over there,â you point towards a door behind your shoulder, âget dressed, âcus you smell.â
he says nothing, settling for rolling his eyes while walking towards the bathroom, and shuts the k door. you ignore how there was a subtle shine when heâd realized you still wore his clothes.
you settle on trying to finish your homework, and while you do, you hear your shower turn on. good, you think, knowing youâll have more time to focus instead of bickering with him. still , you swallow a lump in your throat at the thought of rafe in your shower, and squeeze your eyes shut. stop being a perv.
after about 15 minutes, a few after the water was turned off, the door cracks open, and you glance over to find rafe make his way to you, wearing the sweats, and of course, no hoodie. you again focus on your work, but you feel as he leans himself over your chair and watch as you complete calculus questions.Â
you canât concentrate, feeling the heat radiate off him, him arms on either side of your preifereal vision, and you groan, âdo you mindâ hey!â you whip your head over, and glare at the man towering over you, âdid you use my body wash?!â
a corner of his lips tilt up, amused, and he shrugs. âso what if i did? also there wasnât much left, so youâll probably need to go buy more later.â
you scoff, knowing there was at least enough to last you until the end of the week (it was a monday). smelling the strawberry scent wafting off him, you stand, leaning against the front of your desk to try and close of the large gap in height between the two of you.Â
you regret this immediately, because now you have no choice but to make eye contact, and the look he gives you is scathing. your cheeks grow hot at the lazy look he gives you, your faces less than an inch apart.Â
you wet your bottom lip, which is suddenly dry, and his eyes flick down, watching almost predatorily as you try to tuck your bottom lip away from his gaze.Â
this always seemed to happen with the blond, anytime you were alone together, which was not often (for this exact reason), tension was always a third factor. youâd met him three years ago, when youâd gone to sarahâs for the first time and saw him, instantly growing a bedrudging crush on him.
you remember one night, where you were alone in the kitchen about a year and a half ago, when youâd been hoping to grab a glass of water before bed, and realized rafe was already in there.
heâd been on the other side of the room, and you tried to ignore his presence, with it being late, and not wanting to try to act normal in his vicinity (something that took too much energy out of you), you opened the cabinet with all the glasses.Â
embarrassment warned your skin when youâd realized there was nothing within reach, but before youâd have to ask, youâd felt rafeâs presence warm your back. heâd pressed a hand for âsupportâ (you know he was trying to tease you), and reached up to grab one for you. âyou need to grow a little taller,â his voice rasped in your ear, sliding that damn hand to your waist, and squeezing a little.Â
you hadnât realized you were holding your breath until heâd stepped away, you instantly feeling cold, at the loss of warmth, and shakily filled that glass, turning away to go back to sarahâs room.
remembering that time, and the situation you were in now, you grow hot under his stare, and instead decide to grow a pair and examine him. maybe try and make him squirm like he did to you, so easily.
starting with the apples of his cheeks, you noted a very faint littering freckles, only a few, that carried onto his nose.Â
unconsciously, you follow the urge to look back up to his eyes. if you were in a sound state of mind, youâd feel nervous. but with the way his eyes were half-lidded, eye lashes drooping so prettily, you couldnât help but raise a hand to one of those lightly freckled cheeks.
his eyes widen ever so slightly at the unexpected move, and he swallows, shifting his body a bit. you know youâve leaned closer to him, your noses only inches apart, but you wait to see what heâll do.Â
you canât help the feeling deep down that heâll reject you. maybe youâre just another girl in his endless supply. you suppress that rational part of your brain, the one thatâs been leading your thought process for too long. itâs not like youâve ever seen a girl around him, not even at parties. if theyâd ever tried talking to him, heâd shrug them off.
you feel his scorching touch where he grabs hold of your waist, pulling you a little closer, and a gust of air escapes you when you feel a thumb caress the underside of your ribs.
you stand there for a few seconds, really looking at each other. no oneâs said anything for a while, but you donât care. you donât think anything rational would come out of your mouth anyway.
one of his hands creeps up, along your arm, up your neck, and holds your cheek now, too. he traces the shape of your bottom lip, and by accident, a noise meekly escapes your throat at the touch. his pupils dilate more, if thatâs even possible, and he taps your lip with his thumb.
you realize thereâs only one thing you could do right now, and hesitantly open your mouth. he slides that thumb in, and when you close your lips around it, he groans, watching your half lidded eyes as you begin to suck.
after a minute, he removed his thumb, and you donât even have time to react before heâs smashing his lips against yours.
it isnât a gentle kiss, by any means. itâs harsh, unforgiving, and so rafe. he takes control of every movement, and your grateful because you can barely function, so turned on by the entirety of what is happening right now.
your arms wrap around his neck, an attempt to deepen the kiss, if that were even possible, and you feel his tongue lightly trace your lip. you moan, into his mouth, and his hold on you tightens.
you feel so good right now, so wrapped in his presence. even though he just used your body wash, you can still smell him, that unmistakable scent overpowering the artificial strawberries.
he finally breaks away, lips puffy and wet, and watches you gasp for air. he smirks, satisfied with himself, and at the fact that heâs done the thing heâs been wanting do to for three years, and hopes that youâll let him do it again.
in which rafe shows up on your doorstep, soaked from the storm outside, and stays over. things get a little heated.
content warnings: finger sucking, making out, rafe being unrafe-like and actually kinda nice?? bad writing?? i havenât posted on here in over a year so i am rusty lol also this is unedited but enjoy
a knock on the door downstairs has you groaning and pushing away from the desk youâve been seated at the last few hours, chipping away at the homework youâd been neglecting this week.Â
with final exams around the corner and college applications already sent, you were doing your best at fighting the infamous senioritis, albeit not doing a great job.
jumping down the stairs to get to the door as quick as you could, you shouted a âcoming!â from your spot halfway down the steps.Â
you werenât expecting anyone over, and when you finally open the door to find a soaking wet rafe cameron standing  on your doormat, rain splattering onto your floor from the unexpected weather, you grabbed his wrist to pull him inside, desperate to keep the floors and more specifically, your socks, as dry as possible.
âwhat are you doing here?â you ask awkwardly once youâd shut the door. as much as you hate to admit it, youâve had a crush on your best friends brother for a while. which sounds ridiculous, considering the fact that he loathes you, and your entire existence, for some reason.Â
he tucks his bottom lip into his mouth, glancing up at the ceiling, either in embarrassment or annoyance. probably both, and mutters, âmy car broke down, and itâs literally pouring outside and uh..â he rubs the side of his face, another indication of his indignation, âwell, youâre the only person i know around here and i was wondering if i could likeâŚâ
âstay here until the weather gets better?â you sigh, noting the hair matted to his forehead as he nods. âsure,â you reply, watching his shoulders sag in relief, âbut only if you change your clothes, because youâre dripping wet.â
you turn around, silently cursing at the way you said those last few words. your cheeks grow hot when rafe snickers, catching onto it too.
not checking to ensure that heâs following you, you make your way back up the stairs, âi have something for you to wear.â
you donât look at him as you hand him a hoodie and pair of sweatpants from your wardrobe, hoping he doesnât see how flustered you are.
from the corner of your vision though, you see his eyebrows flick up. âthere are literally my clothes,â he chuckles, and you want to die of embarrassment. you hope he doesnât notice the fact thatâd youâd picked them from the top of the pile. (theyâre comfy to sleep in, okay?) âthese are from when you threw up on yourself at that one bonfire and sarah made me give you myââ
âyes! yes, i remember, it was mortifying. i think about it too often,â you blurt, finally facing him and crossing your arms over each other, trying to make yourself as small as you feel. âmy bathroom is over there,â you point towards a door behind your shoulder, âget dressed, âcus you smell.â
he says nothing, settling for rolling his eyes while walking towards the bathroom, and shuts the k door. you ignore how there was a subtle shine when heâd realized you still wore his clothes.
you settle on trying to finish your homework, and while you do, you hear your shower turn on. good, you think, knowing youâll have more time to focus instead of bickering with him. still , you swallow a lump in your throat at the thought of rafe in your shower, and squeeze your eyes shut. stop being a perv.
after about 15 minutes, a few after the water was turned off, the door cracks open, and you glance over to find rafe make his way to you, wearing the sweats, and of course, no hoodie. you again focus on your work, but you feel as he leans himself over your chair and watch as you complete calculus questions.Â
you canât concentrate, feeling the heat radiate off him, him arms on either side of your preifereal vision, and you groan, âdo you mindâ hey!â you whip your head over, and glare at the man towering over you, âdid you use my body wash?!â
a corner of his lips tilt up, amused, and he shrugs. âso what if i did? also there wasnât much left, so youâll probably need to go buy more later.â
you scoff, knowing there was at least enough to last you until the end of the week (it was a monday). smelling the strawberry scent wafting off him, you stand, leaning against the front of your desk to try and close of the large gap in height between the two of you.Â
you regret this immediately, because now you have no choice but to make eye contact, and the look he gives you is scathing. your cheeks grow hot at the lazy look he gives you, your faces less than an inch apart.Â
you wet your bottom lip, which is suddenly dry, and his eyes flick down, watching almost predatorily as you try to tuck your bottom lip away from his gaze.Â
this always seemed to happen with the blond, anytime you were alone together, which was not often (for this exact reason), tension was always a third factor. youâd met him three years ago, when youâd gone to sarahâs for the first time and saw him, instantly growing a bedrudging crush on him.
you remember one night, where you were alone in the kitchen about a year and a half ago, when youâd been hoping to grab a glass of water before bed, and realized rafe was already in there.
heâd been on the other side of the room, and you tried to ignore his presence, with it being late, and not wanting to try to act normal in his vicinity (something that took too much energy out of you), you opened the cabinet with all the glasses.Â
embarrassment warned your skin when youâd realized there was nothing within reach, but before youâd have to ask, youâd felt rafeâs presence warm your back. heâd pressed a hand for âsupportâ (you know he was trying to tease you), and reached up to grab one for you. âyou need to grow a little taller,â his voice rasped in your ear, sliding that damn hand to your waist, and squeezing a little.Â
you hadnât realized you were holding your breath until heâd stepped away, you instantly feeling cold, at the loss of warmth, and shakily filled that glass, turning away to go back to sarahâs room.
remembering that time, and the situation you were in now, you grow hot under his stare, and instead decide to grow a pair and examine him. maybe try and make him squirm like he did to you, so easily.
starting with the apples of his cheeks, you noted a very faint littering freckles, only a few, that carried onto his nose.Â
unconsciously, you follow the urge to look back up to his eyes. if you were in a sound state of mind, youâd feel nervous. but with the way his eyes were half-lidded, eye lashes drooping so prettily, you couldnât help but raise a hand to one of those lightly freckled cheeks.
his eyes widen ever so slightly at the unexpected move, and he swallows, shifting his body a bit. you know youâve leaned closer to him, your noses only inches apart, but you wait to see what heâll do.Â
you canât help the feeling deep down that heâll reject you. maybe youâre just another girl in his endless supply. you suppress that rational part of your brain, the one thatâs been leading your thought process for too long. itâs not like youâve ever seen a girl around him, not even at parties. if theyâd ever tried talking to him, heâd shrug them off.
you feel his scorching touch where he grabs hold of your waist, pulling you a little closer, and a gust of air escapes you when you feel a thumb caress the underside of your ribs.
you stand there for a few seconds, really looking at each other. no oneâs said anything for a while, but you donât care. you donât think anything rational would come out of your mouth anyway.
one of his hands creeps up, along your arm, up your neck, and holds your cheek now, too. he traces the shape of your bottom lip, and by accident, a noise meekly escapes your throat at the touch. his pupils dilate more, if thatâs even possible, and he taps your lip with his thumb.
you realize thereâs only one thing you could do right now, and hesitantly open your mouth. he slides that thumb in, and when you close your lips around it, he groans, watching your half lidded eyes as you begin to suck.
after a minute, he removed his thumb, and you donât even have time to react before heâs smashing his lips against yours.
it isnât a gentle kiss, by any means. itâs harsh, unforgiving, and so rafe. he takes control of every movement, and your grateful because you can barely function, so turned on by the entirety of what is happening right now.
your arms wrap around his neck, an attempt to deepen the kiss, if that were even possible, and you feel his tongue lightly trace your lip. you moan, into his mouth, and his hold on you tightens.
you feel so good right now, so wrapped in his presence. even though he just used your body wash, you can still smell him, that unmistakable scent overpowering the artificial strawberries.
he finally breaks away, lips puffy and wet, and watches you gasp for air. he smirks, satisfied with himself, and at the fact that heâs done the thing heâs been wanting do to for three years, and hopes that youâll let him do it again.
i just finished reading it ends with us by colleen hoover, and woah. never have i cried so much from a book than i did that one. itâs sooo well written, and from someone who usually sticks to adventurous fantasy and dystopians, this book has definitely opened up a new genre of books iâm willing to try out.
i could seriously write several essays on many different topics that are included in this book.
if youâre going to read this book please read the trigger warnings online. :)
no offence but sometimes itâs sooo annoying seeing fics that are tens of thousands of words long and have no cut đŠ
In case someone doesn't know how to make a "keep reading" on mobile:
I've seen some nerve-racking 10k fics that don't have the cut and in their worst, they're also full of media like "this is a picture of what you're wearing, this is the view you're seeing from your hotel room, here's a gif how x looks at you in this scene" = Tumblr app struggles to load that wall of text and media and then Tumblr app crashes and when asked to put the cut, people are like "I'm on mobile and can't put the cut" so here's a little tutorial video for you guys.
I know this is a problem with all characters but tagging some popular ones to gain exposure for this post.
never watched the show but damn this man makes me wanna
very often I think about how Iâd let this guy ⨠rail me ⨠any day of the week. Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday. In the morning, in the afternoon, at night.
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