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just got to goodneighbor with valentine in tow and hancock was all like omg valentine hiiiii *twirls hair* like... i know what you are

#valencock #nick valentine #john hancock #fallout 4 #frankie plays videogames #videogames

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People think being self aware cancels out mental illness. That when you realise your thoughts or behaviours are irrational you just stop having/doing them

Instead what happens if you're extremely self aware and mentally ill is that you just think in a resigned kind of way "I'm being really fucking crazy right now" while being very loudly mentally ill

Sometimes you are able to tell the people around you "oh, you can ignore me rn. I'm just being extremely mentally ill rn. It will eventually pass" and then continue your erratic behaviour. But mostly it's just privately thinking: "well this is embarrassing but I can't turn it off so just gotta deal with it I guess."

It's infuriating honestly

#i always say that to people lmao #i always go yeah no this is mental illness number five talking feel free to ignore me rn #but that said i am probably going to keep being insane #because it's extremely rare that i know how to deal with it #personal #mental health

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never let being a girl stop you from being a boy

#last one fr #personal

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#oh cute.. #fallout 4 #videogames #nick valentine #john hancock

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If people were too mean to you when you were growing up, a newborn animal will materialize inside your brain and it’s so so scared and shivering and it will stay there for years. Decades, even. And whenever you say something kind of weird but true to your heart the animal will tell you “Noo! You can’t say that! If you say that, everyone will hate you!”. The animal means well. It’s so so small and everything is so scary for them and it’s just trying to protect you. But listen to me. Listen to me. Whenever this happens, you can’t do what the animal says. You can’t. If you do, you’ll become as scared as the animal. You have to keep saying weird shit. You have to keep doing things the animal wouldn’t approve of. If you do enough things that scare the animal, maybe one day it’ll go to sleep.

#personal

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MARK PAKIN igs 23.04.24

#is that a dress?????? #is that a cunty top????? #HELLO? #mark pakin

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oh the internet lovessss throwing the word queerbait around

#etc.

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9-1-1 7.05 · You Don't Know Me

#srb #i just noticed it didn't load the first gif of the set with buck looking around #but it's too late now 💀 so #heh whatever there's a bajilion gifsets by now anyway

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#i am probably slightly shorter but it's only because i have scoliosis #otherwise i think i'd be taller tbh we are practically the same height as is #polls

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Watcher google drive

i think the title is pretty self explanitory

Only ghost files on it atm but Mystery Files and Puppet History are next. Watcher has back pedalled on deleteing all their free content to lock it behind a pay wall but y'know what? maybe I just dont want to give them ad revenue anymore, which is evil but screw them. Also they may still back pedal on their back pedalling, which is to many pedals anyways.

#i don't go here but fuck these guys fr #so if you need this

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BRYCE Episode Two

#brandonrogersedit #brandon rogers #bryce tankthrust #bobby worst #bryce series #brcu #youtubeedit #tvedit #bryceedit #bryce #brandon rogers cinematic universe #*

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9-1-1 7.05 · You Don't Know Me

#911edit #911 abc #evan buckley #tommy kinard #bucktommy #kinkley #911gifs #tvedit #oliver stark #lou ferrigno jr #911 #*

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Ignore my bouncing leg, I was born without a tail you see

#personal #god i am in dire need of a tail

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❝Hey, Sun. What's wrong? You seem kind of mad.❞

LOVE PATTRANITE as SUN, AJ CHAYAPOL as TON and MILK PANSA as ONGSA NANNAPHAT episode 7 of 23 POINT 5

#23.5 degrees #JEALOUS JEALOUS JEALOUS GIIIIRL #love pattranite #milk pansa #aj chayapol #ongsasun #thdrama #dramas

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can't get over the fact that tommy cut the date short even though he genuinely likes buck and sees potential in a relationship with him because he needs buck to feel the same. he doesn't need him to be secure in his sexuality, it wasn't about pushing him to be out for their sake, it was the complete opposite. it was ‘because i want you to take your time with this, and figure things out, and be gentle with yourself, i am taking a step back’. because i could be gentle with you but the thing is i like you, and i maybe like you—or the idea of you, of us—a little too much for this to work without hurting us both. and i don't want you to be hurt now, in such a delicate moment, and i don't want to hurt if i can help it, and i have to help it, because i am ahead of you in this. i see what you can't yet see and that is okay but it leaves me with more responsibility. i think you're adorable, but i don't think you're ready, not like pointing out a fault, but rather like reassurance; that you're good, and worth it, and that whenever you figure yourself out someone will undoubtedly be there to walk alongside you, even if it won't be me. i would like it to be me, sure, but this isn't about me. i won't make it about me. i think you're adorable. i hope you find what you're looking for. i'm rooting for you. i think you're adorable.

#srb #the tags to this post amaze me every day

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Oliver Stark on his Instagram post about Buck’s bisexuality

#oh i love him. #oliver stark #911 cast

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Meet me there where it never closes Meet me there where it's never hopeless All is fair in love

For @tommy-evan ♡

#op! incredible. #bucktommy #911 #evan buckley #tommy kinard