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I wonder if you are still writing? Regard,was, you wrote the best poly angst in the business. I love ALL your stuff on a03 because I love angst and jealousy (in fiction at least). Not sure if you’ll ever read this, but you’re a great writer and I miss you!

this message made me cry, in the best possible way of course!

Thank you so much! I love love LOVE angst, but like you said in fiction haha something about having your heart torn out and maybe or maybe not put back together in the end but only in a story is...idk how to say this without sounding like a masochist but...it's fun. I don't want it in real life but this is something I can control, ya know?

Truly, thank you. Messages like this keep me sharing my stories. 💜

(Oh! And I still write! I'm over on @thenewblackcanvas now! I've been sitting on some real angsty stuff that I've looked back to recently and some old stories I want to finish so 👉🏽👈🏽)

#kmindset answers #i miss this blog #i have been reading bangtan fic again so I may be posting them again soon #on ao3 too

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This blog is on hold indefinitely. Now

TheNewBlackCanvas ♡

@thenewblackcanvas

@thenewblackcanvasreads

#Thank you for following me all these years #BTS writer #kpop writer #I may return for only posting BTS writings but #idk yet #until then follow me on my new acc #I repost old stories #I write for atz skz svt and some BTS #thank you🫶🏽

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if you’ve been on tumblr for a while then you are one of three types of people. you either A) have kept one main blog since the beginning that you shift to revolve around your current interests and hope your followers understand. B) you have a main blog for general stuff and then 17 specifically curated sideblogs each dedicated to a different hyperfixation you once had. or finally C) you create a new email and make a brand new main blog every time you change fandoms whilst quietly deleting your old one and acting like it never existed. personally i’m C what about you guys

#b! this current one has about nine or ten under it :P #hyperfixations go brr

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Like imagine Best Friend!Changbin for Wooyoung who introduces Woo to Felix and Best Friend! Hwa who introduces Y/N to Woo.

THEEEN Close Friend! Bang Chan introduces Y/N to Felix

A love triangle of sorts that changes into a domestic poly situation very quickly.

Ok soooo Felix x Wooyoung x Reader…how we feelin?

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Ok soooo Felix x Wooyoung x Reader…how we feelin?

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Hi

I’m entering a depressive episode. Let’s write

#more like look in my drafts #I need a new start of everything I want to change my user name

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The vivid dream I had last night made way for some interesting wips

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Absolutely overjoyed at Jaiden Animations latest video so I made gifs

#me #I will be using this all the time now #I love jaidenanimations

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lol i saw this vid and thought of this

#IM SCREAMING

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all mine - kim hongjoong

if you can read, you can reblog.

warnings : mean dom! hj, degradation, angst, tears, male masturbation, marking

wc : 1.3k

a/n : enjoy

“isn’t she just using you, joong ?” san asked. and hongjoong looked down, knowing that he was right. he didn’t mean much to you other than a shoulder to cry on and someone to hold you when you needed a distraction. he wondered if his dick was good enough to keep him in your head but when he catches you dancing with random guys at the clubs hongjoong owns, he understands. a man isn’t what you need, not even him. what you really needed was a change, to get away and live your life freely, but it was easier said than done.

it was so much easier to watch a fire burn, to ignite the end of a blunt and pop open another bottle of liquor. “y/n, you need to get home.” he said, guiltily looking at you. because your sad expression might just be the end of his existence, how difficult was it for him to turn you away. how difficult it was for him to tell you he loved you because he knew he’d never get the same response. “baby, you aren’t safe here. i can’t take care of you right now.” he stated firmly, hoping you’d listen and leave in the uber he had called for you.

but you clutched onto his sleeve, whining and pouting for him. “joong, do-don’t wanna leave. please, let me stay with you.” you tearily said and he let out a difficult sigh. “i need to go manage the club, sweetheart..” he whispered. but he couldn’t help it when you stared up at him with your big eyes, pouting with red bitten lips and downturned eyebrows. he cupped your cheek, placing a quick kiss on your lips. “fine then, you can stay in my office.” your eyes cheered up a bit, happy that he was going to entertain you for tonight.

it was unhealthy. he knew and you knew too but you never listened to him and he had stopped trying so hard. “just wish you’d take care of yourself more.” he whispered as you stepped through the expensive nightclub, jay park blasted at the top of the speakers as all the club-goers danced to the beat. you stared and wished you were as free as them, free of your thoughts, free of your pessimistic nature and terrible dependency on hongjoong. you couldn’t really help it, though. for someone who had so much money and so many women available to him; he was honest and kind and had a weird thing for taking in random people under his wing.

you were somehow like that, someone under his wing. but it ran so much deeper than that. so much deeper because he hadn’t fucked any of his other disciples. he hadn’t laid vain marks onto anyone else’s skin, yours was just so much sweeter. he knew he was wrong too, for entertaining you in this way. but he wanted you for as long as he could before he knew he had to let you go, it was the least he could do. if you weren’t gonna be his permanently, then he’d have as much of you as he could.

he dragged you to the back of his penthouse, tossing your body on the bed. hongjoong enjoyed taking your clothes off slowly, he stared you down until you became meek. his hard gaze was so much different than how he usually was but it was so authentic. so authentic that you could’ve believed that he was like this all the time. “pretty girl, always wanting me to keep her between my sheets. always so needy for me, isn’t that right ?” he questioned. you crawled up further along the bed, instinctively.

but he grabbed your ankle, sliding you down to the edge of the bed. “where do you think you’re going ? didn’t you want me, y/n ?” he questioned, and you nodded, staring at him with a dazed look. his demeanor had you drunk over him, so pliable and so easy. “daddy, it’s hot.” you whined. “aw it’s hot ? then fucking strip.” he demanded. and he sat back on the love chair and watched you take your clothes off. he stared at the way your lithe fingers peeled the slutty dress off your body, folding it carefully and setting it aside. hongjoong didn’t like to make a mess of his room.

he spread his legs, palming his dick through his slacks. “good girl, come on. lay back for me and watch.” your eyes scrunched up, watch ? “d-daddy, i’m only gonna watch ? i don’t get to touch you ?” hongjoong laughed loudly as if you had asked the stupidest question ever. “why should i let you touch me ? don’t you tell me you need me and then come back smelling like other men ? fucking slut.” he spat. you stared in disbelief, shocked at his meaner than usual behavior. most of the time he’d tell you how selfish you were and then kiss your forehead goodnight, but this was entirely new.

you knew you deserved it, though. all you did was take from him, enjoy the nights he’d entertain you and let you cry on him each time you couldn’t think straight. it was such a bad idea, so why did it sting so much when he called you a common whore, telling you that you’d spread your legs for anyone. “one cock isn’t enough for you ? stupid slut.” he questioned. you shook your head, trying to reach him but he stopped you halfway. he tsked at your actions, reprimanding you for your behavior. “ah ah ah, stay right where you are. keep your legs open, don’t you dare close them.” you obeyed, not wanting to piss him off more than he already was.

“why don’t you love me back, y/n ?” he asked. his hands pumped over his cock quickly, thumb occasionally rubbing over tip to spread the precum around. “why not, yeah ? i give you everything a lover should. i give you a place to stay when you don’t wanna go home. i fuck your cunt each time you want me to.. is it not enough for you to love me as much as i do you ?” his voice was breathy as he got closer to his release. jaw going slack he tipped his head back, watching you through hooded eyes.

“answer me, you stupid little slut. am i not enough ?” tears filled your eyes and now you swore it was a regular sensation to cry in front of him. “i- i do love you..” you whined back. hongjoong eyebrows raised up in amusement. “really ? you love me, or the idea of me, sweetheart ?” you gasped at his question, scared to respond or even look into his blazing eyes. “n-no.. i love you, joong. only you..”

hongjoong chuckled in sadness, “i ca-can’t fix you the way you want, darling. you’re looking for it in the wrong place.” he pumped his cock faster, staring at the wet patch that formed on your underwear, god was it embarrassing. “i don’t need fixing. i just want you.” you whined. how could you throw away your own needs ? throw away the fact that you needed help. hongjoong reached closer to his orgasm, one last stroke was all he needed before he’d have came. he walked up to you, pulling you down by the ankle once more. “keep trying to get away from me, little bitch..” he growled.

“j-joong..” you whined as you stared him. hongjoong hands ran over his cock quickly while he came on your underwear, covering your sensitive parts with himself. his jaw went slack as he stared at the way your cum dripped down your cunt and inner thighs. he thought about how it would be like to stuff you full, taking advantage of your submissive behavior and fucking you till you went stupid. but instead, he bent down grabbing you by the back of the neck, messily. hongjoong leaned down next to your ear, whispering his last couple of words, “see now i could’ve fucked my cum into you, but you don’t wanna be mine.”

#DAYUM #I need more😭 #hongjoong smut #ateez fic rec

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It is SO weird to go from a community where we are proudly saying we don’t want to engage with minors, even in our non nsfw writing to the photocard community where a lot of the community(buyers, and especially sellers and GOMS, etc) are minors.

There are obviously alot of adults as well but it’s so crazy. Here on tumblr I have a community of adults who block minors and have built a comfortable space in these communities (kpop and marvel) then I go back to my kpop photocard insta and there are minors in every part of the community. I put a 18+ warning on my page here then go back to insta to see the latest update from my 17 y/o GOM

There’s not necessarily anything wrong with it bc the PC com is not one that has any type of NSFW content floating around but it can be strange to go back and forth

#rant? idk #photocard #kpop photocards #kpop fanfic writers

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#one of my fav shows bringing me luck

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2.22.22

#hoping for better days #2.22.22 #💜💗

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♡

#look at him #hongjoong

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Bro, We Are Mutuals . Its Ok To Message Me . Im Ur Friend . I Love You . … Bro, We Are Exchanging Discords Now . . No Dont Stop Keysmashing Bro .. Bro

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Serotonin doin a lil higher recently since I finally saw Ateez. Had those tix since 2019.

#if you couldn’t tell #oh and get ready for Ateez x skz content