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kylaahh · 10 months

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“Her heart was tender as a rose, His love protected her heart, As a thorn that protects the rose.”

— Luffina Lourduraj

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kylaahh · 1 year

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And you'll save all your dirtiest jokes for me,

And at every table, I'll save you a seat, Lover

Darling, you're my, my, my lover

-Lover by Taylor Swift

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kylaahh · 1 year

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No negativity allowed here.

His words linger in my mind, For hours, days, weeks. But not the bad, or the negative, or the sad ones, Because there are none. The only words he shares with me are full of love. The only words he shares with me are full of hope and trust. For once in my life, I'm feeling how it feels to be healed. For once in my life, I feel at ease with someone. For once in my life, I feel like it's all taken care of and I don't have to worry at all. His words linger in my mind, For hours, days, weeks. But not the bad, or the negative, or the sad ones, Because we don't allow any negativity here.

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kylaahh · 1 year

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And when I felt like I was an old cardigan,

Under someone's bed,

You put me on and said I was your favourite

-Cardigan by Taylor Swift

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kylaahh · 1 year

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Colour of love that's red.

And even after coming across those who take advantage,

My heart still stayed the same despite the damage.

It kept trying and trying every then and now,

Until it got tired as well and developed a frown.

Stopped trying as if it's finally dead,

Stopped liking the colour of love that's red.

But all what was needed was just a bit of affection,

From someone that made it feel special.

It got alive like a plant that got sunlight after ages,

It gathered all the hopes that were locked in the cages.

Those old feelings came back,

And it let go of the dark colour that's black.

Despite knowing that things would be the same,

It still tried, it kept trying.

But ended up alone once again in the end with all it's feelings that were now dying.

It gained the courage and buried all the hopes in the depths, And as always pushed those old feelings right and left.

Then it finally got back in the corner that's always dark.

Waited for the ray of sunlight to be back,

In hopes it'll be different this time and it won't face anything other than the colour of love that's red.

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kylaahh · 2 years

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And it started from talking to the moon about you,

To writing these poetries for you.

And somewhere in between these things that i did for you,

I slowly realized that I'm falling in love with you.

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kylaahh · 2 years

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kylaahh · 2 years

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It hits hard when every little thing starts reminding you of them.

Like you see a post with something written in it and your mind just reminds you that they said this to me too.

You'll see some slang and that reminds you of them because they use it too.

Then it's the realization that hits harder than anything,

Realization that you're slowly falling for them and they aren't falling for you which will of course hurt you and only you.

But when you tell them about it,

They try so much to understand your words and feelings and are willing to guide you.

But they are just not willing to be with you.

-Kylah

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kylaahh · 2 years

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From where can I find words to describe you?

The dictionary isn't enough and all the words seem less when it comes to you.

But if I could describe you in feelings,

It'll be something like this.

The way I feel when I wake up in a good mood.

The way I feel when I see the flowers bloom.

The way I feel when everything is going the way I wanted it to.

The way I feel when there's nothing left to complain about too.

But you know the most important feelings I have?

The way I feel when you are with me.

The way I feel when I get to share little details of my day with you.

The way I feel when you show me that you care for me.

The way I feel when we are spending time together after we've had a busy day.

The way I feel when I see you in my dreams.

The way I feel when I randomly smile and realise it's because I was thinking about you.

The way I feel when I imagine getting a comforting hug from you.

The way I feel when I'm just with you.

The way I feel when you are just with me.

The way I feel when I know we both have each other.

-Kylah

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kylaahh · 2 years

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Oh how bad I wish I can just feel that someone.

Their touch, their words, their presence, their love.

Oh how I'm dying to know how it actually feels being with them.

Just breathing the same air while being next to them.

Just exchanging sweet words with them.

Just holding their hands loosely.

Just staring in their eyes unconsciously.

Just staying with them so closely and safely.

And how my heart knows all the unique emotions they make me feel.

And how much time I spend thinking about them throughout my day and night.

And how much talking to them makes me feel a little more alive than before.

And how much I just want to feel them close to me as they whisper all the sweet nothings to me.

And the moment when I just realise that oh how much I'm longing for them makes my heart feel heavy knowing the cruel reality that I can't feel them around me.

-Kylah

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kylaahh · 2 years

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I still remember that one evening,

When I wasn't able to stop thinking about him.

Those thoughts I had that time were so complicated,

Those thoughts just made me question that why did I met him?

I still don't have any answer to those thoughts though.

But I still remember that one evening.

When I wasn't able to stop thinking about him,

So I decided to go sleep so that I can shut my thoughts off for a while.

And well damn since then I have a major conflict between me and my thoughts.

Why?

Because instead of shutting off my thoughts by sleeping,

He appeared in my dreams that one evening.

-Kylah

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kylaahh · 2 years

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I held your hands tightly that night,

As we made a promise to never leave each other's side.

I know promises are meant to be broken,

One way or the other but didn't expected ours to be broken too one day.

So I just want to hold your hand once again,

One last time just let me feel that warmth and care of your fingers wrapped over mine,

And for one last time just let me feel that gentle squeeze you do everytime when we hold hands,

Just for one last time let me feel that emotion in my heart of pure bliss, pure joy and pure happiness my dear.

I promise I'll bury this feeling deep inside me forever and ever.

-Kylah

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kylaahh · 2 years

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Holding hands with someone is such a small thing but something really special at the same time. The feeling of having that skin to skin connection. Feeling the fingers wrapped around yours. When the other person starts rubbing their thumb over your hand gently and slowly. When they tighten their hand all of a sudden, maybe to show that they are still holding your hand or maybe to just feel you more than before. That one emotion we feel in our heart when we get to hold hands with our special person is just pure bliss, pure joy and pure happiness.

-Kylah

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kylaahh · 2 years

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Whenever I feel isolated I like to think that there's this someone in this world.

Someone who I don't know about yet but I'm meant to meet them in future.

It feels a bit unrealistic to know and think but yes that someone is somewhere in this world right now.

They can be doing anything currently and living any where.

What makes me feel lively is that someone will accept me with my flaws, imperfections and everything that I'm insecure about.

That someone is meant for me and only me and once I meet them I'll be able to say this proudly that yes they are my person, my love and that someone for whom I was waiting to meet very eagerly.

-Kylah

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kylaahh · 2 years

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I don't think so there's any other way I can explain my feelings to you my dear,

But I'm a hopeless romantic for you and only you.

Your thoughts drive me insane.

Your words make me feel alive.

I can't help but dream of you all the time.

You're the light for me in my darkest nights.

I can't help but think of a future with you.

You're the joy for me when I'm so deep in sorrow.

If I was a soldier in a war,

And you were my enemy,

I'll get on my knees and surrender myself to you.

Why?

Because I'm strongly captivated by the thoughts of having you as my one and only my dear, my love and my everything.

-Kylah

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kylaahh · 2 years

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Maybe what kills our happiness is us worrying about our future.

We as humans tend to think a lot,

We overthink a little too much.

We can be having the most enjoyable time in our lives,

But still a part of us will worry about the future.

What if things won't be the same later on?

When will I get to feel this happy again?

What if something bad happens later on?

What if I loose somebody?

This is why sometimes I like to shut my mind off and just spend my time by,

Diving into the world of music or,

falling in love with fictional characters from books to whom I can relate to very well.

-Kylah

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