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lacetrauma · 15 days
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im sorry that i don’t have much to say anymore. im not as creative as I used to be
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lacetrauma · 15 days
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i hope this year is so so so kind to you
you’re so lovely. really thank you. i hope it’s kind to you as well
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lacetrauma · 3 months
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i ended up drinking but im okay. didn’t cry. don’t know how I feel. im with my best friend and we had a good night and i think that i don’t want to feel like this every year for the rest of my life. first year not crying is a good thing! maybe next year I’ll be okay!
first time in 6 years doing today sober. let’s see how it goes. i might end up with a drink idk
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lacetrauma · 3 months
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first time in 6 years doing today sober. let’s see how it goes. i might end up with a drink idk
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lacetrauma · 1 year
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futile
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lacetrauma · 2 years
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ghost
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lacetrauma · 2 years
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I wanna second what that other anon said I'm really happy you are here and have been here for another year I hope at least you can find something that made you when a little bit happy today and just know you are thought of
Sending you all the love I'm proud and happy to know you made it to 20 ♥️💓❤️💘💞💕💓💖
thank you so much,, it’s asks like this that make me feel here. idk if that makes sense but I really appreciate the both of you and you can message whenever you need something I hope you’re okay
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lacetrauma · 2 years
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congrats!!! im glad you're still here for whatever it's worth 💗
just cried reading this thank you so much i hope you’re okay
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lacetrauma · 2 years
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20 today. i don’t know. just tired
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lacetrauma · 2 years
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it’s been 6 months since it happened. i was looking for my favourite top for months and just realised i left it at her fucking house. its these small reminders that make it hurtful. i want that top back. i want to go back to that night and not talk to her or drink that much. i really fucking liked that top. i can’t even buy it again because it’ll freak me out and i can’t ask for it because im too scared to even look at her. i can’t even wear the jeans i like because i remember looking down at them when I thought I had stopped bleeding, literally 5 days later, and i saw blood in them again. i want to wear my own fucking clothes. i want to look at my own body and feel like me.
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lacetrauma · 2 years
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How old are you? How are you?
helloooo im turning 20 next month,, it’s crazy to think I started this account when I was 15,,, and i could be better haha. how are you!!
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lacetrauma · 2 years
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I hope ur ok <33
doing a bit better <33 i hope ur ok as well
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lacetrauma · 2 years
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i regret it
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lacetrauma · 2 years
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I’m here.
thank you, i love you
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lacetrauma · 2 years
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I need someone now more than ever and nobody’s fuckjng here
I fuckinf need someone
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lacetrauma · 2 years
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you should have asked first. i would have said no.
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lacetrauma · 2 years
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im starting to feel like I deserve all of this all over again. every time I make steps towards recovery something fucking happens and it was going so well I don’t know why she had to hurt me. it was yesterday and I’ve already had a nightmare. i feel sick and disgusting and hungover and hurt. i want to hurt myself so fucking badly. i don’t know what to fucking do anymore. i already have fuckjng ptsd when is this gonna fucking stop? i can’t keep doing this forever it hurts so fucking much
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