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Elliot Alderson - 4x09 “Conflict” - Mr Robot (2019)

#♙ ⎛ FC: RAMI MALEK ⎠ #♙ ⎛ YOUR FATHER DESPISED YOU . . AN EMBARRASSMENT | visage ⎠

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listen man, *pulls heart shaped lollipop out of my mouth with a pop noise and points it at you* im gay and not in the mood  

#♙ ⎛ HIMSELF ? HE THINKS ABOUT HIMSELF IN SILENCE | musings ⎠

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chokethelight‌:

                 ❝ they can BELIEVE it for as long as they want. ❞ it didn’t make it true though - not by a long shot. though, that wasn’t here or there really. ❝ - just make sure it stays fresh.  ❞ he couldn’t pass up the possibility of food. especially after taking care of some business. ❝ an’ the night will be ours. ❞ or so noir hoped at least, he needed a night off, and after this little bit? which he was already headed towards? well, he figured he DESERVED that much - even if it wouldn’t last. 

                         ♙        HAROLD’S EYES HAD A TWINKLE IN THEM   just as much as they showed kindness and   SOFTENED  when noir seemed to   agree   to his offer of sharing food later on when he returned.  it would be   TOO MUCH   of a hope to tell him to   be safe   when the world seemed to be out to   get him   more often than it was   LIKELY   to leave the spider alone.  oh well,  it was the   THOUGHT   that’d keep the old boy at least moderately well.

            ❝          i will   ---  just don’t take   all evening   or it’ll be not worth   DEFROSTING   the thing   . .           ❞

#chokethelight #♙ ⎛ LIFE SIZED GHOSTS CLING TO THE SON ; A SON THAT CIRCUS ACT LEFT BEHIND - AN HEIR TO PRODUCE | EARTH 90214 VERSE II ⎠

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Turn on the TV

#♙ ⎛ FC: RAMI MALEK ⎠ #♙ ⎛ YOUR FATHER DESPISED YOU . . AN EMBARRASSMENT | visage ⎠

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I died for a long time, in pain,

Wislawa Szymborska, from View with a Grain of Sand: “Monologue of a Dog Ensnared in History,” (via violentwavesofemotion)

#♙ ⎛ HIMSELF ? HE THINKS ABOUT HIMSELF IN SILENCE | musings ⎠ #♙ ⎛ BLACK OUT NIGHTS AND TIGHT SPACES ; DISTANT EMBRACES ; YOU NEED TO FIND SOMETHING TO MEND YOU | COLLEGE ERA ⎠

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❝ things are getting bad again. ❞

meme | accepting / things that are hard to hear.

                  ♙     ❝         WHAT   ---------    ??   what are you talking about  . .  like  . .  venom isn’t working for you   ??        ❞     he questions,  tone   stressed    as he swallows and takes a step toward his brother  ;  feeling his skin crawl.

#venomfilo #♙ ⎛THE GAMBLE CAN BE WORTH IT BUT THERE'S A PRICE | meme replies ⎠ #♙ ⎛ ALIVE AGAIN / BOTH OF US ARE ALIVE AGAIN AND BETTER THAN EVER | VENOMFILO TWIN VERSE ⎠

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No Time To Die (2020)

#{ BRUH. } #{ im excited. } #♙ ⎛ FC: RAMI MALEK ⎠ #♙ ⎛ YOUR FATHER DESPISED YOU . . AN EMBARRASSMENT | visage ⎠

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                    ♙     ❝         IF YOU INSIST,        ❞     he chuckles,  an   expensive   smile forming on the osborn’s lips as he keeps his grasp around his glass while his   FREE    hand fixed the tie around his neck.  he takes a few moments but heads   UPSTAIRS  toward the roof as she suggested,  quiet moments were always   SCROUNGED   for.

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❝  you  know  what?  you’re  the  only  one  here,  and  it’s  pretty  much  closing  time  anyway.  grab  your  drink,  i’ll  grab  the  blankets;  let’s  go  to  the  ROOF!  ❞

#soulstcne #♙ ⎛ SILLY LITTLE BOY ; BURNING DIRTY MONEY TO LIGHT A CIGARETTE | MCU VERSE ⎠

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things that are hard to hear.

**possible triggers - abuse / death / suicidal implications change pronouns as needed for things you’d WANT to hear, click here!!

❝ i don’t want you in my life anymore. ❞

❝ i don’t want to have a relationship with you. ❞

❝ she’s not coming home. ❞

❝ that wasn’t meant for you. ❞

❝ i don’t love you, okay? i never did. i never will. ❞

❝ you’re wasting my time. ❞

❝ you’re wasting your time. ❞

❝ you’re not listening to me! ❞

❝ i feel like i can’t tell you anything. ❞

❝ you’re too late. ❞

❝ you don’t give yourself enough credit. ❞

❝ you don’t give me enough credit. ❞

❝ it’s time for things to change. ❞

❝ you failed me. ❞

❝ fuck you. ❞

❝ i can see right through you. ❞

❝ things are getting bad again. ❞

❝ are things getting bad again? ❞

❝ move on. ❞

❝ that’s on you. that’s your fault. ❞

❝ you’re holding on to things that are holding you back. ❞

❝ you haven’t changed. ❞

❝ i’m not changing my mind. ❞

❝ i’m dying. ❞

❝ you’re good – but you’re not as good as you could be. ❞

❝ it’s always about you. ❞

❝ nobody cares about your problems. ❞

❝ i don’t trust you. ❞

❝ you’re being taken advantage of! ❞

❝ i feel like you’re taking advantage of me. ❞

❝ did you hear what she said about you? ❞

❝ life isn’t fair. suck it up. ❞

❝ i didn’t mean i liked you that way– ❞

❝ maybe it’s better this way. ❞

❝ i wish i’d never met you. ❞

❝ you ruin my happiness. ❞

❝ i think we should see other people. ❞

❝ i’m not ready to settle down. ❞

❝ i want to love someone like you love me. ❞

❝ you can do anything you set your mind to, but you won’t. ❞

❝ stop crying. ❞

❝ don’t come back. ❞

❝ i’m not coming back. ❞

❝ i don’t care enough about you to hate you. ❞

❝ i feel like you’re dragging me down with you. ❞

❝ why don’t you smile anymore? ❞

❝ something happened today. ❞

❝ i don’t want to do this anymore. ❞

❝ stop letting it get to you. ❞

❝ i’m sorry. ❞

❝ i’m not sorry. ❞

❝ you’re not sorry. ❞

#♙ ⎛ GAMES ARE GAMES . . ITS THE GAMBLE | memes ⎠

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That’s very sweet.

#♙ ⎛ fc: rami malek ⎠ #♙ ⎛ YOUR FATHER DESPISED YOU . . AN EMBARRASSMENT | visage ⎠

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                              AND THEN I JUST SNAPPED. 

#♙ ⎛ HIMSELF ? HE THINKS ABOUT HIMSELF IN SILENCE | musings ⎠ #♙ ⎛ WHEN IT ALL STOPS ; WHEN PAIN CRASHES IN - WHEN BOY TURNS TO MAN HE WILL NOT FORGET | CLASSIC ARC: GOBLIN HARRY ⎠

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greatpowcr‌:

          ❛❛      OH ,   HERE   ‘N   THERE !        we   had   a   bonding   moment .        i’ve   decided   i   will   die   for   him .      ❜❜             he   sing - songs                     then   grunts   with   heavy   exaggeration   as   his   friend’s   fingers   brush   his   stomach .        it   forces   out   a   giggle .        brows   drop ,   topaz   narrowing   in   mock   admonishment .             ❛❛      don’t   start   a   tickle   war   you   can’t   finish ,        baby .      ❜❜

                     ♙     ❝         A BONDING MOMENT    ??    did you buy his favor through hotdogs and your   literally hilarious    jokes that you have saved for my son   ??   your   LIFE   is invaluable to him and myself   ;   i’d rather you   KEEP   it safe.        ❞     he muses,  rolling his eyes at his  best friend   and how remarkably   THEATRICAL   he could be   ---   however he wouldn’t be   PETER PARKER    without being such.  hazel hues   narrow the slightest bit at the  MILD THREAT   (   that he   KNEW   had bite behind it   )   and pokes him yet again   ---  the war was on it seemed  . .

    ❝         OH YEAH   ??   who said i couldn’t    --------   ??        ❞    

#greatpowcr #{ this is how harry dies ( again ). a tickle war. } #{ harry: i also love you thanks } #♙ ⎛ I RETOOK THE NAME BECAUSE I *EARNED IT* | 616 VERSE II ⎠

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Elliot Alderson - Mr Robot (Season 2, 2016)

#eye contact for ts #cigarettes for ts #♙ ⎛ fc: rami malek ⎠ #♙ ⎛ YOUR FATHER DESPISED YOU . . AN EMBARRASSMENT | visage ⎠

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to any telepaths who happen to be listening: im so fucking sorry

#♙ ⎛ HIMSELF ? HE THINKS ABOUT HIMSELF IN SILENCE | musings ⎠

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calling ur dad “my father” is just the socially acceptable way of saying “my dads a bastard and i hate him”

#{ @ norman square up. } #♙ ⎛ A FATHER'S SON. ONLY SON. TRYING TO BE BETTER | about ⎠ #♙ ⎛ HIMSELF ? HE THINKS ABOUT HIMSELF IN SILENCE | musings ⎠

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Well, I’m very happy for you.

#♙ ⎛ fc: rami malek ⎠ #♙ ⎛ YOUR FATHER DESPISED YOU . . AN EMBARRASSMENT | visage ⎠

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You're so self centred

who else am i supposed to be centred on

#♙ ⎛ HIMSELF ? HE THINKS ABOUT HIMSELF IN SILENCE | musings ⎠