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Okay, so, recently I've been having internet connection problems on my computer, and my dad is still going to check it out, I just want to let you know that if he has to reformat my computer, I can end up losing a lot of stuff on my PC, which includes a lot of my art.

So, I don't know what's going to happen, anything I'll let you guys know. Wish me luck... T^T

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Is it weird that my book will have interspecies romance (like, human x non-human)?

#writing thoughts #writing #book writing #writers on tumblr #writerscommunity #writing questions #genuine question #Is that weird??? #There is literally a fox looking person and a human!! IS THIS WEIRD??? #reblog

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I may end up writing a book about a child having to face his father's sins in a laboratory that experiments on other children and living beings.

Would you like to read it? :)

#book writing #book idea #new ideas #book concept #story ideas #story concept #story writing #writers on tumblr #writing #writerscommunity #reblog

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hehe :3

❤

If you receive this, you make somebody happy! Go on anon and send this to 10 of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. If you get one back, even better! 💖💖

Awh- thanks Lara 🤍

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If you receive this, you make somebody happy! Go on anon and send this to 10 of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. If you get one back, even better! 💖💖

waaaan, thank you :3

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And like a phoenix, he was reborn!

Finally the finished Timber design is done!

Here are the previous designs!

#artists on tumblr #digital art #artwork #art #my art #orignal character #rejects #rejects timber #original project #character sketch #character art #character design #reblog

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I may end up bringing back Celestial Attendants, a fnaf au focused on Sun and Moon (in addition to having a very different lore and story from the canon because fuck the canon!)

I thought about making a comic but I'm going to go with the original idea of ​​making it a fic because that way I procrastinate less TwT

I will occasionally do sketches and art related to this fic, but I already have an idea of ​​how I want to make the human characters (as Vannesa, Gregory and Cassie are not the only humans in the story)

So if any of you have questions related to this, just ask and I will answer to the best of my ability.

#five nights at freddy's security breach #fnaf security breach #fnaf fandom #fnaf fanfic #fnaf au #fnaf daycare attendant #security breach daycare attendant #the daycare attendant #the daycare fandom #sun and moon security breach #sun and moon show #dca #daycare attendant #fnafsb #fnaf sb au #reblog

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Boop

Happy April Fools!

boopy youu back!

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Fragments of Worlds Teaser (new project)

#youtube #crossover #crossover fandom #new project #crossover project #rwby #ever after high #monster high #monster high g3 #ninjago #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt #equestria girls #dreamworks trolls #lego monkie kid #the owl house #reblog

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Myriam, it's not your fault, you were a victim, you're still young and just want to make friends, you didn't do anything wrong.

I hope you are so much better now. Hugs!❤

Worse Than We Thought [@shinybeyzer]

Content Warning: Child Grooming/Pedophilia/Abusive Behavior/Gaslighting

This was a post I did not want to make again, but here we go. My heart got over my head again, and this is where it got us.

The original content was never deleted:

Google Doc: Shiny Archive

Original Video: Shiny Bezyer: Roblox's WORST Creator

Here is the new video that goes in more detail:

Shiny Bezyer had been lying to my face for months now, making me think she'd changed. She was better. She was okay. I was wrong.

Given information I now know [most detailed in the video prior,] it is safe to say Shiny has a very unhealthy parasiocial and abusive relationship(s) with multiple minors.

Not for the feint of heart:

I'm desensitized from the aforementioned behavior as I've been preyed upon multiple times in my life by now

Below are text receipts and highlights of stated behavior:

[Also, thank you to 0rbot for some of the screenshots and evidence]

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Videos like this just remind me why I hate beauty standards.

If someone tells you that you will only be happy if you change yourself for someone else, DON'T LISTEN TO THEM!! Your happiness starts with you! Don't change for others, change for yourself! I hate it when others try to force makeup or clothes that feel uncomfortable on me, I hate it when others try to change something about me. I should change for myself, I should just improve myself to feel better, not to make other people like me!

Beauty standards are a danger, they only serve to give women insecurities about themselves and create unnecessary competition between them! EVERY WOMAN IS BEAUTIFUL! It doesn't matter your color, it doesn't matter your height, it doesn't matter your body, if someone doesn't love you for who you are inside and just for your appearance, don't feel bad, because that person is no good!

No one should love you for who you are on the outside, but for who you are on the inside, or even better, for both! You can be physically attractive and be a decent person, just as you can be physically "unattractive" and still be a decent person who deserves love!

How beautiful you are doesn't matter if you're not a decent person, no one loves a bitter, envious, cruel, untrustworthy person. A person's character is worth more than their appearance.

I don't care if you are rude or ugly, your character is what I will judge you by. Are you a decent human being or someone who is willing to throw someone away when given the chance?

Be happy for who you are, reflect on what you want to be, are you a person with flaws? physical or emotional? So improve yourself! but not for others, but for you.

#anti beauty standards #personal rant #mini rant #personal vent #advice #life advice #you are beautiful #reblog

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So I'm working on my character designs, and I have a question...

You can also give your opinion on this.

#original art #oc art #original character #hairstyle #black characters #black hair style #artists on tumblr #artwork #art #my art #rejects grapy #rejects #orignal character #orignal project #my ocs #character design #oc design #work in progress #reblog

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Revisiting my old crossover on my channel because I have nothing to do…TwT

#random #crossover fandom #Ultra-verso #yes #thats the name o it TwT #reblog

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I want to write a book/story about shape-shifting dragons. original? nope! I just wanted to do something that was in my head! :P

#book writing #new ideas #dragons #fantasy #book idea #story ideas #reblog

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Happy International Women's Day (March 8th)! Hope you'll have a great day today, will be respected and be young as always.

Sorry if my Eng is bad, took me 10 mins to compose this and find the right words 😅

I truly hope you'll get over the commotion with Shiny soon. You deserve better.

It's mok, and thank you!^-^

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Shiny made this art for me and tagged me, and I just blocked them. I don't want anything to do with them, they didn't follow my advice to seek therapy and simply preferred to continue being the way they are! Honestly, I don't want anyone else to go through what I and others have gone through. Just don't interact with them, and don't harass them either.

Breaking the silence ( Shinybeyzer / Mc )

⚠disclaimer⚠

Do not witch hunt or harass shinybeyzer / shinymc / any other aliases they go under . Many things I will claim later on in the post can only be alleged as a lot of evidence has been lost from the deletion of my old discord account ( 0rbrot#5083 ) , their deletion of their old blog ( Shinymc ) , and their deletion of the current blog ( Shinybeyzer ) . this post will contain passages about manipulation , emotional abuse , and mentions of suicide and self harm . Everything detailed below is my own experience and it may vary between people

TLDR at the bottom

this will be the last time I talk about this unless this somehow manages to outrage me more . but I feel like this whole ' goodbye letter ' is just the pure embodiment of manipulation .

Here is their final letter to me .

it starts off by guilt tripping me , ' you can block me ' as well as the later part where ONCE AGAIN they assume that I hate them , or that I'll forget about them .

guess what ? I'm never forgetting you . I would never forget someone who manipulated me for 4 years and drove me near insanity just from the sheer amount of times I needed to repeat that fact . Then gauging the fact that I " sent her away " as if I hadn't warned them hundreds of times that I would cut them off if they kept going .

Then they pull the sympathy card . " I won't hate you " . No shit , you're right , you have no reason to , I'm not the one who made your life the way it is , I'm not the one who enabled it either . The reason the truth hurt so much is because you're living in god damn denial . the truth hurts , yes , but if you never face it , you'll only keep digging your grave .

once again , assuming I'll be outraged . that I'll ask them to never talk to me again . Basically just saying this to ask me to prove them wrong , but you know what ? you're right this time . Never talk to me ever again .

and finally , they definitely weren't the bad person in this situation , see ! they're wishing me happy pride month ! ! how sweeeeeeeet ! ! ! /s .

Sorry , the first part was rather emotional . But I've got a lot of things I want to provide now that this person has left tumblr , again .

it's rather hard to provide withstanding evidence for emotional manipulation , as it is a gradual thing and difficult to prove with as few screenshots , but I'll still try my best .

I've been friends with Shiny since late 2019 ( 4 years ) , we met through the AF / PR community ( now Stars Align ) On discord , most messages still being there , mostly being a relatively positive friend ship until 2021 ( below ) where they were chased out of the community for being hyper - sensitive to jokes and criticism and not being willing to listen to others ( will bring up later ) .

before long , I was greeted with a long message detailing about how I was their only friend left , and how much they loved me and needed me in those trying times . Unfortunately I have no evidence to provide so feel free to not believe me on this one .

Our relationship turned sour quick as we'd argue regularly . I set my boundaries straight and refused to blindly accept them without criticizing them for their actions at the time . this continued on relatively often but I never paid mind to it . but it only got significantly worst .

Their manipulation tactics :

they will claim that they have suicidal thoughts and need your help

they will claim nobody else accepts them , they will bash themselves for their looks and / or state of being ( unemployed , living with parents )

they will claim that they have no other friends despite being them having many readily available to use as a speaking vessel whenever you intend to block them

A lot of evidence for the claims above have been unfortunately lost from our earlier conversations and may not be evident at first , once again , i apologize for being unable to provide full proof for all of my claims .

All these actions are used to gauge your sympathy , or to pity you into caring . If you do not reciprocate , they will :

They will exaggerate your words . ( ex : We should stop being friends ➞ You hate me and want me to die )

They will assume that you dislike them because of X reason ( their words : being ugly , having no friends , etc .)

Double down and claim to go cry , self harm or kill themselves .

They will ignore your points in favor of the above .

their selfishness : Shiny is an incredibly selfish person , even if you are there in their time of needs , they won't treat you better than a stranger . Despite the superficial amount of support they give you , they don't want to treat you like a person with their own thoughts , or even care about what others need / want .

[ These conversations happened while I delayed a roleplay mission from a discord server I and friends created to roleplay fighting missions . They god mad that I wasn't willing to upload the mission until the members of the group got a hang of the concept of role playing , as some were new to it ]

[ Below : this is just childish ]

3 . they will never change .

They might tell you that they're in a horrible position , and that they're way of living everyday on their phone is bad , but don't let that fool you , they don't want to change .

Despite telling you they're changing or that they've changed , their behavior has remained the same for the 4 years I knew them . You might say " ooh well , changing these fundamental and integral parts about oneself is quite difficult and requires a lot of willpower " . That's true ! That is difficult . But you know what's not ? Working 20h a week

Despite this , you might tell yourself that you can still help them . Put their life back together , fix them , even . But I'm sorry . I have not observed any change in their behavior except for short moments where they act nicer while still making excuses to avoid changing .

Miscellaneous :

Things that belong a bit everywhere .

[ Below : refusal to change ]

[ Below : " Evil Self " ]

[ Below : Sheer breakdown and respectful response . ]

[ Below : " They go easy on me , but you don't " , referring to how I told them to get help . ]

TLDR : Shiny is a selfish , manipulative , abusive , controlling , lazy and childish 23 year old . And from my experience , they only need friends to justify themselves and validate their actions blindly . They do not desire to change despite constantly insulting themselves for the way they are . And finally , they manipulate and emotionally abuse their friends for the benefits without reciprocating the feelings in any meaningful way beyond telling you so .

But actions speak louder than words . And so far , I've only heard silence .

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Can you all tell Shiny I don't ever want to talk to her again? I know that she, apparently, is not an actual groomer, but I don't trust her anymore and much less do I want to hear from her, even if she wants to talk to me again, I don't want to, she really hurt me and manipulated my emotions and only thought about herself! I don't want to be her friend again, I already blocked her, I don't want to destroy my mental health because of her! So if you all would be kind enough and tell her that I don't want anything to do with her, I would be grateful.