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hi all, this is likely not the type of post you’re wanting to see from me, especially after i said i was going to start being more active, but i’ve decided that i’m going to take an indefinite hiatus from tumblr and writing. you might’ve noticed my absence over the past month, but i just want to make a post stating it clearly as i feel incredibly guilty for failing you guys multiple times by stating that i will start writing more and never following through.

truthfully, my mental health is currently too unstable for me to dedicate a decent time to this blog or writing. i’ve lost my muse, and writing now feels like a chore for me, and i don’t want that. i’m so, so sorry to the requests that are being left unfulfilled, and to the readers of our tainted love. i feel so guilty but at the same time this is what is best for me.

maybe one day i’ll come back once i have my life together. i love you all so much, thank you for the support you’ve given me on all my fics and once again i’m sorry.

#natasha romanoff x reader #hiatus

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Iman Vellani as Kamala Khan/Ms. Marvel The Marvels (2023) dir. Nia DaCosta

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“Don’t rub your eyes it leads to wrinkles and eye bags!!” you live in a world where you feel guilt over even the most microscopic of life’s pleasures and I will never want to join you there

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Kamala Khan, Monica Rambeau, and Carol Danvers ✨ THE MARVELS (2023) dir. Nia DaCosta

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BRIE LARSON as CAROL DANVERS/CAPTAIN MARVEL The Marvels (2023) dir. Nia DaCosta

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BLACK WIDOW | 2021

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Through Her Eyes

Natasha Romanoff x Female Reader

While tucking your daughter in, Natasha overhears you telling the little girl about her mama’s hero ways

Note: This is incredibly soft Mama Nat. I really liked writing this one. Enjoy!

Natasha Romanoff Masterlist 1, Natasha Romanoff Masterlist 2, Main Masterlist

You’re in the kitchen cleaning when you hear Natasha reading to your children in the other room.

You have no doubt that she’s got two curled up on her lap and the other ones aren’t sitting too far away despite thinking they’re too old for bedtime stories.

“The End,” you hear your wife say. “Alright, come on. It’s bedtime.”

“No! No!” She’s met with resistance.

“It’s time, my sweet girls,” she says simply. But you can tell they don’t agree when you hear no footsteps heading for the stairs. “We can do this the hard way.”

“Oh snap,” you hear your oldest daughter say. No doubt, Nat gives her a look.

You decide to step into the room.

“How are we doing in here?” You ask. Nat shakes her head. “It’s getting pretty late.”

“It’s early, Mom!” Belle, the five year old, says, jumping out of Nat’s lap and running to you.

You lift her up and into your arms. She leans her head on your shoulder and you kiss her forehead. She’s definitely sleepy.

“Let’s take this party upstairs,” you say. Natasha lifts Taylor, your two year old, off the couch and carries her up the stairs after you.

She takes Taylor to her bedroom and she goes down without much difficulty. Nat kisses her goodnight and comes to find you in Belle’s room.

“Is Mama a superhero?” Belle asks you as you tuck her in.

Nat stays at the door, just out of sight of you two.

“Well, yes she is,” you say. “But who told you that?”

Natasha hasn’t really been going on many missions lately and you are pretty sure only the older kids know that she is the Black Widow.

“Someone at school,” she says with a shrug. “Does she fight bad guys?”

“Your Mama saves innocent people and helps keep everyone safe,” you explain.

“Like us?”

“Oh yeah, definitely,” you tell her. “Your Mama keeps us so safe.”

You pull the covers up further and she snuggles with them, reaching for your hand to hold. You always let her hold it as long as she needs.

“Belle?”

“Yes Mommy?”

“Do you know that feeling you get when Mama holds you?” You ask. She makes a cute thinking face, scrunching her eyebrows like Natasha does, and you explain further. “She makes you feel warm and comfy.”

“Yes!” She giggles through the answer. “I love Mama.”

You smile so widely that your cheeks hurt.

“I love her too. And I love you so much, baby.” You kiss her forehead and she lets go of your hand, finally ready to go to sleep. “Sweet dreams, Belle.”

“Goodnight Mommy,” she mumbles as her eyes close.

You get up and turn off her light as you close the bedroom door behind you.

Natasha pulls at your arm and leads you into your bedroom.

“Natasha, baby, what’s-“

She interrupts you by pulling you into a giant hug. Her arms hold you tighter than they ever have as she buries her face in your neck. You feel your shirt getting wet under her eyes.

“Natasha, are you okay?” You ask, rubbing her back.

“You just- you always know exactly what to say to them,” Natasha says, her voice muffled with emotion and being so close to you.

“It’s just the truth, my love,” you say. “Hey, look at me, baby.”

She lifts her head off your shoulder and looks at you. Tears continue to fall down her face as she swallows hard.

“Shhh, you’re okay,” you tell her, holding her face in your hands. “You can let out, Natasha. I’m right here.”

She cries silently for a few minutes before she opens her mouth to speak.

“I love you so much,” she says. “I love our family and I love you.”

“I’m so in love with you, Natasha Romanoff. And I will be forever and ever.”

You kiss her lips softly and she melts against you.

“I’m going to run you a bath and tell the big kids that we’re going to bed early, okay?” You say. You can tell she wants to relax and sleep after these emotions.

“Okay, detka. Thank you.”

“Always, my love.”

You kiss her once more before you retreat to the bathroom and then down the stairs. The kids are satisfied with your explanation that Nat has a headache and they can stay up as long as they want.

When you get back upstairs, Nat is still sitting on the bed and not in the tub like you expected.

“Join me?” She asks, a smirk on her face. You can’t help but grin at the sight.

“Come on, my sneaky wife,” you say, taking her hand and leading her into the bathroom.

She kisses your lips and kicks the door closed behind her.

Natasha is a superhero. She’s your superhero.

#guys i love her #fic recs

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could you write a fic with natasha x fem!reader where the all avengers were sent on like a really important mission but natasha’s missing and no one can find her so reader goes looking for her to find her sick asf in her bedroom? can u make it really fluffy, please? thank u!! 😁

hi anon! thank you so much for the request, and i'm sorry it took me a while to get to it but here it is and i hope you enjoy!

#anon #requests

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Case of the Sniffles | Natasha Romanoff x Fem!Reader

Request: could you write a fic with natasha x fem!reader where the all avengers were sent on like a really important mission but natasha’s missing and no one can find her so reader goes looking for her to find her sick asf in her bedroom? can u make it really fluffy, please? thank u!! 😁

Word Count: 1.2k

Content Warnings: fluff, mentions of the flu/medicine, strong language

A/N: thank you for requesting anon! i am so sorry this took me so long to get to but i hope you enjoy this anyway <3 sick fics are so cute and fluffy to write i rlly enjoy writing them so thank you again for this request

"Where the hell is Romanoff?"

Tony finally put words to what the rest of the team had been thinking for the past few minutes. The team were geared up and ready to infiltrate a highly secured HYDRA base, one of the most important missions to date. Months of gathering intel had led up to finding this base - they had hidden it extremely well, and time was of the essence right now. Except, a very obvious anomaly was the missing presence of your girlfriend.

This was extremely unusual, because one thing Natasha Romanoff never missed out on was a mission. Especially one of this importance. It was very out of character for her, and you tried your hardest not to worry. Tried not to let your mind drift to dark, unrealistic places. She was fine, she had to be fine, you had literally seen her last night and she was fine. She just wasn't present.

"I'll go look for her," you volunteer, getting a murmur of agreement from the rest of the team as you set off on your hunt through the Compound.

"Nat?" You call out, "Did you forget that we have a mission today? Leaving in... what was meant to be three minutes ago, actually."

No answer.

You sigh. She wasn't in the kitchen or in the living room, so the most logical place to check next would be her own bedroom. She was never one to sleep in, but it wouldn't hurt to check. She had to be somewhere, after all.

Knocking gently on the door to her bedroom, you called out, "Sweetheart, you in here?"

Still no answer, so you gently pushed open the door and walked in. It was pitch black, and the curtains were drawn. You could just about make out a figure on the bed, deciding to switch the light on and squinting your eyes at the brightness. With the room now full of light, you could tell that the figure on the bed was definitely Natasha, if the strands of fiery red hair peeking out of her blanket cocoon were anything to go by.

"Nat?" You whisper, gently poking her and sending a silent prayer up that she isn't dead. She groaned in response, shuffling around in her cocoon as she subconsciously pulled the blanket further over her head. At least she was alive. Still very uncharacteristically Natasha, though. "You okay? Forget about the mission?"

Natasha shoved the blankets off of herself then, shooting up in the bed with wide eyes, "Oh, fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck. I missed my al-" She was cut off by a sneeze, and your suspicion rose. Now that you could take a better look at her without her being covered by blankets, she didn't look well. At all. Her face had taken on a ghostly pallor, and her eyes looked visibly tired despite her just being asleep for hours longer than she'd normally be. You narrow your eyes, gently placing the back of your hand on her forehead and you nearly wince at the heat radiating off of it.

"God, Tasha, you're burning up. You have a fever."

She shook her head, "No. 'M fine. Promise. I just slept in."

"You are not fine. Lie back down. You're clearly sick."

As if to answer your question, a sneezing fit shook her entire body. Still, Natasha was relentlessly stubborn, even if she had a fever that felt like she'd spent the entire night in a sauna, "I am fine," she insisted, sniffling. She tried to push herself off of the bed, only to be greeted by your firm hands on her shoulders, pushing her back down.

"No. You are not going anywhere. You are going to get some rest, and I'll be your doctor. I'll strap you down to this bed if I need to."

She glared at you, but she must feel really shit because it didn't take that much for her to finally agree, even if it was reluctantly. She lay back down, and you kissed her forehead gently, brushing her hair out of her face. "Okay, I'm going to tell the team that they can manage the mission without me, because I have a girlfriend who needs to be taken care of, and I'll grab a few things for you. You stay here, and keep the blankets off you, you don't want to overheat with your fever."

"Yes, ma'am," Natasha mock-saluted and you laughed, kissing her forehead once more before leaving to tell the team.

Honestly, Peter should be locked up for telling Tony what 'whipped' and 'simp' meant, because the amount of times he had called you those two words when you explained why you were staying behind was enough to last a lifetime. As if he wouldn't do the same for Pepper. He was such a hypocrite.

After taking a detour to change out of your suit and into something more comfortable, you returned to Natasha's room carrying a box of tissues, some Tylenol, a thermometer, a thin blanket, a bottle of water and a pint of ice cream. The redhead sat up in bed as you entered, and you flashed her a smile.

"Okay," you dumped the items at the bottom of her bed, "first, here's a blanket for you. It's thin enough so it won't cause you to overheat but will help with the chills that can come with a fever," you threw the blanket towards Natasha and she caught it with a grateful smile, draping it over herself.

"I've brought ice cream for later, and I can make you soup if you want some. We can have a movie day too. Now open wide," you smirked, picking up the thermometer and walking towards her, popping it into her mouth. She reached out to take ahold of your free hand as you both waited, and you hummed contentedly. It seemed sick Natasha was a clingy Natasha. You liked that bit.

The thermometer beeped and you took it out of her mouth, inhaling sharply as you read the number, "102 degrees? Yeah, you're definitely not going anywhere for the next few days."

Natasha groaned, opening her mouth to more than likely complain, but she quickly closed it when you answered her with a warning glare. "No arguing."

You handed her the bottle of water and some Tylenol before putting the thermometer away.

"You want some soup?"

She took the pills before shaking her head, "Not hungry. In the mood for some cuddles, though."

"That, I can do," you smiled. Putting the pint of ice cream on the bedside table for later, you jumped onto the bed, snuggling into Natasha. "You feeling okay?"

She nodded, "Apart from feeling like general shit, I'm a lot better now that you're here."

"That was extremely sappy of you, Romanoff."

She smiled before breaking into a cough, "Seriously, though. I've never had someone take care of me before, even if it's as simple as taking care of me when I have the flu, so it... it means a lot. Thank you," she sniffed.

You passed Natasha a tissue, trying your hardest not to cry at her reaction to such a simple gesture. Taking care of someone when they're sick should be expected, it shouldn't be surprising for Natasha, and you hated that it was. "I love you, of course I'll take care of you when you're sick. Even when you're not sick, anything you need and I'm here, okay?"

She nodded, putting an arm around your shoulder to pull you closer. You didn't even care that you could potentially catch her germs, all you wanted was to be in her arms and make her feel better.

"Wanna have a movie marathon for the entire day?" You asked, placing a kiss on her cheek.

"Absolutely."

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as promised i’ve added dates of when each chapter should be up, but i’ll try my hardest to get some up earlier than the dates listed <3

Our Tainted Love | Series Masterlist

'you said you loved me with your knife pressed against my throat.'

Royalty AU | Natasha Romanoff x Fem!Reader

Series Summary: Natalia Romanova had one mission: kill the princess. It was meant to be simple for someone of her skillset, and it would've been simple, but Natalia made one tiny mistake that could cost her everything: she fell for you. Yet she had no choice, you were her mission and she had to complete it.

At the end of the day, a love between an assassin and her target was destined to end in bloodshed.

Content Warnings: fluff, angst, violence, betrayal trope, strong language, the red room (i'll add more later if i need to but for now this is all i can think of)

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Chapters:

One

Two

Three

Four (15th april 2023)

Five (22nd april 2023)

Six (29th april 2023)

Seven (6th may 2023)

Eight (13th may 2023)

Nine (20th may 2023)

Ten (27th may 2023)

Eleven (3rd june 2023)

Twelve (10th june 2023)

Thirteen (17th june 2023)

Fourteen (24th june 2023)

dates are only an estimate - chapters may be posted sooner than the date listed or a couple of days later, depending on how busy i am each week

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lil update

so i’m kind of late to this but it has been more than a year since i’ve made this blog and i honestly can’t believe it’s been that long but i just want to thank each and every one of you who has ever liked, commented, reblogged or just supported me and my fics because it means SO much to mean <3

i am so sorry for being so inactive and i know i’ve said this a million times so y’all are probably sick of me but i mean it this time when i say i’m going to start being more active, life just got a lot for a couple months and i had neither the time nor energy to write but i finally have gotten motivation back and i will start writing again!! i promise

if anyone is still following our tainted love i promise i haven’t abandoned it and i will get the next chapter out asap. soon i’ll also be putting dates on the masterlist of when to expect each chapter (i’m going to aim for a chapter every saturday) and i also have a couple of other wips + requests that i’ll get finished asap

this is long i’m sorry but i love y’all, thank you for your support <3

tagging my taglist just so you know that i haven’t abandoned writing and i’m going to get back into the swing of things this week (sorry if this is annoying as ik it isn’t a fic)

@sheneonromanoff @olicity-boo @r4nd0mgir1 @tigerlillyruiz @dj-bynum3718 @lovelyy-moonlight

@lonewalker17 @francedeboix @notmeellaannyy @mrsromanoff @romugh @marrymemcgrath @gryffindorkromanoff @sayah13 @waltzingin1698 @natashaswifeyyyyy @persephonespomegranetes @princessblackmoon @shortstoppan @h3artsnatty @yyyyourmummmm @wanda-natasha @agalsmaraudersobsession @mmmmokdok @unknownwithyou @jowshuaayee @reginassweetheart @ellal04 @mazikeencooper @xxsekhmet @szlayed @imnotslouching @diaryoflife @pancakefan7529 @g-athenaathens @s1ut4nat @lenam07

#update #i promise this time #i swear i’ll be more active #i’m sorry x100

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NO WIFE I DO LOVE YOU

I will always love you no matter what you will always be my beloved wife

I'm sorry for rizzing someone else up 😔

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sigh

i guess i can forgive you my darling wife 😔 you have too much rizz and i understand that it’s okay

#asks #🍒 anon

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📉 like this rn ☁️

felt!! but if you ever need to talk cloud feel free to vent here or dm me <3

#asks #☁️ anon

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All math has taught me is that my mental health is akin to a declining slope ☁️

this is so relatable cloud

#asks #☁️ anon

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Happy International Women’s Day (Marvel Edition)

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Happy International Women’s Day (Marvel Edition) vsn 2

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Wife I have to confess something

I rizzed someone else using poetry

I am truly sorry my dove 😔

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WHAT? 😱

i can’t believe this…

do you not love me anymore? ☹️

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