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it was fun

#chi posts #dream's descent :: end #(( there will probably be just ooc details involving the now dead branch of this timeline if people are interested )) #(( this blog will be inactive afterwards ))

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This branch of the universe is closing its eyes. 

What sustains it is no longer present. 

The world around her is fading. Becoming insubstantial. She is also vanishing; the hourglass has turned, and there is little sand, for the universe no longer needs her to resolve a Braid that does not exist.  

It is fine. She does not want to exist in her a world without her sister anyway. Her sister who taught what being a person is like - being a human - and who cared for her even if she was dumb and did not know human things like not eating out of garbage can. People before her sister called her dog or Gou or mongrel, which she was, but apparently it is not polite to call others canine names when they are a people. 

After Chisato died, Levant became her dearest companion. It made sense because Levant was dear to Chisato too. 

She is glad she waited and saved her sister, even if it led to this outcome. 

As for Sato, she will be okay. Something like Time cannot erase her.   

A star streaks through the sky despite the frozen time. The book dragon has left. They know this universe is marked for destruction. The karma is unraveling. They offered once to take her with them - to abandon this world. She did not take the offer. She will stay. Her home is here. This is the world Chisato loved. 

She wonders what Chi will be like in the next life. Will she be like her? Or will she be more like a person? She hopes very much the next Chi will be like a person only because she knows the Chi will like that. 

She would probably like to understand why people are people, just like her. 

There is not much future left past this point, is there? 

Hmm. Oh.

She does not need to maintain [ Last Word ] anymore, maintained since Chisato’s Husking. 

< “Give this world the gift of Malkuth, of the physical.” > 

She thought about leaving quietly, but she has been quiet all her life. 

It would be a sadness if she could not even be loud in her last moments. 

It would end the universe slightly faster, but it was doomed anyway. So it is okay. 

So what should her last words be? 

#not visible ic #(( aaaaa i'm crying. )) #(( been doing so through all of this tonight )) #dream's descent :: end

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Lily is good to pet

#the precipice || OOC #q ; #[ guest artist ]

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Peak Lils. Eating McDonalds. 

I don’t care how much Faith it took to send this photo to Tunglr. It’s my birthday. I’ll do what I want. 

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#the precipice || OOC #[[ it burger. head empty ]] #chi herself // #[ shameless reblog hereeee ] #[ guest artist ] #jujulebee

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Groceries are cool 😎

My last post is losing traction as they all do when they hit 100+ notes. Just a reminder notes don't reflect commissons/money I get.

COMMISSIONS | DONATE | PAYPAL | VENMO | CASHAPP

I need to eat and currently do not have a way to get a job, no ID and no SSC to get a job because it's missing. I can't reapply to food stamps because I don't have a photo id.

My brother for some reason doesn't want to budget for food and focus on bills and we have not been able to really get groceries in the last 3 months. Which is frustrating. I am hungry and would like to buy food.

So any help is appreciated. I have set a new goal in ko-fi!

Also disclaimer for commissions: my queue is up to 20 so if you get one expect some time before I get to yours! I have A LOT. With my grandma's passing I haven't had time to work on them. I am putting in time now. So if you don't want to white a few months don't get one!! I won't be able to refund you anytime soon :')

I also have a Amazon food wishlist so you can just directly buy food for me!!

FOOD HERE

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💭 -For Ernastral

It belongs to the Dark. Blade and crystal that whisper of Power and Destruction. It asks for no offerings but simply beseeches that the wielder follows its heart without regret.

It is a big request. Bigger than what most people can give. People are bound by too many things - of needs, of responsibility, of duty, of friendship - to follow one's heart without fail. Those bindings create Contradiction - doing one thing yet believing another, a power solely in the domain of people - and produces a Shadow within one's heart.

Erna's Shadow sees the Contradictions that her Light hides in its splendor. It hates it. It does not understand why protecting the good parts of people also means protecting the bad parts. It does not understand why it must oblige the weak and arrogant when it is strong. It does not understand why she connects with others when she knows they will simply abandon her once they see her true self. The Shadow gets angrier and more restless every time she Sees it; she know because she catches Erna in her Sense more and more.

Before the Shadow had no power beyond trying to convince Erna from deep within. But then Erna touched the dead man's crystal, and suddenly it has a voice. A voice that gets bigger and bigger as it is listened to, even if the only listener is Erna. It does not matter though, because Erna is the only Listener that it wants. It wants to make the Light understand while also seeking its own understanding.

Why should it be buried? Is it not Erna too? Is it not what she wants and desires?

When they fought each other - when her Shadow was finally able to take on physical form...

Had she been a people, she believes she would have found it hard to know who to "root" for: The Erna that she knows or the Ernastrel that she wants to be.

But she is not a people. And in the end, who she sided with was never in question, because she is her nature, and her nature is her. It would be a sad place if the Erna she has always known were to fall asleep, never to wake up.

She has happiness when the Erna she knew won. But she also had happiness that her Shadow seemed satisfied, perhaps even content. Like its words have finally been heard - or perhaps because the people Erna put her trust in did not fail her - as it Feared - as they both feared. She is happy they both found what people call compromise.

They were both Erna after all.

They were the roots and leaves of the same tree.

It would be a sadness if either of them were gone.

#witchofthescions #not visible ic #ask games

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#(( I guess this is an opportunity to do all the OOC asks I owe. >_>;; )) #(( shuffles the queue a bit to bring all the OOC posts up. ))

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“Hold this, I’ll bring him back “

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cats gathering around a space heater まだまだヒーターはしまえません。

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INCOMING

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where is everybodyyyyyyyyyyyyyhl

#chi draws #chi reblogs #capucapo

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A little late for May 10th, but, ah well!

Radris Kadaje, Meido, at your service. Cleaning, Combat and Companionship all in one helpful package...

Nos, are we sure we want Companionship to be included in the tagline?

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Yellow bois

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people who use the queue function fill a necessary role in the tumblr ecosystem. they keep posts alive. if u miss a post bc ur entire mutualcule was reblogging it from each other in a 30min span and u were offline, the queue mutual provides u an opportunity to see that post again in 1-8 business days. they put posts in stasis in little cryogenic freezers for u to discover and enjoy later. everyone thank their queue mutuals right now

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