le-lune

[le-lune]

I am not the first person you loved.

You are not the first person I looked at

with a mouthful of forevers. We

have both known loss like the sharp edges

of a knife. We have both lived with lips

more scar tissue than skin. Our love came

unannounced in the middle of the night.

Our love came when we’d given up

on asking love to come. I think

that has to be part

of its miracle.

This is how we heal.

I will kiss you like forgiveness. You

will hold me like I’m hope. Our arms

will bandage and we will press promises

between us like flowers in a book.

I will write sonnets to the salt of sweat

on your skin. I will write novels to the scar

of your nose. I will write a dictionary

of all the words I have used trying

to describe the way it feels to have finally,

finally found you.

And I will not be afraid

of your scars.

I know sometimes

it’s still hard to let me see you

in all your cracked perfection,

but please know:

whether it’s the days you burn

more brilliant than the sun

or the nights you collapse into my lap

your body broken into a thousand questions,

you are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.

I will love you when you are a still day.

I will love you when you are a hurricane.

--Clementine von Radics

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This.

“It’s mortifying to be the one who remembers.”

— Ryan O’Connell

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Zoë Lianne, "Erasure"

Mary Oliver, "Felicity"

Emily Bronte, "Wuthering Heights"

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Happy Birthday, dad.

I miss you more and more every single day.

I can’t wait for the day I get to see you again.

#rest in peace #to the best part of me

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Date ideas

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I hate my laugh but I fucking love animals more than life.

#dog sitting #for my friend #meet Elsie

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Undress your soul and I’ll prove to you that even the ugliest, most terrifying parts of you can still be loved.

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Forever trying to understand why my doe-eyed heart finds beauty between the teeth of wolves.

"Some girls are so full of heartache and poetry and those are the kind of girls who try to save wolves instead of running away from them."

-Nikita Gill

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God really doused me in that irony by making me super hypersexual but also unable to fuck without being in love first. 😂

Being the introverted hopeless romantic with a high sex drive is a curse

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didn’t this account use to be artesque? why did you change it? you also deleted everything everywhere else lol why?

It did. I deleted all my social media and changed this username to le-lune so that all my content would be hidden bc I have people that still stalk or check up on me and my life is no longer their business. 🤷🏻‍♀️

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It’s true. I only feel normal here because everyone else is just as much of a fucking weirdo deviant as I am. 💯

Tumblr is the only place I feel somewhat normal.

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Bro. I keep forgetting to switch between my Tumblrs.

I don’t use this one anymore. I use @artesque. 🤣

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Yes sir.

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That's the thing about people who haven't been loved much..They think about every kind gesture, a slightest touch of fingers, kind smiles, random acts of love, intimacy in every small thing done. They find that love wherever they can cause it was never given to them freely. They don't ask for love, they search for it everywhere.

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I got the keys to my new place today and I want to scream I’m so happy.

I am going to take a few days to clean it extra deep before moving my stuff in. It’s already super clean but I want to be sure it’s completely sanitized and allergen free too. I know the people who lived here before me and they’re such wonderful and clean people but you never know, you know? 😂

Also looking for a grey couch to buy. I need one asap.

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I just want to sleep off the sadness I feel today.

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This made me smile. Even with not being on my friends list or talking for over seven months, he still checks up on me. It’s always nice to know someone from your past still cares and thinks of you.. it’s nice knowing that you’re not just completely forgotten. I wouldn’t have even known it was him if this notification hadn’t put his name bc normally it doesn’t reveal who watched. I hope he’s well. ♥️