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Chapter 4 is taking so long, my apologies <(＿　＿)>

#I had to rewrite it a few times... I think I like where it's at now though #I've also just been really busy ╯︿╰

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I went a little crazy

#Persona 3 #Persona 3 reload #P3r spoilers #ryoji mochizuki #minato arisato #makoto yuki #minako arisato #P3 Aigis #who else is here... #shinjiro aragaki #akihiko sanada #P3 Erebus #p3 the answer spoilers #Persona 3 Nyx #Oops most of these have Ryoji #But that's okay

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Pushing my Nyxanami agenda

#Persona 3 #Persona 4 #p3r spoilers #they'd be so crazy together #They've never met but I don't care. Nyxanami truthers rise up

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Hi I made a cohost account (●'◡'●)

I can't post anything yet but I'll be putting my art there too once I can! I'll make another post when I start doing that.. I won't be dumping it all there at once of course, I'll do like... maybe two a day or something

#I'll promo this here too... #I'll make another post when I can actually put stuff there #but yeah just in case (～￣▽￣)～

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It sure would be weird if I drew my other favorite persona couple as beasts. Haha. Wouldn’t it be strange. It would be so awesome. It would be so cool.

#AWW THIS IS SO CUTE #Persona 3

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Decaying Godhood- Chapter 2: Solemn Freedom

<- Chapter 1 ● Chapter 3 ->

“Nothing is moving…”

Nyx sat quietly on the ground, watching the three look out the giant golden door. Occasionally one of them would look back at her. It made her feel something unpleasant, she wasn’t entirely sure what it was though.

“No one is collapsing, either…” Minako said, “it’s like they’re frozen in time.”

“Do you think it’s just the view we have from here?” Minato asked.

“No,” Ryoji answered, “something doesn’t feel right… at all.”

Minako glanced back at Nyx, “do things feel off to you?”

She nodded.

“Well… what do we do?” Minako moved her attention to the other two.

“Wait.” Ryoji pointed out of the door, “something’s moving.”

The twins looked carefully.

“It looks like a person…” Minato said.

“No way,” Minako gently pulled the hair away from his eyes, “look again, no human has hair that white.”

“Akihiko-senpai had white hair, though.”

Minako shook her head, “but not that bright!”

Ryoji cleared his throat, “how about the feathers? Humans don’t have wings.”

“Are they wings? It looks more like a cape.” Minako let go of Minato’s hair, “check out all that gold too…”

“Either this guy is just really rich, or not human.” Minato said flatly, turning away.

“And those are mutually exclusive?” Ryoji moved away from the door. “They could be both.”

“I suppose so.”

“Guys.” Nyx flinched when all three quickly looked at her, “they’re moving, right? Does it matter what they look like?”

Ryoji sighed, “no, you’re right.” He faced the twins, “what should we do?”

“I don’t know, but…” Minako gestured out the door, “there’s someone else there now.”

Ryoji and Minato quickly looked out again.

“I’m going to investigate.” Ryoji said suddenly, “you two stay here… whatever is happening seems to only be affecting humans.”

“Wait, how do we know it’s safe?” Minako questioned, folding her arms.

“I can’t die, remember?”

“Yes but-“

“Ryoji!”

The three slowly looked at Nyx. She bit her tongue, “I’m sorry I didn’t mean to shout… it’s just.” She stood up, “have you felt anyone die?”

Ryoji narrowed his eyes, “what are you saying?”

“You’re Death,” she said, “you should be able to tell if people are leaving this world.”

Ryoji paused. Nyx could tell he didn’t want to take her words, but he pondered anyway.

“No one is dying.”

“There you have it,” Nyx said, “the world is at a standstill.“

Minato glanced at Ryoji.

“…You’re coming with me.” Ryoji slashed the chains off of Nyx’s wrists and neck, “I don’t trust you to stay with them.”

“That’s fair…” Nyx nodded, holding her wrist.

Minato placed a hand on Ryoji’s shoulder, “may I speak with you first?”

Nyx watched them wander off. Minako approached her, grabbing her hands.

“Listen, I know… he has every right to be mad at you, but…” Minako picked up her evoker, placing it in Nyx’s hands, “I hope you’ll protect him. Even if he doesn’t want you to.”

Nyx felt her eyes begin to water.

Minako smiled, “I don’t know if I can stay mad at you… it wasn’t really your fault, was it?”

“You don’t have to make excuses for me.”

“I know, but it wasn’t you, was it?”

Nyx could feel her heart sting. Minako was right, but she felt as though she couldn’t admit it.

“Does it matter?” Nyx asked, “I still tried to do it.”

“Nyx, you weren’t even a person, then,” Minako patted her shoulder, “you were… an idea, a force of nature. Of course you didn’t know the harm it would bring.” She held her hand, “I… know about Erebus. I’m sure reflecting on all of that now must…” Minako shook her head. “I’m putting my trust in you. Now is your chance to become a great individual.”

Now she couldn’t see. Tears flooded from her eyes, dropping onto her hands below.

“I know gods probably can’t get Personas, but… I want you to take that evoker with you.” Minako attempted to wipe away the tears with her stone fingers, “ah sorry! That probably isn’t very comforting.”

Nyx laughed slightly, “thank you, Minako.”

“Damn, you made her cry?”

Nyx could barely make out Minato’s form before her.

“I didn’t mean to…” Minako said.

Nyx wiped her eyes, looking at Ryoji. His gaze still held disdain, but had softened slightly.

“Oh that’s a good idea!” Minako noted Ryoji wearing a SEES armband. She removed her own, the bright red colour returning as she wrapped it around Nyx’s arm. “Now you guys gotta go be the heroes, okay?”

Nyx smiled softly, bowing to her, “I won’t let you down.”

“Ryoji,” Minato said, “are you gonna give it to her?”

Ryoji sighed, “if you act out I’m taking this back,” he held out the sword he had used while he was Nyx Avatar.

Nyx carefully took it, “thank you, Ryoji.”

Ryoji nodded, facing Minato again, “we’ll be back.”

Minato smiled softly, “and we’ll be watching over you two.”

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I might just write a Yaldabaoth essay honestly

#thoughts with leel #Because no one talks about how good of a villain he actually is #I'm tired of seeing only posts shitting on him ╯︿╰ #Putting my bias aside he is genuinely an interesting character

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heyy i was rereading through your decaying godhood au , and i had a few questions :0

do you have any human refs for az ?

what about human refs for izanami, izanagi, satanael, and/or EMMA ?

i visualize a lot when i read fics so i always love seeing refs :0

The only one that has a complete reference sheet is Azathoth, but I do have most of the others drawn!

Izanami's design is mostly unchanged (aside from her clothes) from how she looks in P4 (though, I may make her hair longer). I don't have anything for Izanagi figured out yet, but these two won't be appearing in DGH for a while! I'll try to have them at least doodled out before they're introduced (❁´◡`❁)

I'm hiding Azzie's ref and Satanael under the cut because they're super old but here's a new-ish Azathoth and Emma!

I'm still iffy on Emma's colours but I think her hair is fun (✿◕‿◕✿)

Satanael might get a new hairstyle, I haven't decided yet... I'm hoping to at least have doodle pages for everyone before they appear in the fic though!

#ask #Persona 5 #P5R #P5S #Thank you so much for the ask!! #I hope these help! I'd like to have everyone drawn out soon (●'◡'●) #I know I don't have them here but Emma purposefully looks like Yaldy and Salmy...

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Resisting the urge to show Emma off early

#thoughts with leel #Wowwwwww I love women #I'm so excited for her #I might bother my friends about the colour scheme because ??????? but #No wips until this doodle is done

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☀Beneath His Mask☀

I love Yaldabaoth’s concept art so much… I wish he had some sort of second phase where he lost his mask/face and had all the freaky eyes 

Stills below the cut! Plus the white background alt (❁´◡`❁)

Keep reading

#Every now and then I stumble across this again #I still really like it.....

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So I went crazy and did a bunch of those palace security meter things from P5 with my characters (*￣▽￣*)

These where fun!! I really like how they all came out! I initially planned to do more but I got distracted and never finished them so.. here’s the ones I did finish! They are all at 99% since I still had the meter saved from the last time I made one of these (❁´◡`❁)

The top two are Tagashei and Kisaki, then we have two for Demiascareous, two for Medlo, and two for Yugami!

#I think I should make more of these #I cannot believe I omitted Her how could I

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I accidentally hit the lumen slider and now he's goth

#Sure I'll rb him again #Someday I will finish this picture #Today isn't that day

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Seeing so many different takes is really fun... I'm gonna share my thoughts:

I've seen the camera angles being an issue being brought up a few times for Yaldy and Izanami, which isn't something I've thought about. For context before I go off, I have way too many hours in Bayo 1 and 2 so of course that the way I imagine a fight against Izanami or Yaldabaoth going is something like how any fight against a giant angel/demon go in Bayo1/2. Either only approaching the enemy when landing a physical attack, otherwise keeping a distance and using weaker projectile attacks to land some damage (kind of like how the Gomorrah fight plays out in 2 (unless you're like me and stay up his nose until he's dead but that's besides the point)), or occasionally running up the main body to disarm/hit a weak point (kind of like Temperantia's fight in 1).

This works for Izanami, but the thing about Yaldabaoth is that he is huge + made of metal + you might slide off of him + you are really really high up in the sky + those platforms are not connected and it is a huge jump to the next + if Yaldy sweeps the platform it's over

With Nyx Avatar though, I'm fairly certain he's smaller than the other final bosses (he's still pretty tall though)

However

If it's one thing I learned from playing Bayo way too much is that it is way easier to destroy the giant entities than it is the ones that are smaller (for me at least, Rosa always beats my ass in Witch Trail V ╯︿╰)

Anyway all that to say, he can probably move faster than the other two... plus he can fly. And that sword is way too long. I was going to say "push him off of Tartarus" but he'd just get back up (hopefully). But he's also still Ryoji and I'm sure he wouldn't bring himself to hurt the protag (✿◕‿◕✿)

Those are my silly thoughts... I think the answer I'm coming to is they're all scary and dangerous in their own way, if any of these fights were hack and slash though they'd all be so much fun

Even the Nyx egg

If Persona 3-5 were hack and slash instead of turn-based...

And as always if you want to share your reasonings tell me...... I love the thoughts

#P3R spoilers

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I know Salmael isn't sun-affiliated but

He will be in DGH... I need someone to parallel Nyx, and he already has a lot of aspects (??) that oppose hers so

#thoughts with leel #He gains a newfound interest in blowing things up.. maybe

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Here she is... Mama Mochizuki (❁´◡`❁)

I'm still figuring out her clothing and stuff but here's a few doodles! I love her...

I'll add AU explanations and stuff below the cut (●'◡'●)

Her eyes are (normally) red to reflect her time as the moon! I'm thinking on giving her a Dark Hour alt, not sure what the specifics are for that yet though...

She chose to make her battle uniform (?) look like Nyx Avatar. Other times she wears normal clothing. The SEES armband was from Minako (who was #4 in this AU, Minato was #3). Ryoji will have Minato's armband. Here's context to why they have them!

She kept the chain around her neck from her time being sealed away, mostly as a reminder to herself of what she caused.

Nyx is definitely more aggressive than Ryoji (she's not the most hostile one in the group though- hi Yaldabaoth), and tends to jump into fights forgetting that she can't use her giant deity form to sweep the opponents. When she does have her awakening and is able to use her more powerful form, her face reflects Nyx Avatar's when using split-consciousness.

She will tell you allllllll about the arcana!

She gets along well enough with the rest of the group, in her down time she's usually hanging out with Izanami

Nyx is still learning how to care... especially about Ryoji. Of course, now she feels like she should be watching over him, but doesn't understand why. Ryoji knows what a parent is obviously, Nyx only recently learns how humans care for their children. She recognizes now that Ryoji is her son, and is making an effort to care for him. It takes a while for him to accept her efforts. All that being said! She's very talented at putting enemies to sleep. Forever.

She still has that massive sword

She may be old but that is not stopping her from flirting (with women)

She turned out more goth looking than I was intending but I kind of like the vibe

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He's so pretty it's unreal

Salmael is definitely the easiest to turn into a human since he already looks like one, but I still had a lot of fun doodling him, his design is so much fun (✿◕‿◕✿)

AU ramblings + No text alt are below!

For sure the most relaxed of everyone in the team. Salmael doesn't usually raise his voice, so on the rare occasion that he does, everyone listens.

Before finding EMMA, he acted as the navigator for the team, only joining in combat when necessary. After his awakening, he could use split-consciousness to detect any nearby signs of life. After EMMA takes the role of navi, he is able to better focus on attacks, specializing in pierce-type physical moves. I'm still working on magic typings for the group, so I'm unsure what his is!

He's Yaldabaoth's and EMMA's younger brother (✿◕‿◕✿) Salmael definitely acts like the eldest though.

Yaldabaoth doesn't understand how he is perpetually relaxed, while EMMA makes fun of his outrageously fancy lounging wear.

Salmael gets along pretty well with everyone, though he prefers to keep to himself. He was initially not a fan of Nyx, given the stunt she tried to pull, but eventually learned to accept her as she is now.

Satanael and Izanagi are way too extreme for him. He thinks they're dense, but he doesn't dislike them.

His deity state is now equipped with even more guns! I'll draw that out sometime soon... Fighting in his humanoid form though, he uses... a gun. Or any long weapon such as spears.

His hair? He has to do it up every morning. He is very high maintenance.

If you want to know why he's lovers, read this

He is trying so hard not to call everyone "little lost lambs" or constantly preach about serenity. Not that he's embarrassed about it, but the others make fun of him.

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Adam just wanted a celebratory picture after their first major battle