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i want to have some sort of account where i can just like vent but i don’t want anyone who knows me on it bc it feels so uncomfy for me to share my thoughts and then people i interact with just… know about it???? but just a journal makes me feel like no one is hearing me. i need the thing from men in black so i can tell people what’s wrong and then erase their memory immediately
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I show up to yet again bring the moshang word... This time the moshang word of my precious Haze!😌
If you haven't read 'To Fill in Empty Spaces' GO READ IT!! And if you already had, GO REREAD IT! Ayooo I made some fanart for it bc this fic gave me lifeeee I am so weak to sun/moon stuff, this fic lives rent free in my heart forever 🥹
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on the subject of misfortune
“It’s just odd,” Suguru said. “We do so many things, before we know what we’re doing. Before we even know if we want it.”
Satoru’s grip was tightening, and his face was frozen. And then, ever expressive, he frowned, and his eyes squinted up, and his mouth twisted with his words. “You don’t want to be bonded?”
Suguru did want to be bonded. To Satoru specifically. Life was very cruel that way. “I do,” he said. “I was just thinking about how we didn’t even really get a choice.”
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In which Geto and Gojo are a little more entwined, and it changes things.
WC: 11k
Tags: Alternate Universe - Sentinels & Guides; Soulmates; Hurt/Comfort; Angst with a Happy Ending; some violence; Touch-Starved; soul bonds
Rating: M (for violence)
#stsg#satosugu#gojo satoru#geto suguru#myfic#fic rec#stsg fic#satosugu fic#jjk#jjk fic#jujutsu kaisen
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I show up to yet again bring the moshang word... This time the moshang word of my precious Haze!😌
If you haven't read 'To Fill in Empty Spaces' GO READ IT!! And if you already had, GO REREAD IT! Ayooo I made some fanart for it bc this fic gave me lifeeee I am so weak to sun/moon stuff, this fic lives rent free in my heart forever 🥹
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Relationship:
Huā Chéng/Xiè Lián (Tiān Guān Cì Fú)
Additional Tags:
Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
Alternate Universe - Reincarnation
First Meetings
But also not
background beefleaf
Getting Together
Fluff
Falling In Love
Emotional Hurt/Comfort
Pining
Language: English
Collections: MXTX Museum Gala 2023
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omg I can't believe found you on tumblr on accident I LOVE YOUR FICS
aiyoooo thank you so much i’m so glad you like them!! 💕🥹✨
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oceans away from my soul
haysel
Rating:
Teen And Up Audiences
Archive Warning
No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationship:
Mòběi-jūn/Shàng Qīnghuá
Additional Tags:
Post-Canon
Soul Bond
Angst with a Happy Ending
Hurt/Comfort
Getting Together
Mutual Pining
Word count: 18,174
Summary:
“It—It feels like there’s a string or a rope or something, tying us together,” Shang Qinghua gasped painfully. “It’s like it’s pulling me and yanking me and it’s attached to my bones so it aches.”
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Shang Qinghua and Mobei Jun are poisoned with a plant intended to make two people fall in love. However, the plant offers other solutions for different scenarios. When two people are already in love before consumption, it bonds them together; ties them to one another and doesn’t let go.
Shang Qinghua feels his love in his chest and Mobei Jun feels it in his bones.
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and a day was good to awaken to
haysel
Rating:
Mature
Archive Warning
No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationship:
Mòběi-jūn/Shàng Qīnghuá
Additional Tags:
Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
office au but outside of an office
Camping
Mutual Pining
Getting Together
Fluff and Humor
binghua bffs agenda
Jealousy
Word count: 10,497
Summary:
The smile dropped from Shang Qinghua’s face. “Wait.”
Luo Binghe glanced at him sideways. “Hm?”
“Binghe, does that mean I’m going to share a tent with Mobei?”
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or; Shang Qinghua goes on a company camping trip and has to share a tent with Mobei Jun. They pine. But only a little.
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the thing that buries me
haysel
Rating:
Explicit
Archive Warning
No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationship:
Mòběi-jūn/Shàng Qīnghuá
Additional Tags:
Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
ghost au
mortician mbj
Hurt/Comfort
death is a frequent topic and described throughout
Violence
Mutual Pining
Word count: 13,490
Summary:
“They’ll wither if I leave them,” Shang Qinghua said, in a way that told Mobei Jun he wanted him to tell Shang Qinghua to let them rot.
Mobei Jun’s whole body felt like it pulsed. He tilted his head down, tipping closer to Shang Qinghua as he went. Shang Qinghua met his gaze. “Leave them. Stay.”
Shang Qinghua’s eyelids fluttered a little, like his own chill was running down his spine. Mobei Jun felt a sick satisfaction. He wanted Shang Qinghua to feel him the way he felt Shang Qinghua. “Since it’s alright with you,” Shang Qinghua said gently, “then I will let them wither.”
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Mobei Jun starts a new job as a mortician. There, he meets a florist.
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to assist your heart in speaking
haysel
Rating:
General Audiences
Archive Warning
No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationship:
Luò Bīnghé/Shěn Yuán | Shěn Qīngqiū
Additional Tags:
Alternate Universe - College/University
Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
Fluff
Teacher-Student Relationship
Getting Together
binghe cries a lot
Word count: 8,976
Summary:
in which Luo Binghe brings his favorite professor gifts and cries his way into Shen Qingqiu's heart
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the last degree of reds
haysel
Rating:
Mature
Archive Warning
Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationship:
Mòběi-jūn/Shàng Qīnghuá
Additional Tags:
Witcher AU
sqh is not a bard but he is a writer
Blood and Violence
Mutual Pining
Getting Together
Angst
but not much tbh
Misunderstandings
Word count: 20,081
Summary:
“I’m unconcerned about a life you choose to throw away.”
Shang Qinghua studied him a little more. “Are you saying I can accompany you?”
“No.”
“Well you can’t really stop me though, can you,” Shang Qinghua pondered out loud, as if the Witcher hadn't just said no to him. “If I happen to be roaming the same woods, you have no say. It’s not your forest.”
The Witcher clenched his jaw. “It’s your life to throw away,” he repeated. “Don’t get mad if I don’t save you and leave you for dead.”
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some moments in time for a man and his Witcher.
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the night wakes in the middle of me
haysel
Rating:
Explicit
Archive Warning
No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationship:
Mòběi-jūn/Shàng Qīnghuá
Additional Tags:
Post-Canon
Getting Together
Sexual Content
Body Worship
the intrinsic romanticism of writing on the love of your life
this is basically a fic where they just repeatedly tell each other how much they love them
Word count: 6,733
Summary:
“Do you like it?” Mobei Jun asked. When Shang Qinghua looked back at him, he was looking back at Shang Qinghua’s wrist again.
“Do I like drawing on myself? Or having nothing to do?”
“Drawing on yourself,” Mobei Jun said, gaze still pinned to Shang Qinghua’s arm. “What does it feel like?”
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or; Shang Qinghua sometimes writes on himself. Mobei Jun is curious.
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Rating:
Explicit
Relationship:
Mòběi-jūn/Shàng Qīnghuá
Additional Tags:
Modern Royalty
Character Study
Hurt/Comfort
Protectiveness
Pining
Sexual Content
Possessive Behavior
Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
Falling In Love
Words: 30,420
Summary:
“Have you just been watching me?”
Mobei Jun’s face turned with amusement. “Not really. I wasn’t able to come right away.”
“So you were watching me,” Shang Qinghua confirmed teasingly.
Mobei Jun walked toward him, the humored upturn of his lips growing. “Only a little.”
Shang Qinghua turned to face him as Mobei Jun came to a stop beside him. “My king,” Shang Qinghua said in belated greeting, ducking his head.
Mobei Jun caught his chin and tilted his head back up. He sighed. “I wish you wouldn’t be so formal sometimes.”
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In an attempt to work out an alliance with the king of the Northern Desert, Luo Binghe, Shen Qingqiu, and Shang Qinghua go to Mobei Jun's palace. Shang Qinghua falls in love. He isn't sure what to do about that.
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and the rain won't make any difference
haysel
Rating:
General Audiences
Archive Warning
No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationship:
Huā Chéng/Xiè Lián (Tiān Guān Cì Fú)
Additional Tags:
Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
Soulmates
Soul Bond
background fengqing
Alternate Universe - Bookstore
Alternate Universe - Reincarnation
Fluff
Getting Together
Love at First Sight
Word count: 9,405
Summary:
Xie Lian nodded. “Yes. You’ll have to come back to get your book.”
Hua Cheng nodded, too. “I hope I don’t forget it again. Then I’d have to come back a fourth time.”
“Maybe a fifth, if you forget again,” Xie Lian whispered.
Hua Cheng stepped even closer. “Or a sixth,” he said, hand turning to brush his fingers along Xie Lian’s. His fingers slotted gently between them, dipping in and out, tracing over his palm. “Or a seventh, or eighth.”
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or; Xie Lian works at a bookstore. Hua Cheng puts a book on hold. Xie Lian thinks they're soulmates.
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if you wanted me to
haysel
Rating:
Mature
Archive Warning
No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationship:
Mòběi-jūn/Shàng Qīnghuá
Additional Tags:
Sexual Content
Love Confessions
Post-Canon
Established Relationship
Emotional Sex
Word count: 2,396
Summary:
Sometimes, Shang Qinghua wanted to tell him, just so Mobei Jun would finally understand—
But Shang Qinghua was a wordsmith, and if he could not tell Mobei Jun in other ways, then he was failing at the one thing that’d given him such a precious gift. If his words brought this, brought Mobei Jun to him, then he would honor it, and treasure it, and grow it like a garden inside of his chest.
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or; Mobei Jun returns to the northern palace after being gone for a few days, and Shang Qinghua finds a way to tell him that he loves him more than Mobei Jun can really comprehend.
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to return your soul to you (part 2 of the moon who took)
haysel
Rating:
Explicit
Archive Warning
Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationship:
Mòběi-jūn/Shàng Qīnghuá
Additional Tags:
Alternate Universe - Small Town
Alternate Universe - Fantasy
Blood and Violence
Blood and Gore
Blood Kink
Somnophilia
Subspace
be warned that the subspace is described in detail
monster fucker sqh
Blood Drinking
Spit Kink
Anal Gaping
Whump
Implied/Referenced Torture
additional cw in the end notes but be warned it will completely spoil the end xoxo
Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
Word count: 25,180
Summary:
Shang Qinghua’s eyes shut on their own accord. His head tipped in the direction of those fingers. He felt that presence grow nearer and nearer, lowering and blocking out what light was left of the overcast sun. Icy lips touched Shang Qinghua’s, and it was precious. It was the soothing after that pinch, the gentle assurance after waking from a terrible dream. That hand caressed over his face, drawing down over his neck, and then over his chest. He pushed up into it, feeling his heart press up to the pressure of that hand.
Here, like this, Shang Qinghua felt like he was alive.
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A few years after Shang Qinghua is settled in the town, he realizes that he's forgotten something. Something important.
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“That vicious ghost almost made a move against those humans, but for some reason, in the end, it didn’t. It instead used one of its own eyes as the price to forge a blood weapon. That ghost was already forcibly hanging on with its last breath; after digging out its eye it should’ve broken apart completely. Yet somehow something had shocked it, and it instead woke to its senses completely. Who knows what kind of wicked device it forged that actually carried it through that battle. “
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