lexlightning2002

[lexlightning2002]

~Your eyes are a science I can't explain, a thought I cannot describe, it's just pure happiness~

Well, It's been a long time since I posted something here, but after a break, I am back!

I'm really sorry for being inactive, but the last months were really hard for me and a lot of stuff happened and is still happening. For this, please go on reading under the Cut, it would mean a lot to me.

I hope you all are well and I hope this fandom is still alive! 💚💜

CW: I am going to talk about animal abuse, losing a pet and grief. If you are not comfortable with this, please skip🌸

The last months has been really hard. As some of you might know, I do horse riding in my free time and it's my second passion besides art. There has been a lot of troubles at the stable lately and I am the kind of person who takes everything by heart.

I always was very uncomfortable being at the stable, because I felt everyone judged me and talked behind my back. The anchor was my horse, which sadly didn't belong to me, she belonged to the riding facility as she was a lesson horse. I was the person who cared for her. She was my heart horse I believe, and last month, she suddenly behaved differently, as if she was traumatized.

There have been incidents at our facility where horses have been beaten and shouted at just to let u know

I got the job to get her trust back, as she was used around children. And it got better.

And two days later she was brought to the animal clinic because she developed a high fever. The vets couldn't save her, and three days later she had to be euthanized.

I couldn't say goodbye to her and I'm still crying everyday. She was something special, maybe I can share some pictures of her at some point, to show you how great she was.

I am grieving her so hard and it's very difficult for me to find happiness again.

I don't know if you ever lost a pet, but it hurts so much, and it left me in a hole full of nothing.

I am slowly recovering, but I'm not sure if I will ever get over her. I should go to therapy, but I have no energy for writing an email or making a call.

Speaking about art, this year will be my final year at art academy, I will hopefully graduate in September. For that, I need much time for my project, meaning, I won't have much time for making fanart anymore. If you want, I could do a poll about sharing my other art as well.

It's a hard life atm, but art keeps me busy.

But sometimes you just need a break, and I needed it now.

I hope you understand this, and I am so thankful for everyone who stayed and joined <3

Much love and stay safe💜💚🧡🩵

#octogoblin #octoblin #otto octavius #norman osborn #dr otto octavius #dr norman osborn #otto x norman #ottoborn #green goblin x doc ock #green goblin #dr octopus #doc ock #spiderman no way home #spiderman raimi #spiderman #fanart #gay #they are so in love #i always feel so lonely when i draw them #I'M BACK

[lexlightning2002]

May I introduce you: Peter and Pit!

I've been thinking about sharing this one, because for me, it's a very personal ship.

Peter, left, and Pit, on the right, are two characters from a movie called "Ottos' Eleven", which is a german parody of "Oceans Eleven".

All in all, in this movie, a bunch of well known comedians is assembled to plan a great coup to steal something from an evil casino owner, which originally belonged to them.

Long story short, Peter and Pit meet on this journey, former enemies, Peter decides to switch sides, and in the end, they live happily ever after.

The best thing is, that this ship is actually canon.

So, because I think of tumblr as a platform, where every fandom has a space, I decided to join. I am sure, that I am the only person who ships them lol, but maybe there are others out here, or some of you might take a look.

I will introduce them seperately, share all my headcanons and maybe you'll like it <3

#peter x pit #ottos eleven #this ship is CANON #believe me #i screamed #new fandom #fanart #stupid german movies #gay #lgbt #gay couple #CANON #rick kavanian #nino sandow #illustration #art #procreate

[lexlightning2002]

Nine people you'd like to know better

Thanks for the tag, @huffle-ego ^^!!

Three ships:

Octogoblin, Ineffable husbands, Gentlebeard

First ship:

Kraglin x Yondu I think😭

The last song:

Everywhere I go - Hollywood Undead 💀

Currently reading:

The Good Omens script book and a collection of german Horror stories

Last film:

Ich war noch niemals in New York (I have never been in New York), 2019

Currently craving:

Good Omens S3 I need it noww😭😭

Tags: @heythereimashley @willem-dafuq @youwannaplaygames @kermahillway @gicolette @goodoldcharley @illiana-mystery @emilynightshade89 @doc-blu

Nine people you’d like to know better

Thank you for the tag @thehappyfeminist-22 ^w^💞

Three ships:

Vianton, Gentlebeard, octogoblin

First ship:

Darkstache I believe

The last song:

Nothings New by Rio Romeo (Reminds me of Viago and Anton for some reason)

Currently Reading:

The Modern Werewolf's (& and vampire's) Guide to courting your alpha by Raspberryseashanty on AO3

Last film:

What we do in the Shadows 2014 as well

Currently craving:

Cake. Specifically chocolate cake ^w^

Tags: @likethehotsauce, @lulu-chaos-incarnation, @serpentarius, @nekojetto, @tapwaterx, @emilynightshade89 , @lexlightning2002 @our-hearts-are-connected @sparklesphobia

#reblog #tag games #fandoms #these are quite fun

[lexlightning2002]

Hello guys, short update from me!

First of all I wish you all a happy new year! Hope you survived the holidays, which are the most intense days of the year in my opinion -_-

Sorry for being that inactive atm. I caught myself the flu (I think, too lazy to go to the doctor) , but I am so exhausted and through with it all that I need to rest a few days/weeks. I need to be fit for a trip this weekend and I'm trying my best. I however got to work on my fanfiction and I'm thinking about sharing fanart of my other fandoms I'm in instead, maybe I can convince you to join ;)

Also I love doing polls, maybe I'll do that the next time.

And at last, a huge thank you to everyone, for supporting my art. This means a lot to me. We are over 700 people on this blog and I still think thats unreal.

So thank you everyone for taking your time and reading this, Lots of love to you!!

#update #life update #thank you #got sick will be back soon #<3 #octogoblin

[lexlightning2002]

Merry Christmas everyone!

Take this as a present! <3

Chapter 17 aka The Christmas Special is now online! Have fun!

#octogoblin #octoblin #otto x norman #norman osborn #otto octavius #ottoborn #dr otto octavius #spiderman raimi #spiderman no way home #fanart #college au #young otto octavius #young norman osborn #alfred molina #willem dafoe #green goblin x doc ock #green goblin #doc ock #dr octopus #christmas special #ao3

[lexlightning2002]

HAPPY RENEWAL EVERYONE!!!

Best day I had in weeks🥲

Ps: I just couldn't get their clothes right, so I decided to leave them off ;)

#good omens #good omens 2 #good omens 3 #good omens fanart #good omens au #david tennant #michael sheen #neil gaiman #terry pratchett #good omens tv #fanart #ineffable husbands #ineffably gay #crowley #aziraphale #crowley x aziraphale #aziracrow #good omens prime #best day ever #THEY ARE BACK

[lexlightning2002]

Michael Sheen💫

A light study I made a few days ago^^

#michael sheen #michael christopher sheen #good omens #good omens 2 #good omens fanart #good omens season 2 #aziraphale #aziracrow #ineffable husbands #ineffable idiots #ineffably gay

[lexlightning2002]

Ineffably in love <3

#good omens #good omens season 2 #good omens fanart #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #crowley x aziraphale #aziraphale #crowley #gay idiots #david tennant #michael sheen #kiss #how it should have been

[lexlightning2002]

CHAPTER 16 IS OUT NOW!

Btw thank you guys for all your lovely comments it means a lot to me💚💜

ALSO there will be a Christmas Special which comes out in December!❄️

#octogoblin #otto x norman #octoblin #ottoborn #norman osborn #otto octavius #spiderman no way home #dr otto octavius #fanficton #ao3 #green goblin x doc ock #green goblin #doc ock #college au #fluff

[lexlightning2002]

He'll get back.

#loki #loki series #loki season 2 #loki laufeyson #mobius #mobius m mobius #lokius #mcu #marvel #loki s2 #time husbands #loki spoilers

[lexlightning2002]

I DID A THING

I am officially deceased

I just imaged Willem Dafoe Crowley and Alfred Molina Aziraphale. I will not recover from this

#willem dafoe #alfred molina #Octogoblin #ineffable husbands #otto octavius x norman osborn #good omens au #blonde alfred gives me life #it looks so good #the height difference tho #aziraphale #crowley #good omens #spiderman #fanart

[lexlightning2002]

Otto: It is.

Norman: No, it isn't.

Otto: Yes, it is.

Norman: No, it isn't!

Otto: YES, it IS!

Norman: NO, it ISEN'T!!!

Otto: YES IT IIIIIIS!!!

Norman: NO IT IS NOOOOT!!!

Peter, in the Background with a bag of popcorn: I could watch this all day.

Octogoblin October Day 15

Bickering

They could be arguing about anything, they'll always end up looking like an old married couple (which they are)💜💚

They could literally argue about if its cold enough to wear a scarf or if its illegal to shoot up Pumpkin Bombs for new years eve it wouldn't make a difference XD

@octogoblinoctober

#octogoblin #octoblin #ottoborn #norman osborn #otto octavius #otto x norman #spiderman no way home #spiderman raimi #spiderman #doc ock #green goblin #green goblin x doc ock #text post #prompt #octogoblinoctober

[lexlightning2002]

Octogoblin October Day 10

Hangover

A little extract from the new Chapter of Can we get back to yesterday? ^^ Have fun! <3

On the next morning, it was a sunny but cold Saturday, Otto slowly woke up from his trip.

The sun was shining through the window, and its warm rays shined directly onto Ottos face.

He grunted, rolled around in bed and felt a huge pain inside of his head. His eyes were heavy, and he was feeling dizzy. He tried to move his legs, but they seemed to weigh a ton.

He took a moment to breathe.

Every part of his body hurt, especially his forehead. Again he tried to move, and he managed to get his left arm up to his face. The headache was a throbbing pain, and Otto slowly regained consciousness.

He opened his eyes and everything was blurry and turning around. Half asleep and half awake, he groaned in pain.

In the distance, he heard a voice calling him, and as he slowly but safely came back to himself, he noticed it was Norman saying his name. His vision cleared, and he saw his roommate sitting next to his bed, in his hands a wet towel and a glass of water.

"Otto! You are awake, thank god! Please, never do this again."

Otto was a bit confused, what was Norman talking about? What happened?

Norman gave him the wet towel for his aching head, and then he handed over the water. Otto took a sip and immediately felt a bit better.

"Ouch, my head hurts...", Otto complained.

"You really are surprised? Lord...that's why I put a huge aspirin into your drink."

"Oh why, thank you.", Otto said and he drank the medicated water. For a moment he said nothing. He desperately tried to recreate the last evening, but everything he saw was a black mass of nothing.

"Norman... for whatever happened last night, I'm sorry."

His roommate looked at him with big eyes.

"Otto - you can't remember anything from last night? Like...nothing at all?"

Otto shook his head.

"I tried to remember, but the memory stops shortly after I started to learn. Norman, what happened? What have I done?"

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Continues on Ao3!⬇️⬇️

@octogoblinoctober

#octogoblin #octoblin #ottoborn #octogoblinoctober #otto x norman #otto octavius #norman osborn #spiderman no way home #spiderman raimi #spiderman #fanfiction #ao3 #college au #young otto and norman #hangover #green goblin x doc ock #green goblin #doc ock

[lexlightning2002]

Octogoblin October Day 2

Party animal

Better late, than never!

I love drawing them young (+Otto being starstruck!!)

@octogoblinoctober

#otto x norman #octogoblin #octoblin #ottoborn #otto octavius #norman osborn #green goblin #doc ock #green goblin x doc ock #young otto octavius #young norman osborn #college au #fanart #spiderman #spiderman raimi #octogoblinoctober #spiderman no way home

[lexlightning2002]

Octogoblin October Day 1

Growing Pains

You're gonna make it, Norman.

B-but it hurts...so much...

Keep calm, rest, my love. We're gonna get through this, I promise you.

@octogoblinoctober

#otto x norman #octogoblin #octoblin #ottoborn #otto octavius #norman osborn #dr otto octavius #doc ock #green goblin #green goblin x doc ock #spiderman no way home #fanart #octogoblinoctober #tried some painting

[lexlightning2002]

How it should have ended.

I still need to recover, but I'd rather live with that ending! It's not much better but I believe they spoke out about their feelings and are now happily living ever after🤡

Also I still need to practise drawing Michael and David, but I already ADORE THEM their friendship is so wholesome I cant TwT

#good omens #good omens season 2 #go2 #go2 spoilers #ineffable husbands #crowley #aziraphale #aziracrow #crowley x aziraphale #alternate ending #david tennant #michael sheen #good omens fanart #fanart #gay idiots #they are married

[lexlightning2002]

Just to let you guys know, I watched Good Omens and I am ABSOLUTELY IN LOVE WITH THIS SHOW HOLY COW but from this point on, there is a SPOILER ALERT on this blog for season 2. I know its been out for a while now but if anyone still wants to see it, consider this as a warning.

Also I am completely ruined after the finale and I am still recovering. It hit me very hard and I am an emotional mess rn🥲

#good omens #good omens spoilers #info #fanart coming soon