lexxiisstuff

[lexxiisstuff]

𝐈𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐳𝐮𝐦𝐢 𝐇𝐚𝐣𝐢𝐦𝐞

Fluffiest fluff. Drabble

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"Stop fiddling" The dark haired boy grabbed the hand that had been twiddling with the elastic on your other wrist and interlocked your fingers lightly rubbing his thumb over your hand comfortingly.

"I'm sorry I'm nervous" You said anxiously "What if I do horribly or I stumble or worse I have one of those horrible moments where I freeze and everyone is staring at me all akwardly and they all have second hand embarrassment which people say is worse than first hand embarrassment but I'll be experiencing the first hand embarrassment so technically it can't be worse-" Hajime pressed a small kiss on your lips and you couldn't help but lean into it.

"Stop it. You're rambling and overthinking" He mumbled "You're going to be perfect"

"You so just kissed me to shut me up didn't you? Didn't you? No fair Iwa" You pouted playfully and his lips tilted upward "I hate public speaking"

"I know, pretty girl. But let's just get it over with yeah? Then I'll take you out for lunch" He grabbed you by your waist and pulled you towards him so you were firmly pressed against his chest. You smiled brightly and rubbed your cheek against his softly

"Can I pick where to eat?"

"Sure" He said with an indulgent smirk

"And you'll still love me if I fail?"

His gaze softened "Always"

Your University had asked each department to submit one student to talk to the new or possible learners about the module you had chosen. Unfortunately one of the professors had signed you up because not only were you extremely talkative, you were smart and confident enough to do a good job. Only you weren't. You were so nervous you could actually throw up. Although you were an extrovert you never liked public speaking, You loathed speeches and presentations and all those eyes staring at you expectantly.

You heard the key speaker announce your name and your heart thumped loudly from where you stood with your boyfriend from the side of the stage. Iwazumi pressed a kiss on your forehead and grinned one of those rare grins. "Go. I'm right here and if you need a little help just look over okay?"

"Okay" You turned and with all the bravado you could muster walked across the stage towards the podium.

Iwazumi watched you wearing a look one could only describe as fierce pride. He mouthed your speech word for word because not only had he helped you edit it he had listened to you recite it over and over until you were some what confident. He glanced at the students who were absorbed in what you were saying and felt his heart melt. You were doing so well.

He heard you stumble over a word but watched as you giggled softly and corrected yourself easily. You ended the speech with applauses and you smiled and Hajime who's grin was just as wide. Oh how you loved him. So much it was crazy. You bounded towards him and he held his arms open so you could jump in the. Legs around his waist, arms wrapped tight around his shoulder.

"That's my girl" He mumbled in your ear "You were so fucking amazing baby"

"Really?" You pulled away to stare at him and he kissed you softly

"Would I lie to you?"

"You told me you weren't the one who ate the last cereal bar this morning" You muttered

"Fair enough." He grinned "But I bought you a bagel on the way over so I made up for it yeah?"

"I guess" He put you on your feet and laced your fingers.

"Come on I promised my baby a meal"

"I want cheese burgers" He stopped in his tracks and turned to look at you. You would usually beg him to take you out for something he didn't really like such as sushi or bowl bars. Cheese burgers was his favorite.

"You don't have to gorgeous. I want to treat you today. You deserve it" He mumbled as the two of you continued to walk across the path.

"I want Cheese burgers Iwa. I wouldn't have made it through this without you. You can treat us both. Plus the burger place makes a milkshake I live for" You smiled up at him and he couldn't resist. He pinched your cheek with a soft tender smile

"I love you"

"I love you so much more"

#iwaizumi fluff #imagines #haikyu scenarios #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu angst #hq fluff #haikyuu!! #iwaizumi imagine #iwazumi hajime #iwazumi x reader #iwazumi imagines #hq headcanons #hq imagines #hq x reader

[lexxiisstuff]

𝑻𝒐𝒃𝒊𝒐 𝑲𝒂𝒈𝒆𝒚𝒂𝒎𝒂

You're assaulted at University and your boyfriend is your biggest comfort.

Warning: Themes of sexual assault (not rape) Cursing, Explicit. Please read with caution. I would suggest 16+

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"Baby" You laughed playfully kissing Tobios forehead. He grumbled tighting his arms around your waist. He had a game last night and was sore and tired as hell. He had expected to sleep in because he didn't have class today but your Econ Lecture was rescheduled and so you had to wake up early. The two of you had shared an apartment for the past two years and you were junior while Kageyama was a senior. "I don't want ya to go"

"Come on I'll be home before you wake up Tobi. I can't afford to miss this lecture" You pulled away and he whined flopping on the bed and complaining.

"You better get your fucking ass home soon. I miss you already" He sat up running a hand through his bed hair and puckering his lips. Indulgently you kissed him and he sighed happily before going back to sleep.

The class itself was boring and you were really regretting not staying home snuggled with Kageyama when you felt the icy winds against your face.

"Yo this seat taken?" You glanced up a tall blonde boy pointing to the seat right next to you . He was handsome in a conventional way you guess but he had nothing on your boyfriend. You glanced at the class. It wasn't that full and there was plenty of empty seats.

"Uhm I guess not" You whispered quietly avoiding eye contact. You weren't one for talking to new people. You wouldn't necessarily call yourself and introvert but more shy around new people. Once you were comfortable you could never shut up. He plopped down next to you too close for a comfort and you squirmed akwardly in your seat.

The lecturer droned on and on and you took notes eagerly trying to avoid the boys gaze that was set on your face. When class finally ended you couldn't help the sigh of relief. "Hey can I take a look at your notes I think I missed the last section. "

"Uhm sure" You mumbled handing him the notes and watched him barely even glance at it.

"You not gonna tell me your name?" His voice was mildly curious but you couldn't help the unease this guy made you feel. Sure he was nice looking but he had an aura that was... Strange?

"Oh sorry. Y/n" You were so awkward it was probably comical and he handed you back you notes. As you moved to exit the classroom he fell into step with you. He didn't tell you his name did he?

"That's a nice name. Where are you off to y/n?" You wished he would leave you alone. He was really starting to creep you out. He was walking too close for comfort and whenever you tried to put distance he closed it again. Maybe you were paranoid but something didn't feel right.

"My boyfriend is waiting for me at home. I don't have any more classes. It was nice to meet you though" Please please take the hint you begged him in your mind.

"Hey don't rush sweetheart" He grabbed your arm and that's when you really began to panic. The hallway on the west side of campus wasnt ever really crowded and it was even worse because today was a Saturday class. No one was at Uni on a Saturday except for the students with class reschedules. So no one was around.

"Let me go" You demanded but it came out shaky and anxious "You're making me uncomfortable"

"Oh come on. You don't have to play hard to get with me babe. I see how you look at me in class" He backed you into the wall and you pushed him hard but the man was big and he wouldn't budge.

"I don't even know you!" You struggled against him kicking and shoving but his grip on your arms tightened and he shoved you between two pillars out of view. You began to scream helplessly and he put a hand over your mouth.

"Shut the fuck up , you bitch" His hand went to your blouse and ripped open the buttons haphazardly. Thank God you were wearing a tank top. You fought hard and he shoved your head against the wall hard enough you saw stars. "Prick Teases like you need to be taught a lesson"

Your head was aching and you felt tears well in your eyes. No no no no. Tobio. God. Anyone. You pleaded weakly.

"Flaunting yourself with your short skirts and your tight tops. You wanted my attention" He growled still trying to to take off your tank.You sobbed still squirming and fighting. He began to grope you and you felt nauseous

"HEY! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING???" You heard it one moment and the next the man was ripped off you and shoved to the floor. You looked through your blurry vision to see a furious Iwaizumi Hajime shoving his fist in the man's face "You fucking sick asshole."

You felt yourself be gently pulled away from the wall and Oikawas soft gaze roamed your face and what you knew was a bump on your head before he stripped off his jacket and put it over you "Y/n you okay?"

You couldn't talk. You were still dazed and terrified. You wrapped the jacket further around your frame. You shook your head with you choked out "Call Tobio. Please call Tobio"

"DUDE SHE ASKED FOR IT" The man screeched when Hajime lifted him by his shirt and shoved him into the wall. Oikawas eyes darkened dangerously and took a step forward but you put a hand on his arm stopping him.

"Shut the fuck up you stupid fucking Prick. I'm calling the police and better hope they get here before her boyfriend because otherwise you'll be eating out of a tube in your cell" Iwaizumi told him while I listened to Oikawa briefly murmur on the phone.

"Thank you" You told Hajime "For saving me"

"You never have to thank me for something like that y/n." He pressed the man further into the wall and he groaned in pain. His face was swelling and covered in blood and Iwaizumi looked satisfied with the results

"What are you guys doing on this side either way?" You asked still quietly trying to stop shaking.

"We weren't on this side. We were crossing the Quad after we went to the Gym and heard a scream. Raced over to see everything was okay. Thank fuck we did" He glared at the man.

You were about to reply when Oikawa shoved a phone in your direction. "Kageyama is on his way but he wants to talk to you"

You took the phone slowly and put it to your ear. "Tobio?" You whispered

"Baby" His voice cracked lightly but it was still so clear that you couldn't stop the tears "I'm on my way. I'm on my way. I'm coming to get you sweet girl okay. I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry"

"It's not your fault" You hiccuped.

"I should've came to get you" He growled in frustration "Are you hurt anywhere?"

"My heads a little fuzzy" You mumbled. His voice soothed you somehow "Come quick okay?"

"I'm five minutes away. Don't hang up."

You heard the rattle of metal and then saw the four policemen and one policewoman make their way towards you "Tobi the cops are here"

"Okay. Okay. You give them your statement my love. Don't hang up just keep me on the phone. I just got to campus" You took a breath and watched them take the man from Iwazumi and cuff him.

"Ma'am so you think you're ready to give us a statement" The woman said kindly and you nodded telling her a little about what happened after class but just as you were about to continue you saw a whiz of black hair and you couldn't help the small sigh that left you. His eyes found yours immediately and you watched them go from you eyes to your ripped clothes to your head and back to your eyes. Tobio wasn't usually easy to read but you could see the anger, heartache and worry in his features currently. He ran to you gently sweeping you into your arms and you held onto him like a vise.

He smoothed your hair, rubbed your back, kissed your forehead and softly murmured words of reassurance. You cried into him. Seeking his comfort he held you close as you dealt with the police officer and then his eyes moved to man, they darkened furiously and he moved towards him but you gripped him by his hoodie.

"Don't go" You whispered "Just stay with me"

"Always baby" He mumbled his eyes softening "I want him to fucking rot" He told the officer snarling.

"Yes sir" After a couple more hours of dealing with the police you and Tobio were finally at home. You were still pretty shaken up but Tobio had forced you to eat some soup and then he ran you a bath.

"Come in with me" You sighed sinking into the warm water. When he sat at the edge of the tub. He hadn't left your side at all.

"Are you.. Are you sure baby?" He asked "I don't.. I don't want to scare you or freak you out"

"Honey" You said softly "You could never"

So he joined you. The two of you took turns washing each others hair and soaping each other until he gently helped you out. He drained the water and then helped dry you off. You slipped into one of his shirts and leaned against him to brush your teeth tiredly. He grabbed your waist lightly and placed you on the bathroom counter grabbing the hair dryer and quietly working on your hair.

"I hate that this happened to you" He said sadly. Tracing the small bump on your head. The EMT had confirmed it wasn't a concussion but it still hurt like a bitch. "I want to kill him"

"Me too" You rubbed his head lightly "I don't know what I would have done without you"

"I didn't save you. Iwazumi and Oikawa did" He muttered.

"Yes and I'm thankful for them but I would never have been able to get through today if not for you. You're literally the only reason I'm not breaking down"

"You can you know" He said quietly and you raised an eyebrow "Break down. If you want to cry then cry sweet girl. If you want to break something, scream, let me drive you to the police station so you can set that fucker on fire, you can do anything you want and I'm still going to be right next to you"

"I really really love you" You sniffled touched

"I love you so so much more" He gruffed and lifted you up so he could tuck you in bed and when you woke up hours later shaking and sweaty he held you close.

He kissed your forehead the next morning and both of you canceled everything you two had planned and stayed cuddled up watching romcoms and eating take out and he tried to take care of you as best he could.

You didn't know what you would have done without him sometimes.

#headcanons #tobio headcanons #kageyama tobio #kageyama headcanons #haikyu scenarios #haikyuu angst #haikyuu!! #hq tobio #iwaizumi imagine #tobio x reader #kageyama angst #hq angst #hq headcanons #haikyuu scenarios #haikyu x reader #otp prompts #tobio #hq imagines #haikyuu headcanons #couple #oikawa scenarios

[lexxiisstuff]

𝑰𝒏𝒆𝒙𝒐𝒓𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆

Part 2: In which they don't stop until you're pushed too far. (Angst)

Part 1

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Haruchiyo Sanzu

"Where have you been?" The question bounced off the walls of the kitchen as Haruchiyo stumbled in through the front door. He was clearly drunk and judging by his eyes he'd been drunk for a while. It was becoming a recurring cycle. The two of you fought over something petty, he left angry and returned hours later on the brink of a blackout.

It hadn't been like this before. Sanzu had shared a life with you for five years. He was your big love story. The reason for all your butterflies and heart eyes and now... Now your relationship felt more like a chore than a blessing.

"I was out" He said calmly. Haruchiyo Sanzu wasn't a clumsy drunk. Nor was he a sad one, or a flirty one or an angry one. He was just himself but a little more truthful. He planted himself on a stool and grabbed an apple from the fruit bowl in the middle of the table. "I thought you'd be in bed"

"Couldn't sleep" You said in a voice just as calm and just as cool as you filled a glass of water and handed it to him. He eyed the glass questionable.

"You're not angry?" He ran a hand through his blond hair and you caught sight of the Bonten tattoo on his right forearm. How many times hadn't you traced that tattoo. Kissed it.

"Should I be angry?" You leaned against the counter across him and folded your arms. You stared at each other. It was a stare of indifference and yet...There was always that spark whenever you met eyes. You didn't know whether to be relieved or upset that it still lingered.

"I can't do this anymore" Sanzu said suddenly when the guilt and anger finally made its way into his head "I can't do this anymore."

"Excuse me" You lips parted. You knew it was a rough patch but your heart stumbled at the thought of it being the end "What do you mean?"

"I mean our relationship is fucking exhausting y/n. I hate coming home do you know that. I hate the tension and the arguing that never fucking stops and... Let's just end it okay. No harm, no foul" He felt like his chest should have lightened after saying that but instead it fisted tightly nearly choking him. He had wanted to do this for awhile but seeing your eyes glass and your lip tremble made him tense. He had to get rid of you now or he'd change his mind.

"You're kidding right? No harm, no foul?" You asked hysterically "I know we've been fighting but Sanzu Cmon you're not really going to throw away our life are you?"

"What life? " He spat venomously " This isn't a life y/n. This is a godamn prison"

You took a step back. Did he really view your relationship that way? You knew it was tiring but it was still filled with lots of good happy memories. Enough to not look at it like some sort of torture.

"I can't believe you said that" Your voice shook and you eyes glassed.

"What? Are you gonna cry now? Do me a favor and take your tears somewhere else. I have a headache and you're a loud crier." And that was it. That single string of words killed all the love you'd had for him. It died with a soft pliant sigh and you held your chin up.

"Goodbye Haruchiyo" You left the next day. Your brother had come to help you grab your stuff and then you were gone. All traces of you had been gone. It was just what he wanted. He wanted you and the stupid fucking memories to just disappear.

It had only been a couple months and Sanzu was officially five weeks sober and he never knew how bittersweet recovery was. Until now. He was finally functioning enough to realize how fucking horrible he was to you. How he took you for granted. How he missed you so much he couldn't breath.

He missed you holding his hand when he was anxious and the small smile of reassurance you gave him when he was struggling with his confidence. The way you never reprimanded him for doing something you knew was essential to the gang. How you took care of him when he was injured. He felt like maybe just maybe if you could see him now, Sober and healthy then maybe you'd give him another shot.

"Keisuke this is really fucking stupid" He muttered glancing around the small pretty bakery he'd never set foot in before.

"Yeah could you put three exclamation marks after that. Thanks." your gang mate turned to you with a mischievous smirk "Listen here buddy if there's a reason for cake you're damn sure I'm going to buy a cake"

"Hey Gyu can I have flat white to go" Haruchiyo felt his heart freeze in his chest, his breath was stolen from his lungs and he felt his whole body light up. Turning around he saw your smile first and then the rest of you. Fuck. You were so beautiful. Beyond beautiful. Ethereal. You stood out in the bakery, made everything seem dull and unimportant.

"You got it Y/n! Lemme just finish the details on this cake be with you in a sec!" Your eyes finally met his and he watched your eyes widen and those your lips part lightly. He tried to smile but it embarringly turned to a grimace. He felt oddly emotional. You ducked your head not yet ready to face him

"Hi" He gruffed out loud enough for you hear and you turned to him.

"Hey Sanzu" You mumbled. You leaned against the pastry glass nervously and he took his time to watch you. He felt pleasure swarm his heart when he saw that you looked healthy, happy. That's all he ever wanted for you.

"Thanks" Keisuke muttered and he watched his gang mate lift the cake box. It was those humiliating ones that had the clear lid so everyone could see what kind of cake it "Oh y/n hey! I didn't even see you"

"Hello Keisuke" You smiled brightly and Sanzu melted visibly. You glanced at the cake and took a step back surprised.

"35 Days Sober Bitch!!!"

You turned to face him questioningly and he rubbed his neck awkwardly. 35 Days really wasn't that much of an achievement so he was embarrassed but your smile widened and this time he felt like it was for him.

"Congrats Haruchiyo" You were proud of him. Even though you didn't want to be. You wanted to be vengeful and mean and cold but one look at his tired eyes and anxious posture had all of that melt away. He was trying. And you loved him enough to want him to succeed.

"Thanks. It's nothing really. Keisuke insisted on the cake.." He trailed of "Anyway how have you been"

"Swamped. I started working at a new agency. It's been a tough adjustment. What about you?"

He wanted to lie. To say that he'd been good. That he didn't regret letting you go if you were better off without but he'd only lied to you once. The night of the break up, and it had fucked his whole life so he didn't want to anymore.

"Sober and Miserable" He whispered "I miss you"

You froze and looked up. Keisuke had left and it was just the two of you in the quiet bakery standing too close. It was to intimate. Too nostalgic. It hurt too much.

"Don't" You flinched away "Please don't"

He smiled softly and the sad look in your eyes. He hated you upset but what he loved that a part of you still cared. It gave him hope. Hope he never had before. He tucked a piece of hair behind your ear and felt you stiffen.

"Alright sweetheart. I won't" His voice was so soft and so deep it made you shudder. "Can we have coffee one of the days in the week?"

"I'm busy" You said curtly

"When are you free?"

"Never" You muttered putently and his smile widened.

"How about ice cream?"

"Why are you trying so hard now, huh? Where were you five months ago Sanzu. Hell where were you two weeks ago?" His face dropped and he held your waist gently. You glanced around the bakery. It was empty and the old couple a few tables back were uninterested in the small scene. You tried to move away but his grip tightened.

"Because I didn't deserve you five months ago. I didn't deserve you two weeks ago either. But I realized now that if I wait until I deserve you I might miss my chance. I'm getting better y/n. I'm trying to be someone worthy of you and your time. All I'm asking for is a shot. Let me prove it you. We don't have to do anything major. We can even start off as friends "

"Friends?" You asked trying to ignore the rapid emotion clawing at your heart.

"Yes. Friends" He murmured

"Alright. Ice cream then. As many scoops as I want"

"The whole store if you'd ask" He smiled

#headcanons #tokyo rev x reader #tokyorev x reader #haruchiyo x you #haruchiyo sanzu #sanzu haruchiyo #tokyo rev angst #imagines #Tokyo revengers #tokyorev headcanons #sanzu x you #sanzu scenarios #tokyo rev x you

[lexxiisstuff]

Baji fic pls?🥺💖

There was no specification on the type of fic so I just decided to go with fluff🥺 but if you want something more angsty just drop another request!!! I love writing for Baji. He's my babe lol. Sorry if it's short I have an essay due in like an hour lmaooooo

Warning: fem reader

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𝑲𝒆𝒊𝒔𝒖𝒌𝒆 𝒃𝒂𝒋𝒊

"Hey beautiful" You glanced up and smiled at your tall dark haired boyfriend. He was so pretty to look at. He always had that aura.. the kind that made him seem invincible, untouchable, powerful. He sat down next to you on the steps outside the lecture hall.

"Hey handsome. You're early" He usually came to pick you up if you had a late class, sometimes you had to wait for him to finish whatever mission he and the gang had planned. That's why you were so surprised that he was on time today. He put an arm around you and kissed the side of your head with a smile.

"I missed my baby" He linked your fingers and stood "You ready to go home?"

"Can we stop at the store?" You bounced excitedly and he couldn't help but smile. He loved to indulge you. Anything and everything you wanted Baji wanted to give to you even if it was with something as small as stopping at the grocery store.

"What kind of question is that? Of course we can" He sat on the on the dark motercycle and handed you the helmet that he only ever kept on his bike for you. You see Baji loved to take risks, he loved the thrill and adrenaline pump of doing something that could have a consequence. But the one thing he'd never risk was you. Ever. So you had to wear the helmet.

Wrapping your arms around him he revved the bike and you couldn't help the laugh that bubbled when he playfully turned his head so he could sneak a kiss. Keisuke was never ever soft with anyone and you loved that you were the only one he was like this with. Tighting your arms the bike took off with a loud thunder. You pressed your face against his back and smiled softly at the smell of smoke and vanilla. Evidence that he was once again in your body wash but also that he had smoked before meeting you. You pressed a firm kiss on the center of his back and felt him melt. What a mush you thought giddily.

You got into the grocery cart as soon as you were in the store and Baji laughed incredulously. Last week you had insisted on pushing him around in the cart because he had hurt his leg and you didn't want him to strain it. Although he was heavy you had walked around with him in the cart and never muttered a single complaint instead just let him grab whatever he needed. The other customers had stared and whispered but the two of you had just smiled at each other with mirth.

"Really?" He grinned at you when you pouted.

"I'm tired and it looked like fun last time. Push please?" And Baji only shrugged pushing the grocery cart letting you grab snacks and watching pleased when you grabbed his favorite snacks without him having to ask you.

When you finally made it home and when you were both fresh showered and ready for bed he wrapped his arms around you keeping you in the warm safe place that was his embrace. In the darkness Baji was the only thing that made you feel secure. He would never let anything happen to you. No matter what.

"Baby" You whispered. He was facing you, your noses touching, both laying on your sides, arms and legs tangled together as if it were as natural as breathing.

"Mhm" He pressed a tired kiss to your nose and you smiled softly.

"I love you" You breathed. You said it to him almost everyday but tonight it felt different. He could feel it from you. This was one of those intense, immediate, earth-shattering feelings. He knew because it bubbled in his throat choking him "So much"

"Say it again" He breathed. Tighting his grip on you. "Please"

He hated feeling desperate but he couldn't help it. He felt like he was having a heart attack and existential crisis all at once. You only grinned happy that you weren't the only one drunk on love.

"I love you more than anything in the whole world. You know that?"

"More than anything huh?" He stared at you. His girl. Those were the words pulsing in his head. His girl. Forever. "Do you love me more than the stars?"

"Stars are just plasma held together by gravity. You're everything to me Keisuke Baji. Absolutely everything. My gravity, my center, the love of my life and I'd give up anything to keep you" You said it in a whisper but the words that bounced around the room made goosebumps erupt across his skin.

"I know I don't say it as often as you do but I love you. My love for you is so fucking suffocating. It keeps me alive do you know that? Everything about you makes me want to live and be witness to you every single day. You should know that there is nothing you could ask of me that I would be able to deny you. I'd burn the world if you wanted. Everything I have is yours. Forever" The words and the rough harsh familiar voice made your eyes wet.

"Forever?" You choked

"For Eternity" He promised giving you a firm but intimate kiss "Now go to sleep because we have to wake up early"

"Why? " you whined "It's Saturday tomorrow"

"Because I'm going to propose to you tomorrow and I'm only telling you because you hate surprises and if I have to get down on one knee I'm not allowing you to say no. Now shut up and think on it"

That did shut you up but you knew for in fact that there was no way you would be able to go to sleep now and you cursed his stupid smug smirk with butterflies swarming your chest.

#keisuke baji headcanons #tokyo rev x reader #tokyo revengers baji #baji keisuke #headcanons #tokyo rev fluff #tokyo revengers #tokyorev x reader #tokyo rev x y/n #otp prompts #imagines #baji imagines #baji headcanons #keisuke baji

[lexxiisstuff]

𝐓𝐬𝐮𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐚 𝐤𝐞𝐢

Warning: none.

Academic Rivals AU but he's been pining for years.

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"Come on y/n I just need the answer to question two" You rolled your eyes playfully at your best friend, Akira and slid your Economic notes over to her.

"You really should attempt this exercise on your own yunno. How will you ever get better if you don't try to do them yourself" You grabbed a pencil and began jotting down notes on the new section and Akira scoffed.

"Listen here smarty pants not all of us are intellectually gifted like some in our class" Her eyes went to you and drifted lightly over Tsukishima who was seated far left of the lecture hall. His blank bored expression clear as day. You glared at her

"I hope you're not actually complimenting Satan's spawn over there because I'll be very disappointed in you" You said harshly.

You and Tsukishima had been in the same class the whole of high school and were now sharing three classes in your first year of University. To say you disliked him would be an understatement. You loathed him. He was obnoxious, rude and arrogant not to mention exceptionally smart. You couldn't remember how many times you had battled it out with him for first in the grade. He'd won majority, but on the few times you did beat him nothing was sweeter.

"You two really need to hug out all this animosity" Akira said shrugging "you've been at this since high school"

You were about to respond but the professor began to hand out last weeks essays. You smiled at the large bolded 94% above your name. You hadn't expected to do so well considering economics wasn't your strong point. You watched Tsukishima take his paper and frown at the grade. You smirked lightly. He wasn't the greatest in economics either.

When class finally ended Akira asked you to meet in the dining hall a bit later because she had to talk to her advisor. You nodded smiling and walked out of the lecture hall.

"Y/n!" You froze at the sound of your name behind you. Maybe if you continued walking he wouldn't see you. You took another step cautiously but Tsukishima was unfortunately next to you a second later "What's the rush?"

"What do you want Tsukishima?" You said continuing your walk along campus. The tall blond matched your stride easily and you glared up at him.

"Just curious as how you did on the Eco Essay" He said adjusting his glasses. You thought it was kind of endearing actually. Endearing??? You shook the odd thought away.

"None of your business" You muttered

"Did you flunk? There's nothing to be ashamed of. Economics is hard" You glanced at him skeptically and stopped walking.

"Did you flunk?" You whispered it like it was some sort of crazy conspiracy and Tsukishima snorted.

"Don't be an idiot" He lifted his paper to flash the bright red 97% and it was your turn to frown.

"Good for you Tsukishima" You said and began to walk again. This time alot faster.

"Come on are you seriously not going to tell me how much you got?" He said and you sighed. He wouldn't quit if you didn't. You handed him your paper and watched him smirk. Smug bastard.

"What a shame" He tsked and you snatched your paper back.

"Whatever. Can you go away now I have things to do and your presence slows me down" You mumbled

"Aww am I your distraction?"

"More like a nuisance" You heard his laughter as you entered the dorm building and hated the small smile that twitched at your lips.

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"I hate parties" You pouted as Akira held your hand maneuvering you both through the masses of people. The dress you were wearing was one that was slightly out of your comfort zone but still you enough that you weren't insecure but the hills Akira had shoved you in were slowly damaging your feet.

"You've said that four times and it's only been 10 minutes. Come on loosen up. You only live once" She grabbed two cups of beer and handed you one.

"That's what they say in every idiotic teenage movie where the protagonist is about to do something stupid" You sipped the beer slowly and cringed. Cheap beer was not good. Ever.

"Akira! Hey come play with us" You saw a good looking boy call her over to the beer pong table and she glanced at you hesitantly.

"Go" You said smiling.

"Nah I don't want to leave you"

"I'll be fine Akira. I don't need a babysitter. Have fun" she bit her lip.

"Alright but only one game. Call me if you need anything. Anything at all okay" You nodded watching her drift towards the boys. You wish you had that type of energy. The kind people were drawn to.

You made your way through the large house towards the kitchen. Only a few people were in there. You leaned against the wall filling your empty glass and taking a hesitant sip.

"Well hello there Cutie" You glanced up at the short dark haired boy and tensed. Was he talking to you?

"Um hi?" He was a boy from your English lecture and he was known for having terrible grades and an even worse reputation. You glanced towards the exit. Maybe you should run.

"Having fun" He leaned towards you caging you between him and the counter and you trembled. He was definitely wasted

"I have a boyfriend" You nearly shouted. The boy only chuckled.

"Oh yeah? Where is he?" He leaned closer and you shrank away. If push came to shove you could punch him. Maybe kick him. You were thinking of the best way to defend yourself when you saw the tall figure behind the boy.

"Get the fuck away from her. Right now" Tsukishima growled threatingly. You glanced up. His jaw was clenched his eyes were dark and you'd never been more relieved to see him.

The brunette stepped away holding his hands up in surrender "Sorry man. Thought she was single"

"She's not so fuck off." The boy scampered away from you and you leaned back closing your eyes with a small sigh.

"You okay?" You looked up to a concerned Tsukishima and nodded slightly.

"I hate parties" You whispered

"As do I." He approached you slowly as if not to scare you off and you stood still. Weirdly you didn't tense or freeze but willed him forward. "Why come?"

"I though it would be fun" You mumbled sadly. "I wanted to do something different other than reading Austen and watching reruns of criminal minds on a Friday "

"Then read Wilde and watch reruns of X-Files but you don't have to make yourself uncomfortable. You hated parties since high school" You stared at him.

"How do you know?"

"Because I went to every one in hopes you'd be there" He muttered quietly. Before you could answer he stretched out a hand "Message Akira. Tell her I'm walking you home"

"How do you know I came with Akira?"

"Because I know you. If you're doing something out of your comfort zone there's a high chance Akira is lurking somewhere" You couldn't help the smile you gave him. Maybe he did know you. You pulled out your phone and sent a text to your best friend.

Tsukishima led you out of the house and all the while kept a strong hand on your lower back. You flushed lightly at the feeling of him touching you. God this was crazy. Tsukishima and you could barely stand each other and yet here you are seeking refuge in him.

"Thanks Kei" You mumbled softly when you finally made it out of the house and onto the sidewalk. He stumbled lightly.

"You've never called me that before" He looked at you and gulped anxiously. You were so beautiful he thought. Like something written out of a story about princesses and fairies. He never felt as angry as he did tonight watching that asshole hassle you. He watched you rub your arms awkwardly and tried not to smile. God he wanted to hold you. He wanted to take you into his arms and give you all the comfort he could offer. Maybe someday you'd let him.

"I think after tonight I deserve to call you that no?" You grinned playfully and he nudged you rolling his eyes.

"You can call me whatever you'd like y/n" His voice was soft, gentle almost tender and you felt a flutter inhibit your chest. What was happening?

The two of you made your way down the campus walkway. It was a 10 minute walk to your dorm. Tsukishima watched you waddle in your heels and grinned. "Would you like some help?"

"Unless you're offering to swap shoes I don't think you can help." You muttered uncomfortably.

"Wait here" He instructed and dashed off. You stood staring at light post in contemplation. Kei arrived five minutes later with a pair of sandals he bought from the schools merchandise in his hand. You giggled incredulously.

"Take off your heels" You slipped them off and shoved your feet into the sandals. They fit perfectly.

"How'd you know my shoe size?"

"Years of observation" You leaned down to grab the heels but he beat you to it grabbing them before you could

"I got it" He walked with your heels dangling from his left hand the other he pressed firmly against your back.

"Why are you being so nice to me tonight" you asked because you couldn't help it.

"I don't know." He said quietly "I'm tired of being at odds with you"

"You really think we can be friends?" You asked curiously.

"No. Because I don't want to be your friend either" He looked away nervously.

"Okay then what do you want Tsukishima?"

"Everything" He muttered

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Ahh I just love pining don't you?? I think I wanna do a part 2 lemme know what you guys think!!!

#headcanons #haikyu scenarios #tsukishima x reader #tsukishima kei #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu!! #hq fluff #tsukishima scenarios #otp prompts #haikyuu angst #academic rivals #enemies to lovers #hq imagines #haikyuu headcanons #hq headcanons #tsukishima fanfiction

[lexxiisstuff]

𝑺𝒂𝒘𝒂𝒎𝒖𝒓𝒂 𝑫𝒂𝒊𝒄𝒉𝒊

Warnings: Angst/comfort, fem reader

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"Sweetheart I hate to tell you this, I really do but those eggs are burnt" Your boyfriend wrapped his arms around your waist and leaned his head on your shoulder so his front was pressed firmly against your back. You stared at the eggs on the stove and sighed. Crispy eggs weren't your favorite but you couldn't help it.

"You distracted me" You turned your head so you could look at him glaring playfully. All morning he'd been holding you, kissing you and talking to you. And it's not that Sawamura Daichi wasn't a clingy person but he was never this clingy. You thought it was kind of endearing actually.

"Apologies, my love. Let me make it up to. You yeah?" He kissed you softly against your neck and you smiled turning yourself so you could look at him.

"You can make it up to me later. I don't want you to be late to your meeting" Your hands gently found the knot of his tie and you pulled lightly and maneuvered into place. He stared down at you softly.

"Let's see a couple old guys or my sweet, affectionate pretty girl? The choice here seems rather obvious" He laughed when you flicked his forehead

"Stop flirting with me and go now, so you can grab breakfast on the way. Unless you want burnt eggs" You grabbed his bag and suit jacket and handed it to him, he pressed a soft kiss to your forehead and then to your lips.

"Be good. I'll be home later" He tucked a strand of hair behind your ear tenderly

"I'm always good" You muttered and he ruffled your hair rolling his pretty eyes.

"That's a very questionable statement. Have I ever told you I loved you? " And you grinned at the question . You'd made him watch Indecent Proposal way too many times.

"No" You answered

"I do"

"Still?"

"Always" And he pressed a last lingering kiss to your lips before taking off. Your relationship with Daichi was everything you'd wanted and more. He was good to you, He treated you a hundred times better than all your previous boyfriends. He made you feel special, like you were meant for love, like you were worthy of his love and even though it had only been 10 months you felt like you had met the person you wanted to spend your forever with.

You had met at the Company dinner months ago and it seemed like it was just yesterday. You father was Ceo of the Company and Sawamura was his right hand.

"Honey you look like I dragged you here by your teeth" Your dad said and you glanced at him from your chair in the corner. Your feet hurt in your heels, your dress was way too tight to be comfortable and you felt like you were trapped in your head. Your ex boyfriend had just announced his engagement this morning to one of your best friends and you didn't know how to feel. Hurt? Angry? Incredulous?

"Sorry Dad, I'm just not in a party mood" You muttered and he nodded.

"I know darling but that stupid boy isn't worth an ounce of you" He kissed your forehead, leaving you to talk to some of his executives.

You moved towards the rooftop with the pool and hesitantly lifted your dress so you could sit on the ledge and dip you feet. You kicked the water for a few minutes before you heard a soft cough behind you. You turned harshly.

"Sorry, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you. I just needed some air" You'd seen Sawamura around alot. He was always dropping things off for your dad or sitting in his office when you went by for visits but he never noticed you the way you noticed him. He was a couple years older, much smarter and devilishly handsome.

"No its okay. I can go if you'd like to be alone" ugh.

"No stay. Please. I'd like the company" He rolled up his pants and sat an arm length away from you dipping his feet into the cold water. "You seemed kind of down in there. Not a company gala type of person? "

"Nah. I love these things. Sad music, old people and bad finger food. That's my perfect night right there" You joked and he rolled his eyes splashing some water your way. "No actually, I found out my ex is getting married"

"Ah and you're not over him?"

"No its not that. It's just he's marrying one of my good friends and I don't know I guess. It's weird isn't it? "

"More than weird. Your ex is a fucking asshole. Your friend? Jesus want me to take care him" Daichi said and he seriously looked pissed off for you, you smiled.

"Not it's okay. Well that's why I'm glum. What about you huh? Not enjoying the party? " You asked and he ruffled his perfect hair making it messy and disheveled. Oddly you liked it more

"I see those people everyday. I can barely deal with them when they're sober, can't stand them when they're drunk" He leaned back "Wanna get out of here? I really want McDonald's"

"You could be a kidnapper for all I know" You snarked.

"You can ask your Dad. He'll confirm I'm a pretty decent person" And that's how it started. You had texted and hung out everyday for a month before he asked you out and three months in you were basically living in his apartment

When lunch rolled around you couldn't contain your excitement. You had made your boyfriend a bento with all his favorite food to make up for burning breakfast and had headed to the office.

"Hey there Y/n! Here to see your Dad" The secretary said once you made it to the 16th floor and you shook your head.

"Actually I'm here for Sawamura" You mumbled shyly and she smiled knowingly

"Head on in he's in your father's office" You nodded politely and walked through the well lit corridor pausing, listening to their voices.

"You know my answer is yes, Sawamura. You'd be a fantastic son in law" Your hand froze on the doorknob. Son in law?

"I thought you would say it's too early, Sir" He said nervously and you put a hand on your mouth. You probably shouldn't be listening to this but you didn't care. You felt giddiness and joy bubble in your chest.

"I will be honest when I offered you a promotion to take her out and distract her for a bit I never thought you'd take it this far. Aiming for future head of the Company eh?" You felt that joy in your chest pop like a balloon. A promotion? To take you out? You were going to be sick. You shoved the door open.

You watched as Sawamura turned his chair from where he sat across from your father. A small smile played on his lips when he saw you but it disappeared as soon as he met your eyes. You looked furious.

"Baby? What is it?" He stood walking towards you his hands going to hold you before you stepped away from him.

"Don't touch me, Sawamura"

His eyebrows furrowed when you glared at him. Then it clicked, he felt his breath lodge in his throat. No no no no. He watched helplessly as you looked from him to your father, you eyes welling with unshed tears.

"I was the reason you got promoted?" Your voice cracked "The only reason you approached me, the only reason you spoke to me, they were because of money?"

He shook his head his eyes pleading with you "No no. They weren't the only reasons, baby. Look at you. You've always had my attention. God please please don't turn away from me" He mumbled when you moved away from him again.

"Dad how could you?" Your voice cracked. Were you really so pathetic that your own father had to bribe someone to take you out and you felt even worse because his plan actually worked. You fell in love. Hard.

"Darling now I only had your best interest at heart" He said sputtering.

"No. You didn't. God I feel so stupid. Don't talk to me again. Both of you" You stormed out of the building but Daichi was hot on your heels.

"Y/n slow down. Would you just stop please. For two seconds" He grabbed your arm and you pulled it out of his reach.

"Don't fucking touch me" You hissed and he recoiled. You ran out of the building and Sawamura watched in anguish as you left.

You had spent the day with your best friend laying on her couch and when 7pm hit you got up. "I should go" You told her.

"You can stay here Yunno" She said petting your hair. You grinned.

"Thanks but I should see Daichi. I want a clean break. All my stuff is at the apartment anyway" You mumbled

"Okay call me if you need anything" She let you go and you drove home. God was it even home anymore. You turned the key of the door and walked in the apartment. It was quiet. Isolated. You heard sniffles from the bedroom and your heart jumped.

You found Sawamura sitting at the end of the bed. He was holding a picture the two of you had taken together at the Fair a couple weeks ago. His eyes were teary and he was trembling lightly. You shuffled lightly and his head shot towards you. His eyes widened and you could see he'd been crying. He stood quickly and then froze. As if remembering he wasn't allowed to be near you.

"Hi" You mumbled not knowing what to say. He smiled sadly

"Hey" He took in a breath "I thought.. I thought you wouldn't come home. I'm sorry. I can leave-"

"It's okay. I want answers Sawamura." You met his eyes fiercely and he nodded.

"You can have whatever you want" A few minutes later the two of you were seated on opposite ends of the couch. Daichi had made you a cup of Lavender tea that he hated but knew it calmed you down.

"Why?" Was the first thing out of your mouth "Why did you do it? Why didn't you tell me? Why would you let me fall in love with you if it was all a lie?"

"It wasn't a lie!" Daichi spat with conviction "Whatever you think of me I'm okay with but my love for you was never fake y/n. Not for a second . Yes your dad offered me a promotion to talk to you but I was going to anyway. It was stupid to accept it after but it's the truth. Do you know how long I've been in love with you? "

You kept quiet but your eyes lifted from the glass in you hand to meet his.

"I've loved you for years! Everytime I came to your house to 'see your dad' they were excuses. I wanted to see you. I watched you argue with your siblings and play with your dogs and study for your finals from afar but all the time you never knew I was falling in love with you. I wanted to talk to you so bad, but you were always dating some asshole and I didn't think it was right to interfere with your happiness. But the night of the Company party... I was ready to talk to you and then your dad came to talk to me"

Daichi was staring at you fiercely.

"He told me about what happened with your ex and I wasn't even paying attention to the promotion part. I just wanted to come find you, to talk to you. To comfort you. To do... Anything. And I'm so sorry I hurt you y/n. I'm so fucking sorry. You're everything to me. I don't give a fuck about the job. I'll quit if thats what it takes. but please please please just stay"

You sobbed hard wiping under your eyes furiously and Daichi walked slowly towards you. He bent down on his knees and lightly wiped your tears whispering apologies over and over again.

"Have I ever told you I loved you" You mumbled placing your hands over his. Your boyfriend looked stunned but he bounced back quickly.

"No" He whispered.

"I do"

"Still?" His voice cracked and you closed your eyes.

"Always" You kissed him hard crawling onto his lap on the floor. He kissed you back harder and his hands found your hips and he pulled you impossibly closer. You pulled away and your boyfriend seemed dazed.

"I don't forgive you entirely." You said firmly and he nodded endearingly "But I love you too much to punish us both. Is this the only thing you lied to me about"

"And the time your Russian China doll broke. There wasn't an earthquake I'm sorry I broke it" He said grinning and you rolled your eyes.

"You loved me for that long huh?" You rubbed your nose against his.

"I've loved you forever" He kissed your forehead.

"No more lies"

"Never"

#headcanons #haikyu scenarios #haikyuu angst #sawamura daichi #daichi hcs #imagines #hq daichi #daichi x reader #hq imagines #hq fluff #hq angst #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu!! #haikyuu headcanons #otp prompts

[lexxiisstuff]

𝐘𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐮𝐜𝐡𝐢 𝐓𝐚𝐝𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐢

Warning: Hurt/comfort. He finds out you're pregnant after an argument.

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You traced the edges of mattress you shared with your fiance tiredly. The alarm clock ticking at your bedside read 3am and he still wasn't home. The harsh words the two of you had thrown at each other had been left stagnant in the apartment after Yamaguchi had grabbed his keys and taken off. Where could he be?

It wasn't like him to just disappear. He usually was the logical one. The one who always remained cool and composed. He never wavered or doubted and he never said things he didn't mean. Which is why the fight today had taken alot out of you. You had been trying to talk to him for weeks but he just started his job at a new electronic company and was constantly working or busy and you just couldn't help it anymore.

"Tadashi I'm talking to you" You said picking up his briefcase from the kitchen counter and placing it on the small table near the door.

"Not now sweetheart I just have to finish loading this program" He ran his fingers along the keys of his laptop not lifting his eyes.

"Yamaguchi right now. it's important." You tried to grab his laptop but he pulled it away with a glare.

"Watch it. You could have shut down my software." He said angrily and you rolled your eyes.

"I wasn't going to. I just needed your attention for five minutes"

"You always need attention" He muttered. You crossed your arms furrowing your eyebrows.

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"It means that for the last week you've been nagging , whining and complaining about my work. It's getting annoying"

You took a step back. Hurt "Well I'm sorry Yamaguchi that my presence is such a nuisance to you but if you haven't noticed I've been trying to talk to you for weeks and you've been MIA."

"Well I'm sorry but one of us has to pay for a godamn roof over heads and running water and it's definitely not going to be the waitress in this relationship" You turned around furiously. It wasn't like him to belittle your profession especially because he knew it was temporary until you graduated in a month.

Things had only escalated after that. Both of you taking shots at each other's careers, attitudes and decisions. Tadashi finally had enough and stormed out hours earlier.

You'd known Yamaguchi Tadashi since you were nineteen and he was the regular at the Cafe you worked in. He had been in his final year of university and you were only starting out and he became everything all at once. The things you'd read about. Tall dark and handsome with a brooding aura that hid in large eyes. He was the quiet type never offering more than a small 'please' and 'thank you' so you had taken initiative. Asking him about his day, his studies and his interests.

He asked you out a week before he was supposed to graduate and three years later you were sharing an apartment, engaged and expecting. Although Tadashi wasn't aware of the last part. You'd been trying to tell him for weeks that you had taken four at home pregnancy tests and a trip to the doctor to confirm that you were in fact carrying a little yamaguchi in your womb but he never gave you a even five minutes to gather your thoughts and come out with it.

A familiar pwave of nausea settled in your stomach and you jumped off the bed to make a run for the bathroom. You were sitting cross legged in front of the toilet when you finally heard the door. Attempting to get up was a bad idea because it just made you sick again and so that's how Yamaguchi found you. Puking your guts out.

"Baby? " He said softly leaning against the frame of the bathroom door. He hated whenever you were sick. It made him feel helpless. He hated even more that he had not been there while you were sick. PHe approached you crouching down so he could wrap his arms around you and bring you close. With your back to his chest he pulled your hair back so you could throw up easier. Rubbing your back he whispered apologies in your ear until you finished .

You stood, flushing the toilet and brushing your teeth before you faced a very anxious concerned Tadashi.

"Are you okay?" He asked softly

"Yes" You said glancing at him "Where have you been?"

"I was outside" He mumbled "Sitting in the car. I didn't want to leave because I forgot my phone and I wanted to make sure you were okay. So I just sat outside in the car until I thought you were asleep. If I knew you were sick I would have came in sooner"

"Oh" Not sure what to say you rubbed your arms awkwardly and Tadashi shook his head.

"Don't"

"What?"

"Don't do that that. You rub your arms when you're awkward and you never have to be awkward with me. Ever. I'm sorry for snapping at you this afternoon. I said shit that wasn't true and it was uncalled for. I guess I haven't been myself and I'm sorry for taking it out on you" He pulled you close so he could rub his nose against yours and your eyes filled.

"I'm sorry too. I didn't mean to hurt you" You put your hands on either side of his face your thumbs rubbed his cheekbones and he closed his eyes savoring your touch.

"Are you feeling okay?" He whispered softly his hands rubbing your hips and you shook your head. He visibly paled "Okay grab your stuff"

"What? Why?"

"I'm taking you to the ER Cmon" He tugged you into the bedroom and you laughed pulling his arm.

"Baby I'm okay" You pushed him onto the corner of the bed and he tugged you onto his lap so he could look at you.

"Don't lie to me" He said sadly.

"I promise. I went to the doctor-"

"What do you mean? When? How long have you been sick? Shit why didn't you tell me y/n?" His voice was raising in panic. You stroked his hair soothing him.

"Tadashi" You whispered lightly "I'm pregnant"

You'd never been witness to such utter shock. His eyes widened, his mouth parted and his fingers clenched around your waist. You looked down anxiously.

"I'm only a couple weeks along. I'm sorry I've been trying to tell you but you've just been so preoccupied." He looked down at you stomach and gaped lightly.

"You're pregnant?" His voice was hoarse

"I'm pregnant" You whispered again and he put both hands on your face and brought you close so he could kiss you. Hard. This kiss was needy and passionate and all around consuming and you smiled against his lips.

"Happy?" You whispered pulling away slightly.

"That word is too plain for what I'm feeling. Ecstatic, amazed, in awe. I'm everything. God I could kick myself"

"Why?"

"Because I've been so absent. I could have known earlier if I had just paid enough attention. I'm so fucking sorry baby"

"Shhhhh. Enough of that" You burrowed into his warm chest and he held you tight "I love you"

"I love you. So fucking much" He kissed your head. "And I'm going to love our baby just as much"

"Our baby" You repeated giddily

"Our everything" He confirmed

#haikyu scenarios #haikyuu angst #yamaguchi imagine #yamaguchi fluff #tadashi yamaguchi #yamaguchi tadashi #haikyuu!! #hq fluff #hq angst #hq imagines #couple #otp prompts #haikyuu scenarios #headcanons

[lexxiisstuff]

𝑰𝒏𝒆𝒙𝒐𝒓𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆

In which they don't stop until you're pushed too far. (Angst)

Part 2

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Haitani Ran

"You never listen to me, Ran!" You slammed your hands against the kitchen table "It's like you don't even care anymore!"

"I would care if you ever actually said something worth caring about. I swear sometimes I feel like you just like to hear the sound of your own voice" You took a step back, hurt. Haitani sat on the couch his legs on the coffee table and his earphones in. He'd forgotten to come pick you up from work and you were forced to take a bus half way and walk the other half since your office building was almost halfway across town.

"I like listening to myself talk? You're kidding right? Do you think I like arguing with you Haitani! Do you think I constantly want to be disappointed with you? Do you think I like feeling more like a stranger than your girlfriend?" Your hands fisted in your hair and you glanced up. It's been months since you and your boyfriend had even had a civil conversation and you felt like a nuisance in your own home .

"I wish you would just fuck off" He said it under his breath and you knew you weren't supposed to hear it but you did, and you felt your heart drop to the soles of your feet. You sighed in defeat and turned around towards the bedroom. Grabbing your suitcase you shoved in whatever could fit. You would not cry. You would not give him the satisfaction of knowing he broke you. But God.... he really broke you.

You didn't pack in any of the old hoodies he gave you, you didn't pack in the stuffed teddy bear he bought you on your first date and you slipped off the stupid ring that matched the one that dangles on the chain around his neck. This was you finally letting go. You couldn't do it anymore. You didn't want to do it anymore. You zipped the suitcase and turned startling to see Ran leaning against the doorframe. His gaze flicked from you to the suitcase.

"Where are you going?" He muttered softly his gaze remaining on you. Unbothered. Uncaring. Cold.

"I'm tired, Haitani" You lifted your bag "I don't want to be with you anymore. Consider this me granting your wish"

You walked to the living room until you hand lingered on the door.

"Y/n wait." You turned around to look at him "You forgot your phone" God could you be so pathetic.

You scoffed, grabbing it from his hand. Somehow you wished he would have stopped you. Selfishly you wanted to hurt him, to know he cared even if it was a little. But he didn't stop you, didn't ask for another chance. He watched you walk away and once you were gone turned the TV back on so he could play his game.

You didn't come back like Ran thought you would. He thought you both needed space, that's why when you left he was sure you'd come home soon enough. But you didn't come home. You never called. And your absence curled around him like a blanket. He was too proud to admit how much he missed you. God, he missed you.

The little traces of you in the apartment were slowly driving him crazy. Your shampoo in the bathroom, those chocolate covered oreos in the cabinet he loathed, your scent on the sheets. He wanted you to come home so he could apologize. So he could take back every stupid word, every cold shoulder, everything that had made you want to leave. He wanted you to come back so he could give you everything he didn't give you before.

"Hello" Ran froze at the sound of your voice on the other end of the line . This was the first time you answered his call in weeks. He had called expecting your voice mail.

"Y/n" He cleared his voice "Where are you?"

"Around. What do you want Haitani?"

"Could you.. Could you come home please? I know I fucked up but I'll make it up you. I'll work on it. On us. Just come to the apartment. Please" He heard your soft breath and he closed his eyes.

"No" You said the word quietly "I know you can be better, Ran. I know you're a good person but mentally I can't be the person you tarnish while you're trying to learn to be in a relationship. It's too exhausting and it's not good for me anymore"

"Y/n." But he never finished his sentence. He didn't know what to say. How to make you stay. And so you hung up on Ran Haitani for the last time. And he listened to the other half of him dissappear. "I'm sorry"

Keisuke Baji

"Come here baby" He pulled you by your waist so you were snuggled firmly against his back "I'm sorry" He kissed your shoulder softly "I'm sorry. It won't happen again"

You sagged against him tired. "You know it hurts me everytime you compare me to her, but you meeting up with her tonight and not telling me?"

"I know. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. She doesn't mean anything to me, y/n. I promise sweetheart" He kissed you again whispering small nothings in your ear until you fell asleep reassured that you were the only girl your boyfriend had eyes for.

That is until you caught him the next day sitting across from her in a cafe. Their heads together as they laughed, smiled and shared a pastry. He hadn't told you. Again.

"Don't touch me!" You shoved Baji off you as you tried to fit the rest of your clothes in your suitcase. He'd come home to find you angry and sad and somehow he already knew why.

"Babe-"

"Don't fucking babe me Baji. How long were you gonna keep this from me? Coming home and feeding me empty promises while going to meet your ex immediately after. Do you know how humiliating this is for me!" You didn't cry merely trembled with both anger and frustration.

"If I'm honest y/n you're just as too blame. If you weren't so insecure I would have told you about meeting her. I knew you'd react like this!"

You recoiled. Shocked and hurt you merely shut your suitcase and dragged it towards your car. You shot him a scathing look over your shoulder.

"What? You aren't even going to deny it" He scoffed

"I'm not Baji. I'm not going to deny that I'm insecure. You made me feel insecure. All the times you told me I wasn't as smart as her, as pretty as her, as talented" You took a breath "I knew you weren't completely over her when we started dating. I thought things would change Keisuke. You can go back to her now. Don't let me stop you"

"God you're so pathetic. Maybe I will go back to her . At least she wasn't a nag" You shoved your car door open and Baji watched you race down the driveway his words not registering until after you left. "Fuck"

"Baji you seem distracted" Nara ran a hand down his arm distractedly while they walked through the park. He merely shrugged. He didn't want to be out here in the firts place. He wanted to be at home, in bed, loathing himself but Nara had asked him out and he was in desperate need of a distraction. Your words flowing through his head never ended.

"Baji isn't that y/n" His head shot up and he watched you race across the park a younger version of you chasing after. He knew it was your little sister You were glowing. You seemed boundless, free, enchanting and he realized exactly why he fell in love with you. He had always been in awe of your aura and yet when he was responsible for months of unhappiness.

He watched as you tumbled onto the grass rolling playfully and giggling like a loon that he couldn't help the small smile that twitched at his lips. Maybe he should let you go because he'd never seen you this happy with him. He just wished he had.

#headcanons #Angst #baji angst #tokyo rev angst #tokyo revengers #haitani ran imagines #imagines #tokyo revengers baji #tokyo rev x reader #tokyorev x reader #ran haitani #couple #otp prompts

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Hii may i request Kisaki Angst, where we had an argument before he went to mission then when he comeback reader died, mybe bcs his enemies attack the reader like tht...n lol regretful kisaki shshshs thank youuu btw i really enjoy your hanma storyy hv a good day

this hurt to write omg. Kisaki loml😭. Alsooo my first request ever btw so yay I'm really excited I hope you enjoy it <3 ( Also I'm sorry it's super short I have tons of assignments left and I'm trying to pace myself lol)

Warnings: swearing, death, fem reader

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𝑲𝒆𝒊𝒔𝒖𝒌𝒆 𝒃𝒂𝒋𝒊

"Just stop for fucks sake!" Keisuke turned to glare at you and you winced. The two of you had been arguing for days and somehow still, neither one had felt like there had been any break through "God don't you have an off switch."

"Stop being such an asshole then Baji! I apologized more than once for coming to the warehouse! I know I'm not allowed there, but can you blame me, you've been acting different! You haven't been talking to me for weeks! I needed to know if something happened" You ended sadly. The only reason you went to that stupid hideout was to see if you could get some answers as to why your boyfriend had been so down and instead he'd seen you, grabbed your arm and dragged you out before you could talk to anyone.

"If something did happen it's none of your godamn business" He hissed. He knew he was being difficult but he didn't care. He couldn't care.

"How can you say that? How could you possibly say that after all the shit we've been through. All the shit you put me through. What the hell is going on with you?" You hated the tears that welled in your eyes. They made you feel pathetic. Weak.

"You. You're what's wrong with me. Save the pity party for later I have places to be" He grabbed his jacket and made his way to the front door of the apartment you shared.

"Keisuke. Wait. Please just don't go yet. Please" You couldn't help it. You knew whenever he walked out that door there was always a 50/50 chance he'd never come back "I'm sorry. I'm sorry okay. Don't leave angry. Just stay a minute"

"I don't have a minute. I especially don't have a minute to deal with whatever your problem is. I'll see you later" He heard your quiet sniffle and felt his heart tug.

"Okay I love you" You said it softly but he heard it and he promised later he'd make it up to you for not saying it back as he shut the door. You felt your heart dropped. He never ignored your I love yous . He'd never been able too and it that moment you felt the last of your hope deteriorate.

"Why don't you just tell her?" Chifuyu muttered. Baji had been in a mood the whole mission, he wasn't concentrating, barely present and had a permanent scowl etched on his features. They were just lucky he'd succeeded in doing what he had to do but Chifuyu had enough of his friends bitter moods.

"Because she doesn't need to know" How could he tell you that a month ago he'd accidentally killed an innocent. A girl who was your age, who had your hair color, your eyes.

"It wasn't your fault, Keisuke. She was collateral. She jumped in front of the boy you were supposed to kill" Chifuyu put a hand on the dark haired man.

"It was her brother" He said angrily.

"Who was a renowned drug dealer, rapist and all round terrible fucking person. She chose to die for him. Leave it at that. Tell y/n. The whole story. Before you lose her because of your stupid actions"

"Keisuke" Baji watched curiously and anxiously as his friend Kazutora stood silently in front of the apartment building.

"What are you doing here?" Kazutora frowned not knowing what to say.

"Baji listen to me I need you to sit down" Baji tensed. A chill sliding down his spine. Something wasn't right and unease curled around him like a blanket.

"What happened? Where's y/n? Is she okay?" He attempted to enter the building but Kazutora held him back shaking his head lightly.

"Keisuke there was an incident" Kazutora said softly "Some guys got into your apartment. Y/n was home. There were guns involved, man. She.. She didn't make it"

She. Didn't. Make. It "That's not fucking funny Kazutora. Move. Now. Before I make you"

His friend hesitantly took a step back and glanced at Chifuyu anxiously. Baji bounded up the stairs. His stomach clenching at the sight of the familiar apartment door. The handle broken. Mikey stood at the entrance.

"Where the fuck is my girlfriend? If this is some joke you, Kazutora and y/n are playing its fucking cruel. Tell her to come out. Right now"

"Baji. I'm sorry. I wish it was, man. Fuck I really wish it was. Four bullets to the chest. One to the arm. She couldn't have survived it. Some of the guys heard the gunshots. Alerted me and Draken. We knew this was your area, wanted to check things out but when we got here she was already gone. I'm sorry"

He couldn't breath. He shook his head repeatedly "No no no" He tried to enter the apartment, Mikey grabbed his arm.

"Don't put yourself through that. It's not a sight you want to live with"

"Don't fucking touch me" The apartment felt cold. Empty. Lifeless. His heart caught at the sight body in the middle of the room covered in a sheet he knew belonged on the bed. The bed the two of you shared. With trembling fingers he knelt down and carefully lifted the sheet and all of a sudden it was too much.

Grief washed over him in waves and he couldn't help the small sob that got stuck in his throat. "Y/n? No. Baby no. No no no. What happened? Fuck. Fuck I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry. Oh God please. Please."

He cupped your cheeks and sobbed harder at how cold they were. And soon it wasn't only grief that washed over him but memories. Memories of you laughing at the lame pick up jokes he told you . Of you interlocking your fingers with his whenever you were in public. Of you snuggling in his lap whenever you were sad or stressed. Of you kissing away his worries.

"I love you. I love you so fucking much. I'm sorry I didn't say it back earlier. I'm sorry, I was a godamn idiot. But you knew right, pretty girl? You knew I love you" He cried into your hair. Shuddering at how still you were

He couldn't lose you. He couldn't do it. He couldn't live in a world where you didn't exist. He felt something inside him break. It could only be his heart. He heard the crack, felt the life inside him leave him slowly, almost like his soul was following yours.

"You can't go sweetheart. You promised to marry me" He wiped his tears but he couldn't help how hoarse he sounded "You're too young. You have too much ahead of you. Much more than the likes of me. God. Thank you for fucking choosing me though"

The last words he said to you rang through his mind over and over again "I don't have a minute. I especially don't have a minute to deal with whatever your problem is. I'll see you later" Fuck. Fuck. He felt like he was on fire. Like he was being suffocated by guilt, grief and anger simultaneously.

"Keisuke Come on. Come on" Kazutora grabbed him dragging him away from your lifeless form.

"She probably hated me Keisuke" He sobbed into his friends chest " She died not knowing I loved her. Not knowing because I decided to be a fucking asshole and not tell her"

"She knew man. She knew."

"It should have been me" Keisuke whispered softly "It should never have been her"

"It shouldn't have been either of you" Kazutora said vehemently "We'll find the fuckers that did this"

"I know. Because I won't die until I do" He would find them. He'd avenge you. Make those bastards suffer. And then he'd regret this day. Regret the choices he made because somehow he knew he was just as responsible.

#headcanons #tokyo rev angst #tokyo rev x reader #baji keisuke #baji x y/n #tokyo revengers baji #love #Angst #tokyo revengers #baji imagines #baji angst #LexisTRstuff #imagines #couple

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𝑴𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕

𝐇𝐚𝐢𝐤𝐲𝐮 𝐛𝐨𝐲𝐬

¦Accidental Reunions (Miya Atsumu)

¦Panic Attacks (Sakusa Kiyoomi)

¦Insecure (Iwaizumi Hajime)

¦Soft (Suna Rintaro)

¦No take backs (Tobio Kageyama)

¦No one can hurt you (Kenma Kozume)

¦A means to an end (Sawamura Daichi)

¦He finds out you're pregnant after an argument (Yamaguchi Tadashi)

𝐓𝐨𝐤𝐲𝐨 𝐑𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐬

¦Hurtful Words (Mikey)

¦Don't touch me (Hanma Shuji)

¦Make it up to you (Mitsuya Takashi)

¦Tending to his wounds (Keisuke Baji)

#masterlist #Lexisstuff masterlist

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Hi~

By any chance do you have a masterlist cause I couldn't find one?

[sorry if this sounds a bit rude and blunt]

Hii!! Omg not rude at all don't worry! I don't as yet but I'm working on it🙊 I'll tag you when it's uploaded<3

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𝑲𝒆𝒊𝒔𝒖𝒌𝒆 𝒃𝒂𝒋𝒊

Tending to his wounds drabble ( Also Baji is about 20 here. Ugh Keisuke my love😭)

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"Sit down" You muttered. Your eyes were droopy and your hair was a mess and although Keisuke was upset he woke you up he couldn't help the small smile skimming his lips at how beautiful you looked. He sat on the couch and watched you move around the kitchen the two of you shared. You grabbed the first aid kit and made your way into the living room.

"It's not that bad, sunshine" He murmured. You rolled your eyes and straddled his waist lightly. Keisukes hands found your waist and he tugged you closer on his lap.

"How did it happen this time?" You whispered softly as you opened the first aid kit and pulled out the bandages and ointment. You put some ointment on the tip of an earbud and began to lightly apply it to his bruised face.

"Couple guys were waiting outside the warehouse" He flinched when your hand applied a little more pressure "Wanted to get their hands on Chifuyu"

"Who threw the first punch?" You already knew the answer and he knew you did too so he grinned and in that moment you thought Keisuke Baji was probably the prettiest man you'd ever seen "Why do I even ask"

"Because you like to give me the benefit of the doubt." He grabbed the hand that was holding his jaw in place and kissed your palm "And I like that someone has a little faith in me"

"If you keep waking me up at 3am to help you with your bruises Kei I'm going to toss that faith out the window" You began placing the plaster against his cut cheek. He nudged his nose against yours.

"I don't wake you up on purpose. It's not my fault you're a light sleeper"

"I'm not a light sleeper. I just can't sleep properly when you're not next to me" Finishing the last plaster you pulled back so you could look at your handiwork "All done"

You moved to get off his lap but his hands kept you in place. "Stay a minute"

"Let's go to bed, Baji" You kissed him lightly.

"Let me just look at you for awhile. Two minutes I promise" You smiled softly and ran your hand through his hair towards his bun, loosening it so his long hair could fall free.

"You need a trim" You ran your fingers through his hair and he purred in an almost cat-like way.

"You do it for me"

"Everyday you make my list of qualifications longer. Nurse, hairdresser occasional cook" You said playfully biting his ear. He chuckled

"Don't forget the occasional therapist gig" He pinched your thigh lightly and you laughed "I don't like anyone else but you touching me"

"I know" You kissed him again "I missed you today"

"I missed you more" He watched you yawn tiredly and smiled "That's my que" Standing up with you still in his arms you wrapped your legs around his waist and he walked with you to the bedroom.

"Stay home tomorrow" You said nuzzling into his neck.

"Spend the day cuddled with my baby. I'm very tempted"

"When have you ever resisted temptation?"

"Fair point" He plopped you on the bed and thew himself so he could snuggle into your chest "I'll stay"

#baji keisuke #tokyo rev fluff #baji x y/n #tokyo rev x you #headcanons #tokyo rev x reader #tokyo revengers baji #keisuke baji icons #keisuke baji headcanons #imagines #couple #tokyo manji gang #fluff

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𝑯𝑶𝑾 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑻𝑶𝑲𝒀𝑶 𝑹𝑬𝑽 𝑩𝑶𝒀𝑺 𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑪𝑻 𝑾𝑯𝑬𝑵 𝑻𝑯𝑬𝒀 𝑭𝑰𝑵𝑫 𝑶𝑼𝑻 𝒀𝑶𝑼'𝑹𝑬 𝑶𝑵 𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹 𝑷𝑬𝑹𝑰𝑶𝑫:

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Ryuguji Ken "Draken"

"Baby! I'm home" The small apartment was quieter than usual and Draken couldn't help the unease that trickled down his spine. Being in a gang was hard enough solo but having someone you love around made it a whole new ball game. Did you always wait for him in this silence? "Y/n!"

"In the Bedroom! " You called out and huffed when the spasm in your stomach contracted. Pulling yourself into a ball you shoved your head into the pillow and fought off your tears. You refused to cry in front of Ken. Especially when the reason you were crying was so trivial. God periods were the fucking worst.

And that's how your boyfriend found you, his heart squeezing a little at how vulnerable you looked. Lying all curled up, eyes clenched and breathing shallow. Concern flooded him like a wave and almost immediately he was at your side. On his knees, on the floor of your side of the bed.

"What's wrong, sweetheart?" He rarely used the name but when he did you almost always melted. His hand went to your hair and he rubbed your head reassuringly.

"I'm okay, Ken. I just-" You groaned at the next cramp "It's just period cramps I'll get over it"

"Did you take a painkiller?" He asked softly rubbing your back and shoulders.

"Yes but they don't help" You flipped around on your back and looked at him. He seemed so worried you couldn't help the small smile that made its was onto your lip. You ran a hand through his hair and he closed his eyes. "Come here"

You scooted up a bit and he slipped out of his shoes and changed into his home clothes before making his way into the bed and pulling you towards him. His hand slipped under your shirt and you hissed in pleasure when his warm hand rubbed your stomach.

"Better?" He mumbled in your ear.

"Mhm" You snuggled further into him and he kissed your forehead

"Sleep baby. I got you" And his hand stayed in place. Still not moving even after he heard your soft snores.

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Sano Manjiro "Mikey"

"Angel, you okay?" Mikey asked from the couch as he saw saw you exit the room with a hot pack against your stomach and your hair a mess like you just woke up.

"Mhm I have some bad cramps and I'm bloated and hungry but other than that I'm okay" You grabbed a bag of oreos and a bag of chips before making your way to the couch. Before you could sit down next to your boyfriend he tugged you on his lap so you sat with your back to the arm of the couch and your legs thrown across the other part. Your side to his chest. "What are we watching?"

"Anything you want, baby" He said tugging you closer and you took a bite of your Oreo. He opened his mouth and you plopped the other half in.

"Let's watch Pirates of the Caribbean" You said excitedly and he laughed.

"I will never understand your obsession with those movies and Jack Sparrow "

"Really? you don't understand my obsession with a man who leads of a group of theives and misfits who feeds of money and is almost always dishonest yet still has a silly side to him" You snarked. "You don't understand my obsession?"

"Oh well when you put it like that" He snuggled you closer "We should order take out"

"We should" You kissed his jaw "And can we get pasta with lots and lots of garlic bread and any kind of dessert preferably something chocolaty. Very very chocolaty"

Mikey chuckled loudly "You on your period are something else"

"But you love me anyway"

"But I love you anyway"

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Mitsuya Takashi

Luck hated you. It absolutely loathed you, you thought as You shifted uncomfortably. You were currently sitting at a fancy restaurant Takashi had finally gotten a reservation too. One you'd wanted to go to desperately and for your three year anniversary Mitsuya had surprised you with. Too bad lady red decided to make an appearance just when you got your main course.

"What's wrong?" Takashi mumbled softly when he saw you wince in discomfort. "Darling what's wrong?"

You didn't want to screw dinner. Takashi had been looking forward to it as much as you had "Nothing. I'm okay"

"Don't lie to me" He grabbed your hand "Is it your dinner? Do you not like it? We can order you something else sweetheart it's no big deal"

"No no my dinner is amazing" You took a bite to prove it. You were nervous to tell him you got your period but even more nervous to bleed through your dress and the worst part is you didn't have a tampon with you.

Mitsuya shook his head "Tell me. Now."

"Fine." You looked at your meal and muttered softly "I have my period and I don't have anything with me"

You were so embarrassed you could physically feel your cheeks heat up but Takashi grabbed your chin and made you look at him. "You should have just said so. Stop it there's nothing to be embarrassed about" He said when you tried to look away.

He grabbed something from his pocket and put it in your hand. You glanced at it curiously "Mitsuya why do you have a tampon?"

It was his turn to blush and he rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly "Well I knew you were supposed to get in one of the days and I have sisters you know I didn't want you to be unprepared"

"Baby." You smiled softy "You track my period?"

"I know it sounds weird. I just wanted to be there for you extra when it's that time of the month. I'm sorry it doesn't make it sound less creepy" He muttered and you grabbed his hand kissing his palm.

"It's not creepy. It's sweet and thoughtful and I think I fell in love with you all over again" You said and he smiled sweetly.

He took off his suit jacket and handed it to you "Use this to go to the bathroom I'll get this in to go boxes and we can leave yeah?"

"I'm sorry for ruining the night "

"Are you crazy. You're going to come home with me and snuggle with me in the covers. That's the best night" He said

"That's every night"

"Exactly"

#mitsuya x reader #mitsuya fluff #sano mikey x reader #mikey headcanon #mano sanjiro #draken #ken ryuguji #tokyo rev fluff #tokyo rev x you #headcanons #imagines #tokyo rev x reader #sano manjiro x reader #love

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YALL DO NOT UNDERSTAND THE HOLD THIS 15 MINUTE VIDEO HAS ON ME. Taylor Swift is and forever will be one of the best freaking artists of our generation and anyone who disagrees is wrong idc

Dylan O’brien in All Too Well. dir. Taylor Swift

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𝑻𝒐𝒃𝒊𝒐 𝑲𝒂𝒈𝒆𝒚𝒂𝒎𝒂

Warning: Angst. (fem reader) Atsumu is the new love interest

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You watched silently, thoughtfully and curiously as you boyfriend of six months talked to the pretty, round eyed, red head he always seemed to be around lately. She was just there somehow. Wherever he was, she was. And for some reason Kageyama never seemed to mind. He didn't like many people. You were an exception. One of the few exceptions. And you liked being an exception.

You and Tobio had known each other your whole lives. He was your best friend. Well had been anyway. The two of you had barely conversed in two weeks. You thought back to the first five months of your relationship they were almost a dream like, filled with endless laughter, soft looks, lazy mornings, quiet evenings. Somehow the setter became the favorite part of your day. He was a good boyfriend, a great boyfriend and you loved him. You've always loved him to be fair. But Kageyama always did like pretty things.

He was the best, so therefore he wanted the best and you.. You just weren't it. You weren't an All A student, you weren't as beautiful as the girls he'd dated before, you weren't athletic but those were never things that bothered you, that is until he started mentioning them "Babe you'd look so much nicer if you just did your hair correctly" "Honey if you just applied yourself more you'd get As. You're just lazy" "Did you see Aiko won best female volleyball player this year? Man what can't that girl do? "

That's where it all started. Hamada Aiko. She was gorgeous, valedictorian, Captain of the girls volleyball team and two years older than you so her and Kageyama were the same age. When you and Tobio were best friends, before you confessed, he'd always watched her, talked about her but you were too in love with him to let it bother you. But now it did. She'd left to compete professionally overseas and when she was back her and your boyfriend seemed closer than ever. You didn't mind their friendship at first but you drew the line at the longing looks they seemed to share, the small private jokes they made, the way he always seemed so excited to see her.

It was breaking your heart and you knew you were better than this. You could no longer let him bash at not only your pride but your heart. Which is why you were standing outside the gym waiting patiently to talk to your clueless boyfriend.

"Y/n!" Hinata called out as he entered the center. You watched as your boyfriends head snapped up and his eyes met yours, widening slightly, almost gulitly and you smiled softly. "Came to visit?"

You shook your head "Another time maybe. Kageyama can I talk to you?" He seemed to jerk at the sound of his full name and you saw Aiko lower her gaze, not bothering to look at you. Guess that confirmed suspicions.

"Sure Cmon" You followed him to the locker room and he sat on the bench, you sat opposite him. You needed distance. "What's wrong?"

You glanced at him. God he was pretty. All dark and brooding. Like a storm with little traces of a rainbow.

"We should break up" You were proud of yourself. Proud of you for knowing you deserved better. Proud of you for no longer allowing yourself to play the role of his naive pitiful girlfriend. He didn't say anything for a minute, his eyes fixated on his sneakers.

"Is that what you want?" He asked.

"No" You smiled sadly "But it's what's best for the both of us. I don't want to hate you Tobi. I care about you too much and I've known you for too long, and at the rate we're going baby, you're eventually going to resent me from keeping you from who we both know you actually want and I'm going to loath you for always making me feel like a second choice. So we should end it before it gets that far. "

"You know I never meant to hurt you right? . You're the last person in the world that deserves to be hurt. I'm sorry y/n. I really am. But me and Aiko-" He stood and took a step towards you but you turned away slightly.

"I know. I know you'll be happy with her. I only ever wanted your happiness" You nudged his shoulder "I have to go. I have an extra shift. I'll stop by the apartment later to fetch some of my things"

"Hey wait." He mumbled softly "You know you don't have to rush. I'm not kicking you out. Where are you going to Stay? You really don't have to move out right away. Get things sorted, find a place to stay or I will it's no big d-"

"No its your apartment. Plus I want too. I need the space Tobi. My friends been looking for a roommate and I guess this is a sign you know" You hugged him quickly and turned towards the door.

"Take care of yourself Kageyama."

"You too. You know you can call me if you need anything Okay? Anything at all. Don't hesitate" didn't want to lose your friendship.

But you didn't. You didn't call him in four months and Kageyama felt like he was slowly losing his mind. Three weeks after the two of you had broken up, he and Aiko had started dating. But it had felt wrong. On the outside they seemed perfect for each other but on the inside..

She wasn't you. And it had taken him too fucking long to notice that she never would be. She would never have the time to go to his games and wear his jacket in the stands, she hated listening to him talk about volleyball since she played the sport and already knew everything there was to know. She never ran her hands through his hair or kissed his forehead when he was feeling down and she would face her back to him every night instead of curling into him like what he was used too.

How did he manage to fuck up so badly? Oh that's right, he thought because he was a fucking asshole who was more worried about reputations than substance. God he missed you. Not only had he lost his girlfriend but he lost the most important person in his life.

"What do you want to drink babe?" Aiko asked as the two of you walked into the coffee shop. Your hands were joined but she never interlocked your fingers. She held your hand the way a people who didn't know know each other held hands. Palm to Palm.

"Coffee. Black" She nodded like it was totally understandable and he hated it. Hated the the fact that she didn't tease him about his order matching his personality or beg him to try a drink with a ridiculous name.

"Just try it!" His head turned so fast he nearly had whiplash and he felt like he was hallucinating. Maybe the sleepless nights were getting to him because There you were. Pretty as ever, with your hair down and your favorite green sweater. God were you always this radient? Then his eyes narrowed and Kageyama felt his heart physically drop at the sight of your fingers, interlocked, with someone else's.

"Y/n for the last time I'm not drinking anything that goes by the name Pinkity Drinkity" The man next to you laughed and kissed your forehead softly "You get it and I'll try it from you"

"And what happens if you like it? I'm not letting you have my drink" You snarked.

"Sweetheart If I actually do like this godawful named drink I'll order it the next time. By myself, I promise"

Kageyama watched the exchange with unease. That could have been me. He thought bitterly. Yeah if you weren't such an idiotic fucking jackass

Your eyes moved and finally found his and they widened slightly and he was surprised at the small smile that tipped at your lips.

"Kageyama" You approached him, the man at your side walking behind you like he was on guard. You brought both him and Aiko into small hugs . He always could read your eyes. It was a skill he'd mastered over the years and currently yours moved to his and Aiko hands and back to him almost as if saying 'I told you so'

"It's good to see you both! Uhm This is my boyfriend, Miya Atsumu. Baby this an old friend of mine and his girlfriend" You said cheerfully and Kageyama wanted the ground to swallow Him. Old friend? He loathed the term

"It's nice to meet you" The Miya twin said begrudgingly. Not smiling but rather staring at you waiting to see if you needed anything. God, Tobio thought, the man looked at you like he would throw himself in front of a train if you asked him too. It was what you deserved. You deserved that unconditional, irrevocable kind of love and he selfishly he wished it was him who had given it to you

"You too" Aiko said cheerfully and leaned into his side. She loved pda but never displayed affection privately, which funnily he thought resembled their relationship. Perfect around others, unbearable when the two of them were alone.

"Well we'll see you guys around. It would be great to catch up sometime" He knew you didn't mean it. You had cut him out of your life completely. He deserved it. He knew he did. But fuck. He watched as Atsumus blank gaze softened lightly when you smiled up at him and he ruffled your hair lightly.

"Bye" I miss you, he said with his eyes. Come back to me

"Bye" I'm happy now, you said back. It's too late.

And Kageyama felt his heartbreak for the second time in four months but somehow this time he didn't know if it was capable of being put back together

#hq tobio #Tobio Kageyama #angst/comfort #headcanons #Hq angst #atsumu scenarios #atsumu x reader #hq imagines #tobio headcanons #Kageyama Tobio #haikyu scenarios #imagines #atsumu headcanons #LexisHQstuff #haikyuu angst #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu!!

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Warning: Panic attacks, mentions of weight

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~𝐒𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐬𝐚 𝐊𝐢𝐲𝐨𝐨𝐦𝐢~

Your breathing shallowed as pressed your back against the cool brick wall outside the restaurant . Why would they say that about you? How could they mention your insecurities in front of everyone? They were supposed to be your friends, and yet they had ridiculed and humiliated you in front of a table full of hot popular volleyball players, One in particular they knew you had been crushing on for awhile. You pushed down against the wall until you were sitting and hugged your knees two your chest. One.. Two.. Three... Four. You couldn't afford to have another panic attack. Not now. Not when you hadn't had one in months. Not when you were doing so well.

You had been so excited for your university lecture to end so you could go to lunch with your friends. Emiko and Manami had befriended you a couple months ago and although they were kind of popular you liked hanging out with them. That is when they weren't around other people. They had waited for you by the gate so you could all walk to the restaurant around the corner from campus together. The three of you had entered the crowded place and headed towards the table you usually sat at when you heard a voice call out.

"Manami! Bring your friends and come sit with us!" You glanced to where the Miya Atsumu was sitting. A table filled with players from MSBY Black Jackal volleyball team and you heart stuttered when your eyes found a familiar pair of dark eyes. God, Sakusa Kiyoomi could break your heart and you'd be grateful. The two of you were in the same English lecture and would occasionally share notes and guidelines. Manami didn't bat an eye, grabbed you and Emiko and tugged you towards their table.

Unfortunately you were placed in the middle of Manami and Shōyō Hinata. Directly across from Kiyoomi. Lunch had went well except for your friends slipping in a few off handed comments that you couldn't help feeling annoyed at "Y/n did you have to wear that dress? You look like my grandma" "Y/n doesn't do well on her exams even though she studies really hard. I guess some of us have other strengths"

You had let it slide. Maybe they were just teasing you right? but everytime they had said something Sakusas eyes would darken and his fists would clench. He wouldn't say anything, so maybe you were imagining it. It all went down hill after you ordered dessert though.

"I want chocolate cake!" Miya Osamu had announced and his twin had agreed. Emiko and Manami glanced at each other and smiled.

"Aren't you guys full?" Manami giggled and Emiko nodded in agreement.

"I can't eat another bite" She turned to Sakusa and twirled her hair. You couldn't help the unease that clenched at your stomach at the way she looked at him. She knew you liked him. You had told her accidentally after a night of way too many tequila shots "Aren't you full Omi?" She batted her eyelashes and pouted.

"Sakusa." He corrected irritabily and turned to you "Want to go half on a strawberry shortcake? "

It took you a full minute to process that yes he was talking to you and another to grasp the fact that he had just offered to go half with you on your favorite dessert. Sakusa Kiyoomi was not known for sharing anything. He probably didn't even know it was your favorite. Maybe he was just being nice, still you couldn't help the butterflies swarming in your stomach.

"Sure" You said quietly and heard Manami scoff. Your head snapped towards her and although she seemed angry her smile never wavered.

"Y/n are you sure you should eat that?" You froze. Did she just? No. There was no way she was about to-

"Why the hell shouldn't she? " Sakusa bit out harshly. The two of you had never said more than a handful of words to each other but here he was, Defending you from your so called friends.

"Oh Omi, Manami doest mean anything by it. We're just worried about y/n. She's put on a bit of weight recently and we want what's best for her. Isn't that right y/n? "

Your heart was in your throat. You knew you had put on a couple pounds. Although it wasn't that noticeable you had thought. You glanced around the table. Atsumu, Osamu, Bokuto and Sakusa were all wearing matching expressions on anger? Rage? It was hard to tell.

"Lay off" Osamu muttered "She can eat what she wants"

"We know. But y/n you know we love you. We'd only want what's best for you. And lately you're a bit on the chubs side" Emiko had said it with such venom you physically trembled. Why was she talking about your weight in front of them? Why were they doing this. You could only stand and leave the restaurant before your or them embarrassed you further.

That's how Sakusa found you. Curled in a ball counting to ten repeatedly as you choked on tears. God, he hated your 'friends'. He shoved off his jacket and gently sat next to you draping it over your shoulders. He didn't much care about sharing his jacket if he knew that it was with you. "Shhh Shhh. Easy." He rubbed your back soothingly and you glanced up. "It's okay. Just relax, angel. I got you"

After a few more minutes when your breathing had started to even out, you turned to glance at the boy you'd crushed on most of this year. "Okay?" He whispered

"Yes thank you" God you wanted to hit yourself "Sorry you can go back in. I'm okay promise"

He ignored you leaning in a little closer so he could pick up your fingers and play with them . Red spots dotted your cheeks because although it was the first time he'd been this close, it felt almost natural. Like he'd done it hundreds of times before. The butterflies simmered down and you leaned a little closer too.

"Do you get like that alot?" He brushed a finger through your hair and caught himself. He didn't want to scare you.

"I used too. It's alot better nowadays. Well I guess it was alot better. It's probably just stress"

"No I think it was thing 1 and thing 2 over there. You should get some new friends. Those ones are too bitchy"

You sighed "It's not that like what they were saying wasn't true. It was. I just wish they hadn't said it in front of everyone yunno? " He tensed and turned his head to look at you.

"No its not true. Nothing they said to you today was even a little truthful. Your dress is pretty. You're not stupid, far from it actually and exams don't prove anything. Plus your body is perfect" He blushed furiously "I mean not that I look at it long enough to know it's perfect but it is perfect. Maybe beutiful would be a better word. That sounded forward I'm sorry-"

You laughed and with a burst of courage interlocked your fingers with his and nudged his shoulder.

"Thanks Omi-Sakusa"

"You can call me Omi. I don't mind" You smiled and in that moment Sakusa thought there was nothing more beutiful in the world than the sight of you smiling because of him.

"Want to go to that new bakery around the corner. Heard they make a good strawberry shortcake" He asked standing and putting his hand out. You grabbed it and he lifted you up. His jacket still draped across your shoulders.

"Sure." Your hand was still in his and he made no move to let go. "I'm going to have to make new friends" You shuddered at the thought. You weren't very social.

"I'll be your new friend" He muttered

"Kiyoomi you don't have to pity me. I'm okay"

"I'm not. I promise. Cmon gimme a chance. I'm a great friend. Ask anyone" He watched as you bit your lip but nodded.

"Okay"

"Okay" He repeated as the two of you walked along the concrete.

One step closer he thought.

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[lexxiisstuff]

Mitsuya Takashi

Warnings: hurt/comfort, rushed through this so it's a bit sloppy

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"You need to leave" You told your boyfriend as he stood from where he was sitting on the cold floor outside your friends apartment door "You're scaring the neighbors"

"Not until you talk to me" He looked like he hadn't slept in days and a small part of you, a very small petty part of you was glad he was taking this just as bad as you.

"There's nothing to talk about, Mitsuya." He flinched at the sound of his last name "You said you couldn't do relationships, you didn't know how, and I knew that, honestly I did, I understood it which is why I forgave you everytime you prioritized something else over our relationship. But I can't do it anymore, Takashi. I can't give you all of me and get parts of you in return. It's breaking my heart"

"I'm sorry" He seemed so tired, so exhausted and slowly you felt yourself crumble. Just a little "You know you're the last person in the world I'd ever want to hurt, sweetheart." He smiled at you sadly "Just let me explain myself. Please"

You couldn't help it. You were a sucker for those sad eyes. You had been since the moment you'd met Mitsuya Takashi as he put you together by slowly offering his friendship as children and then his love when you were both adults. He was your person. Someone you couldn't shake and never wanted too. Even now.

He sat on the couch in the living room and you leaned against the wall. You needed the distance. You needed to be in control of this situation more than anything because if you weren't, Takashi had a way of pulling you in and never letting you out and you'd just be back at square one. Again.

"Why didn't you tell me you were leaving?" He asked fiddling with the ring on his pinky. The same with you'd bought him for his eighteenth birthday a couple of years ago. It had taken you months to save up especially since you were sixteen and your parents had a strict no dropping out of school rule. But a few part time jobs had made it all worth it knowing he had never taken it off after all these years.

"I couldn't." He looked at you. God, Takashi thought, how could someone be so beautiful when they're angry. Like a mix of fire and ice. Cold and collected on the outside but if they knew you well enough which he did they'd see the hot Fury swirling in those pretty eyes of yours.

He couldn't love you more if he tried.

"I miss you" He said softly and loved the way you bit your lip from saying something he knew would be snarky.

"Yeah? You realized a few days too late I'm afraid" You tried hide the hurt in your tone but failed. It took him five days to come after you. 116 hours to be exact. But who's counting.

"Don't do that. You left me. I thought you wanted space." He stood abruptly pacing the room "I could give you space but when you didn't come home by third day or the fourth day, you had me worried y/n. Do you know what it's been like? Knowing I had you one minute and I didn't the next?"

"Of course I know what it feels like" You said bitterly "Its been one of the most consistent feelings in our relationship"

"I'm sorry, baby. And I'll apologize as many times as you want me too. I'll do anything. You know I'll do anything but please come home. Come back to me. To our apartment. To our life together" He made a move to approach you but halted when he saw you take a weary step back. "God don't do that"

"I want to trust you, Mitsuya. I do. But I need to to know I'm more than someone you keep around just because you're afraid to be alone" You took a breath "You forgetting dates, I can get over. You not coming home early for dinner, I can forgive. But you not showing up to one of the most important nights of my life? What do you want me to do now?"

"Baby" He seemed almost pained "I fucked up. I admit it. If you had just stayed I would have told you it wasn't intentional. I never meant to not show up for you, trust me. I had some family drama. I knew how important that night was to you. I'm sorry I wasn't there"

"What family drama?" You couldn't help but ask curiously. Goddammit. He was sucking you in

"Mum had some issues with her land lord. Guy was harassing her and the girls so I went to talk to him" His eyes darkened dangerously. Somehow even him angry was familiar and you couldn't help but lift your finger and fix the furrow of his eyebrows

"Talk huh?"

"You said not to tell you if I did anything illegal." He muttered catching your hand before you could place it at your side and interlocking your fingers.

"Yet you always seem to tell me anyway"

"Can't help it" He smiled sadly "I'm more myself around you than anyone else"

"Mitsuya-"

"Takashi." He corrected "Keep me sane and just say my name. Please"

"I'm sorry about your mum. Is she okay? The girls?"

His eyes softened "Yeah all good now. I'll take you guys out for dinner one of the days in the week"

"You know this doesn't fix everything right" You hugged yourself "I need you to be honest with me, Takashi. Do you want this relationship?"

"Absolutely. 100%. Yes. Duh. Obviously. Ask me again so I can reassure you" He took a few steps closer and relaxed when he noticed that you didn't step back.

"Don't be cute I'm trying to be serious" You muttered crossing your arms and frowning

"You look so serious, sweetheart. Continue please" You rolled your eyes but nodded making eye contact.

"I need you to put in more of an effort Takashi. Our relationship lately has felt one sided. It hurt. I need you to want me the way I want you. I need so many things that I'm not sure you're capable of giving me" You glanced down at your feet and felt his hands cup both your cheeks.

"There isn't a single thing in this fucking world I wouldn't give you. Don't shake your damn head you know that. And yes sometimes I forget our dates and sometimes I come home late and I'll try too work on those" He said it angrily "But don't for a second think that if you asked something of me I would deny you. You love me but not the way I love you."

"Takashi" You felt tears sting at your eyes

"Your love for me is pure baby. Sweet and honest and everything that is good in the world all wrapped into one. My love for you though, It's dark and it's suffocating and if you asked for anything, anything I would find a way to give it you. Without question. I'd let the world burn at your fingertips if that's what you wanted. My love for you has no morals, angel."

"You really sounded like a Disney villain there I won't lie" You sniffled into his chest "But I missed you"

"That's just part of me trying to get my princess back into her tower" He mumbled as his hand threaded through your hair "Come home"

"Fine" You hugged him tighter "But you're going to start remembering date nights Takashi I swear to god-"

"I know. I know. I will I promise" He kissed your forehead "No running away when you're angry. We hash it out first and if you feel like you need to leave after that you tell me"

"Okay. I love you"

"I love you"

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