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Masculinity is utterly beautiful!!!♥️♥️
I ll sleep now and come back to this later!♥️♥️
24.04.24,
6:32 a.m
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Trauma is not your mistake,
And the traumatized entity can do various types of harms undoubtedly ,
To the self or to others in terms of balancing out it's own equation with itself ,
Joe isn't going to have a miserable end for sure ,
Marking my word here before the final season is out !
Being a victim of it and taking extreme actions whatsoever is not justified but who said that the trauma has a certain scale od existing,,?!
It might sound scary but the victim ,can surely be capable of High Definition Harm coz they saw the side of a world which they didn't aim for!
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It ll be an open end .....for sure...
A rainy afternoon @2:23 p.m
11.04.24,
Feels like so much calm and bliss and just rolling and curling.....
Xoxoxoxoxo
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The Poison was Worth it ,
Coz Universe the God blessed me the
GIFT of Saving !
3:30 a.m
08.04.24
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Hugging both of you is a feeling that I didn't know was waiting for me all this while ,
Am I trying to give words to it ?
May be yes ,
Does it make me feel better that I am trying to put words to it ?
Should I be putting words to this celestial feeling?
God you gurl little did u know that God destined you to feel this little creatures !!!!
🥹🥹
Are you even able to process the richness in the goodness you are being dealt with?
Or is it just u got too damaged along the way that you no longer know what remains of you ?!
Wtf noooo😭😭😭😭
A voice in me saying hey gurl now tell me is there anything left to be sad about the past,now that you are being made feel these feelings ???
Gurl u better not making your self grey in color !!!!😭😭
Did the sadness leave me or did I really left the sadness ?!
What is it that makes you feel do empty what in the actual fcukkk is going on with you self gurlll😭😭
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Gotta sleep coz a hectic day but a happy one awaits me 😭😭❤️❤️
..ll come back to this one 🥹🥹❤️❤️
2:00 a.m
04.04.24,
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He was right about the world ,
But
He was wrong about his daughter !
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Am I striving for a connection ?!
Holy shit wait whatnot.........
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Can you love someone after being destroyed and just don't even have the words yourself to know what's left in you and what has left from you?!
😞😞
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The things I say !
The things I don't say !
The things I feel !
Do I feel me or do I not ?
Will I ever know what it feels to be happy ,
Was I not born happy ,
So how would I know the it moment of oh this feels like happy ,this is indeed happiness,
What should one do ? When all one has known since the eternity of time is brutality and sadness and unkindness ?
How can the you or I be kind and loving when you and I haven't been dealt the said way,
In a world that swears upon being a hard one ,
What part of it makes life worth living ?
Are you there ?
Hello?
Is neutrality a dissociation or it's just a natural stste of being comprising of the fact that you in all its totality don't comprise of any malice !
Is it me or is it a soul pollution that's spreading one day at a time and eventually will mark the end of all vices ?!
Is it so ? What and to who are you try to prove what aspect of you or your life?
If you do good don't scream about it , it's not a favor you did ,or should I consider it a favor coz the world seems to be otherwise ?
What is it you are asking for ?
Isn't doing good a natural state of being and if not what makes you thrive should be my question?
Even if a human sits by themselves causing no harm to anyone whatsoever doesn't guarantee they won't land in trouble !
Then too the so called the entity of shits would have something to tag ,something to label of the person sitting in silence at fault !
Live ! Coz you ll be dead sooner than you think !
The highest of the intellectuals have lived and been humbled by death what makes you think you wouldn't be!
Striving to live as if one is an immortal creature is such a pathetic way to exist isn't it ?! Is it a yes or is it a no ? Eh?
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28.02.24,
2.00
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Oh my heart!
The joy it felt when a little kid leaned on me to see some videos on my phone ! 🥹🥹❤️❤️
After some fragments of time passed by , and I realized what was happening,
Felt like something was melting in me 🥹🥹😭😭❤️❤️
May be that was my trauma ,
Then said to my student who is also small to come sit next to me squished her like a bear,
A feeling I had never experienced before !!!!
God I see what you doing there !
...still processing ...
See ya ....as I wrote this my heart literally feels like a sponge and my hands are still reminiscing the memory of me and the little bundles !!!!! ❤️❤️
11.02.24,
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I didn't became this creature overnight !...
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It's time I give you a throne to have a seat and enjoy..
Let the universe follow some magical work through me and bestow thy self with some Miracles and u can see all of it !
You will be a part of me always coz I have lived you!
And there's nothing like unliving anything u once lived ! With all the majestic power u have marinated me with the variable of time !
Give me more strength to become the best version of the self ! ❤️❤️
I know we got this !
Don't we ?!
Calming breaths and a beating heart of love !
I want to come back to this post ,in some more time where u see the one that took the action and the steps!
See you soon !
07.02.24
Xoxo
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This is the breathing the bloating I feel
Remember where you came from
This breathing is a air of turmoil
😞😞
If we do anything big in life that would be a miracle ...
Sigh...
06.02 24
12:10p.m
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The day started with so many compliments!!!❤️❤️Thankyou God for letting me know how absolutely marvellous it feels when the right ones acknowledge you for everything you do!!!🥹🥹❤️❤️
30.01.24
11:30
Xoxo
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It's night , and am sitting on my bed ,the winters are there,which will end soon
I am feeling nothing,
Happy not for sure,but thankful for sure
Am I breathing a little at ease just to the ones I love now perceive me with extra light !?
Maybe or a yes
Just yesterday feels like 2021
Then it's 24 already ,just fcking don't know how !
Too much restless about the timeline
Hh tired just falling on the bed
Good night love and Light !
❤️❤️
20.01.24
12:37 a.m
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I apologize myself for treating myself so badly 😭😭
I am so sorry !!!!!!
Despite bad situations ,
The least I could have done was to handle you better and gentle !!!!!
Please forgive me for now I realize and now I will make you proud !!!!!😭😭❤️❤️
Thank YOU for being with me all along !!!!!!
You are absolutely marvellous and under no circumstance I shall treat you otherwise !!!!
It's gonna be superlative level best !!!!
I promise !!!!!! Please give me strength to handle you a way that spells WOw!!!🥹🥹❤️❤️
13.01.24
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I am not meant to regret the pleasures I feel !
End of story !
22.12.23
11:05 p.m
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This and everyday feels like an end,
But this is not the end ,
God give me the strength to absorb all the good when it happend !
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This is not life that I am living
This is a passive death of how good it could have been!
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Ll continue later,
21.12.23,
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