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please can i cut, please? i need to feel okay again. i dont care if is only for a moment, i need to feel okay again.

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I just want my arms covered in scars and blood but I don’t want to have to worry about hiding it :(

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I honestly shoulda just killed myself the day I first thought about it. Would have saved me a lot of trouble and mental breakdowns

[lightersandcandy]

Might fuck around and self destruct…

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[lightersandcandy]

i desperately want to cvt my wrists/arms but people would see immediately so im stuck with just my thighs

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#fresh cvts

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if i were to disappear, who would care ?

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having a sh addiction is wild no matter what emotion im feeling/not feeling i think cvtting myself will fix it and it DOES lol

[lightersandcandy]

I just feel like theres something fundamentally wrong with me.

I dont experience emotions like 'normal' people do

Just the responses.

I guess it makes me good free therapy to others

but nothing more.

Why am I like this?

[lightersandcandy]

HUGE TW! FOR THIS ACCOUNT. PROCEED AT OWN CHOICE.

I'm going to be venting an awful lot here as there are very few other places that I can.

Warnings for;

SH topics, ED, Sewerslide and Anxiety based discussions.

I'm very sorry if I trigger anyone, it is not my intention.

BLOCK DONT REPORT.

About me :)

Klaus

17

He/Him

Panromantic

Have a nice day :)

[lightersandcandy]

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