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No more Yans op?

Not for awhile been in the hospital, I caught Sepsis and with my eating disorder been rough trying to get out of especially i puke everything i try to eat

But yeah rough start of the year for me

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Op no posting anymore :( ?

Not atm I’ve been bedridden cause of a flu for awhile now _(:::з」∠)_

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I have written some yan and lanling fanfic on ao3 if you would like to read them in your spare time! It’s under the same username that I use here! ☺️

I’ve read them! “ It would be my greatest honor ” was the one i loved the most, im a sucker for angst 👀 while “ Cooking with Yan Qing “ was hella cute, lanling gotta hide those marks more effectively cough

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Gudako holding up a sign that says “love is stored in the bandit!” And an arrow pointing to yan qing

#fgo #fate grand order #fate/grand order #fate #assassin of shinjuku #yan qing #gudako #ritsuka fujimaru #fujimaru ritsuka #guda #gisart #Yans Bond 3 Line always get me—

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Who do you ship with yan qing other than the gudas?

Top picks would be:

Yan x Izou

Yan x Jing Ke

Yan x Ashwatthama

Yan xLanling

Yan x Oc’s ( may it be Masters or Chaldea staff~~)

I really love how his character is written n’ im ok shipping him with anyone in Nasuverse as long as the Chemistry works ~ may it be BL or GL ( ´ ▽ ` )

My only nope ship (atm) is Li Shishi, i see her more of a acquaintance of his and she was his sworn sister.

I read on a forum regarding one of the translated version of Water margin, Yan ran away with her after his master died so I’m like ????????? That doesnt seem right. So i dugged around apperently it was an added flavour text that wasn’t in the original chinese novel that the translator added to give him a conclusion. _:(´ཀ`」∠):_

then on the other translated version says his fate after his Masters death is unknown ( if I remember correctly;;;) anw its been 3 yrs since ive went searching for a eng version of the book;

#i ranted waaay to much abt Li shishu sorry abt that annon oTL #im really picky with translated copies of books sometimes mistranslation gives a big impact on how a character is described #like The count of monte cristto B&N has 800+pgs?( abridge version has 700 ish penguins version has 1k+ the book is as thick as a BIBBLE

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Just wondering do you take other master oc drawing request

If it’s a head sketch request, I’d be happy too :)

#id love to draw other ppls ocs 💖 #just not full bodies atm im rusty-

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Grilled servants

I’m assuming you meant Grailed wheeze

Im poor in qp and lack grails o)—<

#im literally dirt poor #whered my qp go? all to 10/10/10 yans skill

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Scans of the doujin ❤️

No

Please buy em from the artist and support their work.

#seriously don’t ask me for scans #this is a HUGE pet peeve of mine support the artist

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I saw the yanqing x ritsuka novel on your twitter whats the story?

Oh the Novel is translated to “Today, tomorrow and the day after tomorrow “

[ This is a rough summary-ish of what I remember since i left the doujin at the province]

It’s a Modern AU of Yan and Guda who met at a bar(?) and began dating

Yan was Gudas first boyfriend and Guda was the first person Yan cherished so some fluff happens since both parties were unaware of it (˵ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°˵) and r18 scene follows

Fast forward they’ve been together for awhile but Guda started to suspect Yan was having an affair so she hired Sherlock to investigate. there’s more to this and i have honestly forgot what happened but Yan was meeting up with Jingke for side jobs after cutting off ties with the underground society for Gudas sake.

Yan was doing small jobs to be able to buy Guda a ring(? Either ring or necklace i can’t remember)

And by chance Yan saw Sherlock n Guda together n’ ofc got jealous both parties went out and fixed the miscommunication

There’s more in the end but I can’t remember clearly;; but it was a happy ending thank god-

Yah can find the Novel here o/

#anonymous

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2019 work i forgot to upload here w

#fgo #fate #Fate/GrandOrder #Fate Grand Order #gareth #gareth fgo #gareth beaumains #fgo gareth

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completed the rest of the mastersonas.

From left to right and up and down:

Hyeim Hyl: @liligee

Moth: @starrymothwings

Bastion: @exmeowstic 

Rhion Cerestel: mine

Rene Plume: mine

I;ll be doing the rest later. If you want to be included, just ask me but don’t expect a lot from me tho. I am still practicing.

It’s been fun drawing your mastersonas. It’s really nice. Also, I just realize how Moth looks like Da Vinci.

#mastersona #gudasona #i love how Hyeim is just staring at Bastion intently lol #you drew everyone wonderfully as well :)

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yan qing in shinjuku was a phantom servant with no true identity, he was a yan qing lost and lashing out at the cruel and unjust world that killed his lord. the death of yan qing’s lord was such a devastating and traumatic moment for yan qing that it destroyed his entire identity. throughout his life he was already a person who defined himself by his servitude to others, staying loyal or betraying several lords depending on what the situation called for. it was never anything personal, it was just the times. every service and betrayal yan qing held in his hands was simply a matter of surviving, there was no option but to prioritize his own life during times of strife.

however, killing that many people, changing your allegiance, and therefore changing who you are and your ideals does nothing but create an unstable sense of self. when yan qing finally found a master who yan qing didn’t want to betray or abandon he found a brand new identity, but with it he was forced to face a fundamental flaw within himself: he never learned how to commit himself to a cause and to another person completely from the bottom of his heart, and therefore all his attempts to save his master were not just insufficient, but they were also pointless. his master gave himself up, died, and the 108 stars were scattered and slaughtered. yan qing was brutally shocked that a person could simply give up his own life so easily as if it meant nothing, as if leaving behind all that you knew, all that you stood for, all that you ever were, and all who ever loved you was something you could do on a whim. in that instance, yan qing realized that because he never had an identity, because he never was anyone, because he never stood for anything, and because he never knew he could be anything, he never had the pride a person would need to stand up for one’s own way of life and protect all that one holds dear. so in shinjuku, when he kills cursed arm hassan, he is once again faced with that same horror of watching a person happily throw his life away for a larger, thankless cause and a master who did not acknowledge him. hassan had destroyed his own heart so he would not be properly copied by yan qing, giving chaldea a chance at victory. yan qing spends shinjuku spiteful and distraught, disguised as hassan for most of the time because he was jealous of hassan’s pride and devotion to you. yan qing as a phantom spirit of shinjuku would’ve rather been a nameless wraith who died in service to someone dear than a renowned failure with a disconnect with his identity who would be remembered by no one. when you defeat him, he can no longer hide behind the mask of someone with an identity, so he is forced to acknowledge he is nothing and no one, and that all he yearned for was the pride of serving someone again and giving his entire life to them.

we fast forward to his interlude, and we learn chaldea’s yan qing has gone rogue and rayshifted to shinjuku. hassan and geronimo accompany you, and yan qing tells you he needs to make amends and he cannot move on without making them. when you catch up to him a final time, hassan reveals himself as the real yan qing who disguised himself as hassan to let the rogue yan qing realize by himself what he really is is a remnant of the phantom of shinjuku, a doppleganger. the doppleganger, via his connection to the chaldean yan qing, copied yan qing’s desire to apologize to hassan for his death, and sought to destroy himself in self-punishment and atonement.because he is phantom who is no one, serves no one, and has no one, all he could ever think of doing is becoming nothing in a pursuit to die and redeem his failure towards his lord. yan qing, however, offers the doppleganger with the chance to truly atone for his sins and his lack of pride by becoming one with him. this is yan qing making peace with and accepting his grief as a part of him to truly recover his pride and his identity, rather than abandoning it to wander lost and scarred like yan qing had spent the rest of his life. this is the reason why yan qing managed to copy hassan without losing his identity this time. yan qing has grown as a person enough that he can always stay himself no matter how many people he turns into, because he can no longer lose sight of himself so long as you are there to witness him, and trust that yan qing will always be himself.

in short, love is stored in the bandit

#fate/grand order #fate series #yan qing #fate #HNNG fgo did this boi justice

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Got any other nsfw arts op?

Yep most are dumped here https://mobile.twitter.com/0lileegi0

2018? Karna, Cu Alter & Karna Alter sketch Commissions of my friends master oc

She has fan fiction of them too but she keeps em private irc

I had nsfw of dantes and guda for an art trade in 2017(?) but animation file died with my dead external drive _(:3」∠)_

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🎶 Song you associate with your OC 🎶

For Hyeim this, Enjoy

Lasah’s whole Mother album is absolutely beautiful

https://youtu.be/HXFk_xuLrug

#i have other ocs but their from L4D lol #and Yggdrasil Union— #both series i both love to bits especially the Depth. of Heaven universe #but sadly the series has been on hold for like idk 15 years?? or so 🤷‍♀️

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Peaceful days gone by

#fgo #fate grand order #fate #gudako #fate/grand order #ritsuka #ritsuka fujimaru #gisart #brought to you by my insomia //WHEEZE

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Log0000

My master is a stubborn person, everytime we go material hunting she insist on going to the front line.

She may be capable but fates hands are unpredictable, i’ll make sure she’ll be at bay to keep her from harms way.

#fgo #mastersona #gudasona #Hyeim #i just wanted to make a small comic lol #and an excuse to draw Hyeim wanting to go on a rumble #gisart #aight thats my 30 min break back to work for me-

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Some extra info on Hyeim

tbh these are jumbled drabbles lol i’ll  be writing this here cause i’m gonna end up forgetting about it after a few hours-

i’ll compile these when i’m free

Homunculus have short lifespans give or take 1-5 years how long have/would Hyeim last.

just 3 more years or so but she’s under the impression that she lived for 28 years from childhood to adulthood due to her previous versions experience. Each time her previous version dies the best part of their trait gets transferred to the new one along with phantom memories the old ( circuits or body part )

For example  to accommodate  The mystic eyes of a teenager or child ( versions of her are made 1 at a time) a teen/child version gets created but once their use has been full filled or a new mystic harvest is available, the current Homunculus version gets axed and a trait ( ie. good magic circuits ) gets transferred to the new one 

though this makes patches in her memory of when these events occurred, never really sure when they place it doesn’t really bother her until she has night terrors of some of her previous versions death. 

One death is the child version of her, that version best trait was her instincts were sharp. One day she had an inkling that she’ll be dispose of so she ran and ran into the unknown hoping to escape but ofc she was caught and dealt with.  --> [song] depicts her final moments in night terrors  ∠( ᐛ 」∠)＿  2009 music oh boy 

Would there be another Hyeim after this version and pros n cons of the current

Nope! all operations of Illegal Mystic eye harvesting and Homunculus creation has been taken care of the clock tower. Hyeim being an Illegal Homunculus should’ve been dispose off but this version had good aptitude on ray shifting so she was let off and she’ll expire in due time anyway current good trait of this version and Mystic Eye acquired

Pros: - Mystic Eyes of Gamut ( cause this sound better than Breadth lmao )        her mystic eyes basically lets her see from a far much like a scope but farther - Excess stamina [ would drag a poor souls in training room may it be physical or magic training ] - Mana control 

Cons: welp she isn’t a perfect homunculus along with her previous version she had a boons  - due to her mystic eye aren’t really part of her original body, it tends to overheat heat when used for too long and excessive use, will lead to her damaging her circuits & temporary blindness  - phantom & patched memories of her previous versions are more prominent than the versions before  -unstable Magic circuits  ( she counter act this with taking Magical Cerebrospinal Fluid though after the initial adrenaline rush of Mana it causes a huge backlash of pain all over her body akin to being wrapped in vines of thorns ) -lack of taste buds resulting to unholy “food” creations

Personality this where i’m horrible on describing-- yeet my english Edited:just made it simplier now, felt like I over complicated the one i wrote before lol

bright, outgoing and calm type? would love to try out new experiences now that she has the freedom to do so

She has the mindset of face problems head on regret/think about it later 

when around other others, she’ll  treat people with at most care and silent curiosity

Servant

ofc its Yan :^) 

ok it’s 12:30AM thanks for reading my cringy ted talk that i need to fix in the future

#just some drabble i'll compile some other time #if i save these in a word file i'll end up forgetting that file too lmao