lilithmagne

[lilithmagne]

//Hope you feel better soon. BTW have you heard about this "Hell planet" astronomers have just discovered ? It has oceans of lava and it rains rocks ! I bet you can have Lilith related fun wth that fact.

// It's a hectic journey that's definitely not a straight line, but thank you. I hope so too. I'll look into it! Sounds fun!

[lilithmagne]

I never thought Jane the Virgin would help me so much with my grief. I feel seen. It's so hard to get your life back on track after the most important person in your life ceased to be. I struggled so much to just get out of bed for over 6 months, and even after that I still had PTSD that ended with more weeks of being unable to exist properly. Grief has been the worst pain I've ever experienced. The worst depression I've ever been in. I didn't know if I'd make it out alive this year. I truly didn't. I'm still struggling so much but it's not as bad. My antidepressants are working, therapy has done wonders, my outlook on life changed... I fall, a lot and often, back in grief and depression. I used to beat myself over it a lot. I still do because I miss the life I've had before this. I miss being productive and doing art. I miss having a purpose. Everything I'd accomplished I did it thinking about grandma and telling her about it. I wanted her to live vicariously through me and now that shes gone... its hard to repurpose myself. I wanted her to be the first one to look through my first comic. I wanted her to celebrate my successes with me. I feel like my heart got ripped out of my body and buried with her. I had to grow a new one. And it was so hard. I felt like I died with her. Take care of the people you love the most. Don't take the time you have with them for granted. The world is so hectic, so make every moment with them count. You'll never know which moment is the last one.

#ooc. #Death mention #Vent.

[lilithmagne]

Christ, I think I'm allergic x_x I can't make a fist with my hand.

#ooc. #Doctor said if side effects dont go away after 2 days then I should go to the hospital #Keep your fingers crossed for me that they go away. I cant afford to waste time doing nothing #I mean. I just got out of my year long depression and grief with a shitton of therapy #I want my life back on track. I wanna be an artist. I got commissions to work on and a comic #Vent. #Negative. #Sorry for the negativity. I'm just freaking out a bit x_x #I will try to log on discord later or tomorrow akdbajakak

[lilithmagne]

Planned to be here today, but got a flu shot this morning and I'm feeling the side effects.

#ooc. #Well hello there fever and dizziness #This is gonna last for up to 2 days huh #Fingers crossed I'm not allergic #This better keep me protected from viruses until spring bc I'm not about to waste time being ill anymore

[lilithmagne]

//I head canon that Lilith's personal, former human servants were humans that she had a close connection with. For example her personal mechanic was an outcast blacksmith who forged her first sword out of friendship or the captain of the family yacht was a captain who beside being unafraid of her like every other sailer, he thought it would be fun to travel with her and her army.//

// We share the same headcanon, anon! 👍

[lilithmagne]

Hey hey hey AC consider. Human!Lilith's faceclaim being Greer Garson

// Beautiful suggestion! Thank you! 

[lilithmagne]

Also, I see your asks. I'll answer them as Lilith in a few days.

#ooc. #Working on commissions at my grandma's house this week #Internet is fickle and doesnt connect to my computer for some reason. Weird.

[lilithmagne]

I feel Lilith's first language was Light Language.

#ooc. #Esoteric stuff is FUN

[lilithmagne]

//OK you REALLY need to watch Genndy Tartosky's Primal soon as you would LOVE episode 10 !

// I will keep that in mind and put it on my watch list!

[lilithmagne]

Reply to your local concerned grey faces with this 👍

#ooc. #Dances my way out again

[lilithmagne]

Pregnant women are Kinder surprises for cannibals.

#musing.

[lilithmagne]

Don’t got many graphics or a promo, but follow Hades @groundedblue

He’s all about unpaid labour and banning the sun from the underworld

#selfpromo.

[lilithmagne]

MOMTHER

#ooc.

[lilithmagne]

Ashley drew Lilith and I'm the happiest baby now 😭👌❤

#ooc.

[lilithmagne]

Happy Birthday Hazbin Hotel and Vivziepop! 🎂 This show has been a core part of my life since I heard of it. Met so many people, many lovely experiences. And ones I couldn’t have had without the show and Viv!! So here’s Charlie to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZBIN HOTEL AND VIV!

#SO PRETTY JORDAN!!

[lilithmagne]

I should put my icons on my drive or make new icons on my phone (I finally figured it OUT) and go crazy on Lilith.

I'm not sure if I'll do serious stuff. I'm not really in the mood for those, but ya know. Fun stuff here and there is good.

#ooc. #i cant muster angst anymore bc i gotta be angsty for my original content #i love writing about tragedies but they are exhausting #mentum is gonna be fucking wild #writing it makes me cry :)

[lilithmagne]

But anyway. Thinking about Vaggie.... hmm. I believe they'd have a relationship similar to Pearl and Connie from Steven Universe. Maybe even have secret meetings to discuss Charlie since Vaggie has a more intimate outlook on her??? I feel Lilith would offer for her to join the Lilin, become an official soldier who could protect the princess...

Who else would be better for the job if not the Princess's lover?

Oh! Maybe Lilith even offers to teach Vaggie things about the monarchy! I feel Lilith has immense trust in her. First of all - Vaggie matches Lilith's temper. Second of all, Lilith sees herself in Vaggie and her relationship to Charlie reminds her of her relationship to Lucifer. Thirdly, she's a woman and, let's not kid ourselves — Lilith IS sexist against men, or at the very least extremely biased towards women and feminine presenting people.

#ooc.