lilkittyjen-v2

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HAPPY PRIDE!!! ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

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hi ummm i’m non binary

#nonbinary #non binary #enby #coming out #comingout

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zero sugar pepsi for breakfast ❤️

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back on my disordered shit❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

we can blame ed twt

#anorexik #tw ana diary #anorekic #anoressic #anorekxia #anorektyczki #anorecya #anorexjc #anorecca #anorecik #anorex14 #anor3x14 #anor3×14 #anorekcia #anarecca #anarexx #ana stuff #tw ana diet

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me: I should shower! it will energize me me, after showering: so…sof and cleen .. .. must na p

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sorry i’ve been so inactive. it’s been rough

#anorektyczki #anorexjc #anorekxia #anorekic #anarexx #anarecca #ana #anorecca #anorecya #anorekcia

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if someone very special to you said they lost 5 pounds in 9 days, maybe don’t say “good.” maybe say that you’re concerned because we’re not doing well.

#anorektyczki #anarecca #anarexx #ana fast #ana #anorecca #anorecya #anorekcia #anorexjc #anorekxia

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my least favorite part of having an eating disorder is the constant arguing and bargaining in your head. racing thoughts all the fuckin time like, “okay I’ve had 75 calories today. I can have a banana and still be under 200. wait, 1200 is still considered restriction. how much would I lose this week with a daily deficit of 500 calories? I can do that. I’ll still lose weight. but not as much as if I fasted. no. just have nothing. you could lose 3.5 lbs. this week! just have nothing. people do it every day. just have a fucking banana. you won’t even be at maintenance. but what if it triggers a binge? think about your jawline. why don’t I just have everything I want and purge? what percentage can you get back up when you purge? hey google…” AND IT NEVER STOPS.

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🌹 a flower for everyone not feeling their best today

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cookout at mine! Bring something low cal

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✨ reblog if ✨

You have an eating disorder but it doesn’t look like you do.

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fuck ‘em.

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I just feel like a little girl who never learned how to take care of herself

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WHAT NOBODY TELLS YOU ABOUT FASTING

For gum chewers: Nobody tells you that you will expel a storm of wind out of nowhere or whenever you drink water.

Nobody tells you that your legs will feel like literal jello if you go past 24hrs.

Nobody tells you that after a certain point you’ll have a constant headache.

Nobody tells you that your stomach will growl loud enough for a whole room of people to hear.

Nobody tells you about the pain in your ribs.

Nobody tells you that you’re going to feel like you’re going vomit the lack of anything in your stomach.

But what we do tell you, is that you’ll get used to it.

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This blog is only for fuckups, burnouts, losers, criminals and the mentally ill btw

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hello i’ve been gone because i have been professionally diagnosed with yet another mental illness so love that

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i think its dumb if drug dealers get sentenced to longer in prison that rapists?? like people ask for drugs but no one asks for rape???