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liquidayre · 2 years
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Evoke
Fine, let's call it a memory in my attempt to feign that we ever were more than just passion not the grave mistakes that left us ashen.
Our rapture in rupture our love left in lesions our feelings forever that waned with the seasons cacophonous "love you's" uttered in echoes all in our vain, refusal to let go.
Nightmare's too brutal dream is too hopeful memories too vague reminder's resentful what to call that which leaves me forsaken something so bland as an evocation
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liquidayre · 2 years
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What I get when searching #writerscreed using the iPhone app:
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Come on, Tumblr. Banning #writerscreed? That’s absolutely ridiculous. Let a real person look into this, not only your imprecise bots. They clearly can’t execute this stupid «Apple cleansing» for you.
Or whatever this is. I don’t claim to understand all of the technical and judicial stuff going on these days, but banning the writerscreed tag is in any case completely wrong. To put it mildly.
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liquidayre · 2 years
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Supposed to
I think I was supposed to love you a feeling I find discerning this constant pang of longing which I'm holding back from yearning.
I think I was supposed to love you I hold this feeling chaste because I know I cannot love you and I need this blip misplaced.
I think I was supposed to love you to hold you close and dear I want to go and tell you but then I'll want to disappear.
I think I was supposed to love you but this all makes little sense, because I know that down in my heart this was never in past tense.
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liquidayre · 2 years
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Halloween
Happy Halloween they said
all dressed up to play
in suits and ties, with hollow eyes
after knocking they didn't stay.
Happy Halloween they said
I swear you were here before
both in disguise, I fantasised
that they came in through the door.
Happy Halloween they said
with little more than a grin
eager to please, a brief release
to join in with this sin.
Happy Halloween they said
as I stood looking through a pane
I despised their relentless cries
as they wailed once again.
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liquidayre · 3 years
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Lights out,
Lights out, again
the tightening of boot straps,
straps that claw at your feet
gripping for dear life.
Lights out, again
clenched teeth and breathing,
breathing is my last solace
I can only feel my lungs.
Lights out, again
we trudge on through swill
stagnant steps elluding progress
march on, relentless.
Lights out,
again.
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liquidayre · 3 years
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A Cup of Tea
We are a myth
told through the tomes that I have written
a fantastic tragedy of two.
Our tumultuous tale tells of those who,
tantalisingly close, remain unrequited.
Ununited despite contrited attempts of flirtation.
The tally tallies as we dilly dally
dance around with withering eyes
causing each other constant distraction
devoid we avoid an actual connection.
Intrepid travellers trekking tirelessly,
tried and tested, devoted, invested.
At our bequest that the rest is left
Unwritten.
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liquidayre · 3 years
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Giddy
I think we walked in shadows again
incipient cold crept through our skin
we trudged through muck in hopes that we
could crawl on to something greater.
We fell at least was not our first
at last our feast did quench our thirst,
devoured feelings, voracious hunger
all amidst a looming thunder.
Tread carefully, toes lingering, debris astrewn
tip toe to toe to knees too soon.
A heavy breeze has left us breathless
our giddy lust was somewhat reckless.
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liquidayre · 3 years
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The motions.
Don't blame me,
it's a shame we never were
it's absurd I'm unheard
amidst my silence.
Unspoken though my heart may be
unbroken were my vows, honestly
I promised thee that we could never hurt
so we were never we.
It's simple really.
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liquidayre · 3 years
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Delusional in all its senses
reccommended, apprehensive
reluctantly I'll sit and wallow
on a truth that's hard to swallow.
Insatiably apathetic
begrudgingly recollected
relegated to my hollow
a silent act soon to follow.
Honestly, it's all I have
understanding that I am bad
embrace the wait, this I'll allow
and face the fate that's looming now.
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liquidayre · 3 years
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Bellisimo
Bellisimo
it was brief,
but I believed it so.
With which our heart had wailed so low
the growth and growl, unmistakable.
I found it relatable, that your state escaped
wispy hair tufts slip through glistened fingers
unconditioned.
The decision amongst derision lacked vision.
The callous incision created a schism.
It was very beautiful once,
and I look back fondly
like gawky photos in yearbooks
wincing when the tear jerks
knowing this is where it hurts.
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liquidayre · 3 years
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Like God / Beloved / Wild / Works with metal
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liquidayre · 3 years
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Going live on Twitch with the end of Final Fantasy VII Remake
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liquidayre · 3 years
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Symett-rary
I wanted her to kiss me, softly at first, then as time passed, arms tighten in embrace travelling our bodies.
I wanted my left hand to hold the back of her head and then press whilst my right arm coiled around her waist, pulling her in to me.
I want to be excited this time, it is easy to kiss akin to silver screen but I can kiss any man like this. Show me your passion and invite me in tell me your stories openly. Engage with me in dialogue without ulterior motive. In short, perhaps write me some sort of poem.
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liquidayre · 3 years
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Factored
We hoped you'd come and save us, it was ebbing from our will. A dream that you'd redeem us and your strength you would instill. Long since we have waited and still have yet to learn that the candles do not flicker, if you never let them burn.
In turn the lesson learned was earned by blood pooled from our knees. A soul installed, held and sold within a brief reprise. With ease we seized at freedom as it flickered past our eyes, despised the cries we wailed as we looked up at the skies.
Freedom was disguised to us disgusted, so was I. Justice realised to us if we could revel in their eyes. Sinners steeped in tragedy had more of an appeal than the innocent left rotting as it later would reveal.
The untold toll was telling though was never tallied up. The unbought souls were selling, but they could never have enough. Gluttony was rife although bitter on the tongue this all creates a flavour that could never be undone.
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liquidayre · 3 years
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"I just want fun" I said
and back they slowly drift
"I want something roughly spun"
and back they slowly drift
"I want happiness, that rests"
and back they slowly drift
I never wanted to forgive.
back they slowly drift.
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liquidayre · 3 years
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How stupid must you have been
to believe that I could have given you everything.
For surely it is plain to see,
I cannot provide even for me.
Love must be blind, as well as dumb
For me to enthrall you, for you to succumb.
Yet it seems I was to blame,
That I and your lover were not one and the same.
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liquidayre · 4 years
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I think I tried again,
solemnly putting feet in front of the other
in an attempt to trudge myself out of myself
there was a disjointed rhythm,
a pulling up of heavy feet
an indicative stumble, telling me to stop.
I think I'm trying again,
I think I'm thinking about moving forward
backwards seems counter productive,
stationary seems comfortable,
but
forward could be more?
I think I'll stay put for a while.
I just have this bad feeling,
something's up ahead and I'm more prepared here
I'll get moving again when it passes
just wait a while longer,
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