littlebastardthoughts

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i’m getting tired honestly

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the urge to just go out and fuck myself up is hitting hard

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this is where it starts...

you barely talk to me lately

that’s ok, i’m used to this shit. 

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shit’s been good the past few days. hope it stays like that. can’t take any more fucking heartbreak.

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sleepy filterless remington saying gross ass sappy shit is more on brand than it should be 

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been asking myself...

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playing a game of how long can i go without feeding til i start deteriorating. i fucking hate the darkness that sets into my head out of nowhere. no one fucking understands it. i feel fucking alone. 

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that was literally the fastest lie i could come up with and i have no idea how he didn’t see through my shit but i guess i’m covering up well how sad i am right now... i’m proud of myself. 

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nah.

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i don’t know how i feel anymore. i just know it isn’t good. 

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when corpse said “i can’t do shit right” i really really felt that

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so can someone off me now or...?

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dark dark dark dark dark

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Shawty got low low low low low low low low *

#*on mental health

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pretending to look confident by posting old pics from when my body looked good, check

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things hace never felt so good in my life.

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i have so much in my head, it’s gotten so dark in there again just in the last few minutes and i don’t even get it, i don’t understand this, i should be so happy, i am so happy, why am i thinking about ***** again?