Being in rope is the number one way to relax my brain and make me happy. When the rope artist (@MasterJennifer on fet and OF) asked me what positioning I was wanting, I said upside down immediately and these crab ties were so sustainable.
The best thing about bondage, especially kinda heavy bondage, for me, is the overwhelming sense of relief. Not having to worry about anything, about what's happening to you, what to do with your hands, where to touch, nothing, you're just there to exist and feel. It's kind of all encompassing in a way. Trusting someone so much that not being able to do anything turns from anxiety inducing to anxiety relief is such an intense thing.
CAN’T WAIT TO MOVE INTO A SIMPLE APARTMENT WITH THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND FALL ASLEEP AND WAKE UP NEXT TO THEM AND COOK DINNER WITH THEM AND HAVE RANDOM MIDNIGHT TRIPS FOR SNACKS AND STAY UP LATE PLAYING VIDEO GAMES OR WATCHING MOVIES AND BEING ABLE TO SHARE EVERY MOMENT OF MY LIFE WITH THEM