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Boat boys s10 dynamic is like this right?

Original by: @/laarems (source)

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Anyone done this yet?

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#me excited about possibly moving out #mom proceeds to say i'll never afford it #and that she'll kill the cats this week because i could never take care of them #she's been threatening the cats the entire day yesterday and this entire morning #thank you mom for the declining mental health love to see it #you're the reason i wanna relapse but hopefully won't #venting in hashtags go brrr

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What if the 3rd Life SMP was a RPG?

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forgot mom hates if i'm tired

#i'm just on the couch almost falling asleep and she goes on a rant about how i shouldn't be tired because i haven't been up since 5 like her #like wow thanks i am suddenly full of energy #also she's threatening to k word the cats multiple times on a daily basis #could you not

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petition for mom to stop talking about k wording the cats every single day multiple times

#i mean every day #she just won't stop saying how much she hates them #and how selfish i am for not getting up at 6am to feed them because she's been the one setting that time for the past 9 years #she's the reason i'm considering going to work instead of staying home despite the stress #i'm just so tired of this shit

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oh great my mom is still threatening to off the other two cats just days after we had to put one down feeling like trash....thanks

#we had to put her down earlier this week #and now because i forgot to take the litter box yesterday she's pissed and talking about how we should off the remaining two #i'm so tired i've gotten barely any sleep the past days #stuck at work for hours #i'm so fucking tired just shut up

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Alright you filthy farm animals, come and eat your slop!

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i did not miss my moms constant complains as soon as i get back home

#ft my mom talking about killing off the cats again #and getting mad at me for leaving the house #fun times not

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hate being reminded that pets don't last forever

#even worse when all my cats have definitely lived more than half their lives by now #and our oldest one is around 16/17 by now #which means it's getting closer everyday and it bring me fear #but my cat son who i will die for is gonna hurt so much the day he goes and i'm not prepared for when that happens #hate being reminded cats will all die wventuay and it's gonna be heartbreaking #that was my 3am rant goodbye

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great my mom is pissed at me because i got stuck at work and food at home got burnt because of that

#i don't need more stress right now #i'm just tired let me be for five minutes

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my mom: how would you survive a day on only 2 hours of sleep you sleep like 12 hours a day

me, even going 0 hours of sleep some days: 🧍‍♂️

#ft my mom threatening to take her life once again #it's just so mentally draining at times can she stop #she keeps acting like i've never had a single problem in my life meanwhile i definitely need therapy #sometimes i just hate being here #most of the time actually #but for now i'm very much stuck here until it able to move out with the cats

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stop waking me up because you're bored plz

#i'm so tired #but ofc my mom has decided i shouldn't sleep longer than until 6/7 because she's mad at the cats #so she wakes me up and then proceeds to walk into my room over and over again to talk to me #please just let me get some sleep when i don't have work

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oh great my mom won't even let me sleep now out of spite

#aka she's mad i don't get up at 6 am like she does #so of course her only sulotion is waki by me up at 7 by yelling at me about how i never take care of the cats #i am so fucking tired both mentally and physically right now #let me sleep more than 4 fucking hours #and it's not like i can just take a nap later because she'll throw a fit over that too

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this is how it went right

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time to try and not have a mental breakdown at work

#i'm so mentally and physically exhausted #and in pain from falling with my bag yesterday #both my knees are completely bruised and just entire body in pain from lifting heavy bags #time to deal with people at work and being social and pretend everything is fine #fuck i'm so tired i just want to take a long ass nap

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i'm not used to getting emotional can it stop

#for refrence long distance sucks #and i usually don't cry over leaving someone but this fricking sucks