Heya everyone! Normally I don't post such things here but I am in great need!
I'm on the search for a roleplay partner, which is preferably active - or at least communicates if they vanish, so I'm informed.
Some info about me:Â
I'm Eli, 20 and FTM (He/Him) please. My time zone is CEST but I'm up at night so I don't mind anyone from a different zone.Â
Seeking for:
Over 18!!! Since I would like to include NSFW content. I'm not comfortable with writing a RP with minors in general.
I only RP over discord since Tumbr is giving me one hell with notifications and I prefer to make a server.
OCxOC and MxM - I have a few OCs ready but I'm not against making a new one for a certain plot or preference.
I write in third person, literate and asking for 2 - 3 paragraphs per response but I don't mind more or in general longer replies.Â
I'm into all sorts of genres but I absolutely adore fantasy or supernatural stuff. Something I don't tend to do is Mafia (Just not my cup of tea) but something like a guild in a Medieval fantasy setting would be alright. I also love darker stuff, lots of angst and drama.
Considering NSFW I will gladly be a switch or take upon the submissive role but I wouldn't want to dom entirely. I have few limits but I ask that they are respected as I will respect yours - Also Considering general triggers or limits for the RPÂ
I do like to make pinterest boards or playlists, looking for reference or aesthetic which fit for the RP and send it over. It's not a specific requirement but I really like to get to know my partner a bit and build around the RP as well. If you're not that type of person, I will of course leave that out.
I also double if needed or wanted
If you're interested, shoot me a message and we can discuss furtherly. I'd love to work a plot out :)
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Frostiron smut drawn by me under the cut, had to censor it though or tumblr will come for me ^^ Still only 18+ please
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The person I reblogged this from is someone I enjoy seeing on my dashboard.
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Who am I? (Trigger warning!!!!)
Pairing: Bucky x Reader
Warnings: Angst, mentions of rape and abuse, fluffy ending)Â
Summary: You canât let go of the past, and he was part of your past after all. Nothing but pain and walking on eggshells, Bucky is there to help you forget.
Notes: This is very personal since Iâm still trying to find peace with my past, please donât read it if it triggers you. Stay safe <3 Itâs also very short but oh well.
Word count: 800
There you sat on the kitchen table, a small glass filled with Tonyâs scotch in one hand and your phone in the other, 4: 24 AM and no sleep in sight, since the breakup you turned to alcohol. The past kept you up, when you were younger, you always thought: How can women be like that? How can they stay in such a relationship even if their partner is bringing them nothing but pain? Looking back, you saw what he did to you, talked you down, called you dumb, and tried to shatter your family. Not to forget the one thing you realized even later, way too late even, that rape didnât just happen with strangers. You could prevent it back then but what if you hadnât been able to and what about the women that couldnât? The guilt crawled up your back, what if Iâm just overreacting? You shook your head trying to wake you from those thoughts.
You didnât hear the steps approaching from behind but you did hear the screeching of the chair being pulled from the table. With wide eyes, you looked up to see Bucky sitting down across from you. âCouldnât sleep?â He asked in his raspy voice, still filled with sleep. It sends a shiver down your spine. âI could ask you the sameâ His eyes looked tired and he was probably only up because of a nightmare. A sigh escaped your lips and your gaze met with your glass. âItâs been days since I had a full night of sleep.â Tears began to blur your vision but you made sure to hide them away. âDonât be so dramatic.â Shot through your head. âItâs not that bad, I have problems too.â Thatâs what he had always told you, once you tried to open up. How could you stay 3 years together with that jerk?
âYou okay doll?â His voice ripped you out of your mind and for a moment you thought about it, your heart began to pound against your rips, breathing became harder and harder until you finally couldnât hold it in anymore. You wanted to scream but all that came out was just heavy sobbing and all the tears you always held back every day for the last couple of weeks so no one would think youâre weak and you made sure to try extra hard with everything, so no one would think youâre dumb and donât forget to be extra nice too, so they would like you. Bucky stared at you in shock silent for a moment until he got up and walked over to you everything seemed unreal in your panic and his steps were distant. He kneeled down to your level, his heart heavy from the sight in front of him. âMay I touch you?â Your sobbing only got louder as you threw your arms around his neck, almost kicking away the chair under you. You landed in his lap. âI - I just want to be n - normal.â You got out in between your breathing and the sobbing. He laid his arms around your waist and pulled you close to his chest. You hated to be seen like that, weak and vulnerable. âYou are perfectly normal Doll and so much more. Youâre so beautiful and kind and⊠just everything one could wish for.â With your face buried in his chest, you could hear his heartbeat, it was fast but steady, somewhat calming. âI am e - everything but that.â You whimpered and he only pulled you closer. âYouâre blind to whatever is going on around you.â You sniffled and wiped away a few tears with the help of your sweater. âWhat do you mean?â You asked quietly and he placed a small but sweet kiss on your forehead. âI planned a nice dinner with you to tell you this but I guess I can make an exception.â He wiped the new tears with his thumb away and raised your chin so you would look straight into his eyes.Â
âYou mean more than anything else to me and I couldnât imagine a life without you anymore. I truly love you doll and so do the others. Maybe not like I do but in their special way.â You could feel how your breathing quieted down a bit and the tears of pain and sorrow became those of happiness. âBucky I- â You let out a sob but continued âI love you tooâÂ
A smile appeared on his lips and his hand rested on your cheek. âNow shush darling, how about we cuddle up, maybe watch a movie? To get your mind off things? You nodded but couldnât let go of him not yet. Not even a few seconds later you felt how Bucky swept you off your feet, literally. He would carry you straight back to your room, making sure you wouldnât feel alone and sad anymore.
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Hey lovelies!
Today I will sadly not post any requests or the third chapter. I will however post a Oneshot later on, it will be on the darker side with much angst, fluff and Bucky.
Mostly since I needed that for my own mental health, sorry everyone <3
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MASTERLIST
Loki x Reader
Series:
We were both young (2/? Chapter)
Show me your heart (1/? Chapter) Might not be continued!!!
Oneshots:
So weak (Angst/Fluff)
It's beautiful (Fluff)
Why would you do that? (Angst/trigger warning/good ending)
You're not scared? (Angst/Fluff)
How could you say something like that? (Angst/Fluff)
Bucky x Reader
Oneshots:
Who am I? (Trigger warning/Angst, Fluff)
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Soon there will be more about other marvel heroes too. Also feel free to let me know if you want to be tagged for certain series, characters or even everything! Thanks for reading <3
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What is this hell site
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I CAN'T! This is amazing! I tried to draw him like 4 times now but it just WON'T WORK OUT. You're doing such a great job *-*
Iâm trying a new tool on photoshop!
But, itâs WAYY harder than what I supposed it would be. ^^â
So what am I doing with this: I just took a screenshot of the picture I wanted to paint.
Then I use the tool brush with the blending mode, and simply use the eye dropper tool to select the color underneath, and just start painting on an other layer on top of the picture.
Here the result so far
So I guess this kind of drawing might be called âcheating" xD and I agree with you ^^â
To be honest, I was inspired by @lindamarieanson-artââs on tumblr who draws VERY REALISTIC digital painting, and, I wanted to do the same, but I lacked the tallent, sooo, gotta do with what you got  !!
Mainly therapautic kind of art, itâs really relaxing so .. I donât mind too muchÂ
Anyway, the screenshot is behind the line. :)
Keep reading
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Do you have a masterlist?
I don't have one BUT thanks for reminding me to get my ass up and create one already ^^ Have been trying to avoid that for a few days now :D It will come up by tomorrow probably. Have a great day dear <3
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THAT REMINDS ME OF "I CAN'T DECIDE" BY SCISSOR SISTERS ASHDJFUFJNR
âi thought about killing you.â
Bucky finds himself obsessed with reader but can't decide if he loves or hates her.
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My inbox is open again!
Iâm writing reader insert for:
Loki
Bucky
Steve
Tony
Send me some ideas if you want, might be the good old there was only one bed or something entirely new. Iâm up for it!
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Iâm already working on the third chapter of âWe were both youngâ but it might take a few days longer than normally, Iâm planning a longer chapter this time stay tuned <3
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Thor : I donât understand. Why does Loki absolutely want you to work for him ?
Y/N : And why not ?
Thor : Because you are just a mortal who doesnât have any power and who doesnât know how to fight.
Y/N : He wants me to be his adivser when he will be king.
Thor : Are you even smart to do that ?
Y/N : Did you choose to die today ?
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Ideas make life great :)
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I'm- I'm just a disaster... like 20% lawful 20% neutral and 60% chaotic.
Lawful Disaster...
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Really needed to hear this right now
Write fanfiction guiltlessly. Do it not only because itâs good practice, not only because you donât feel like putting your energy into original stuff, but because you do feel like putting your energy into fandom. Write fanfics of epic proportions or tiny one-shots; write fluff or angst or cliches or tropes; publish the roughest version or keep the twelfth draft for only yourself. Do it without feeling bad. You owe no one anything; the act of creation is a gift in and of itself, and it doesnât matter if youâre creating fanfic or original stories or whatever else you want. All that matters is you enjoy it, because why else would you do it at the end of the day?
Write fanfiction guiltlessly.
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Just an experiment. Reblog if you actually give a fuck about male victims of domestic violence and rape.
Of fucking course
What sick bastard doesnât
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