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We can change so many times in our lives. We're born into a family, and it's the only life we can imagine, but it changes. Buildings collapse. Fires burn. And the next second we're someplace else entirely, going through different motions and trying to keep up with this new person we've become.

—from Sever by Lauren DeStefano

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“Right now I want a word that describes the feeling that you get–a cold sick feeling, deep down inside–when you know something is happening that will change you, and you don’t want it to, but you can’t stop it. And you know, for the first time, for the very first time, that there will now be a before and an after, a was and a will be. And that you will never again quite be the same person you were.”

— Jennifer Donnelly, A Northern Light

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Abandoned Places by Andre Govia

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Reverie by Léon Chen

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So, moving to a new house got a little bit delayed, but we're finally getting the keys in three weeks or less. I'm also working on three great art projects, while working a full-time job (I have no idea where i'll find time to pack).

And this is a sneak peek of my furute garden. Little part of big land I'll own by the end of this month 🥰

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North Bengal, India by Shantanu Dutta

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sometimes i think about how there has always been this dream version of me in my head who knows how to play the piano and can sing in key and charts stars by herself (and w her loved ones too) and reads so many books and studies diligently every day and is top of every academic pursuit and has all these skill-based creative outlets she nourishes constantly and does not have to compromise any of them for the other bc she knows how to budget her time and is not afraid of failure and does not let petty distractions like phone time get in her way. and i'm like oh. i want that really bad. like that truly eclipses everything else in my life