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lost-inthestereo-23 · 13 days

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just got shouted at in a carpark by some man who could barely speak English (I mention this cause I couldn't understand what he was shouting about at first), because HE parked badly and thought there wasn't enough space between the cars... well don't park so badly in a carpark where there's limited spaces, if you park over one of the lines that's your problem! also I didn't even park the car, I don't even drive!!! :L

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lost-inthestereo-23 · 1 month

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I so often put others feelings before my own, like when someone is mean to me, I'll make excuses for them for why they were bad to me, and then I'll feel guilty for feeling angry with them for the way they treated me... so whenever I feel angry with someone, it makes me feel like a horrible person, even though I'm the one who's just been mistreated... idk how to stop doing this urgh

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lost-inthestereo-23 · 2 months

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I hate eating disorder awareness week. I hate feeling like everything that I went through is still a secret that I'm too scared to talk about, but it's true, I am still too scared to talk about it, it's fine on here because I don't know anyone on tumblr, but only 3 friends in my real life know, and I don't think they know the extent of how bad is was, I hate thinking about it and knowing I still have to keep it to myself and can't speak to anyone about how traumatic it was, having a doctor telling me I could die any minute, and being terrified to go to sleep each night incase I didn't wake up... I still struggle now, but at least my weight is healthy, it only took me 15 years... 🙄 and then you have people online trying to police what people are 'allowed' to talk about, honestly it does my head in

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lost-inthestereo-23 · 4 months

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earlier today at 11am we were drilling a cabinet into the wall in our living room, and our neighbour started screaming and swearing through the wall for us to shut up... it was so scary cause he sounded so angry and I've never heard anyone in real life scream like that before, but like i dunno what we're supposed to do... he's got annoyed and shouted at us before for making noise in the evenings, so now we only do stuff on weekends (not that we went down much in the evenings before, we'd only been down 3 evenings in a years time span and he started banging on the wall and shouting at my boyfriend...) but like it's the middle of the day in the middle of the week, if we'd hired a tradesman to put the cabinet in they'd have to do it, regardless of him screaming at them... I just don't understand what he wants us to do, the house needed renovating by whoever bought it, there's gonna be noise, we're trying to be as respectful about it as possible, only doing weekends starting after 10am and finishing before 5pm, very rarely down there for that whole time period, this is the first time we've gone down in the day time on a week day, we thought that would be better cause he's unemployed anyway so it's not like he's working from home, but he's still screaming and swearing :'( it's making me scared to live there cause he's obviously aggressive and can't control his temper :( I understand that hearing diy noise is annoying, but we're barely ever down there, less than 10 hours a week and a lot of that time it's not even noisy work, just occasionally having to drill or hammer something into place, so the majority of the time he's got a silent empty house attached to him...

edit to add, this isn't an old man, he's in his 30's

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