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My soul just died, watching him kiss her in my dreams.

What is wrong with my head, are you so used to being fucked up dude that you are doing yourself this to you ( I mean me.. Duhh!)

#that bitch #my bloody valentine #stuck in my head #my dreams #my dreams are killing me #writer #my dead brain #my head is a mess #my head is killing me #my messy head

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I appreciate, that you are still searching happiness in every bit of broken pieces.

I appreciate, that you are still trying to fall in love hopelessly.

I appreciate, that you are still that dump, kind hearted person you used to be.

Don't let this rude cruel world change you.. 🖤

#mental heath support #dark academia #chaotic academia #emotions #words #manifestation #lets support each other #anxiety and stress shit #anxiety squad #you are not alone #we all appreciate #love yourself #we all are there with you #this will pass

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Breaking Bad

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You do learn to love someone by opening the door to your heart and your soul. But how do you learn to unlove that someone even after closing the door to that stupid heart and naive soul.

#late night crisis #late night talks #romantic academia #dark academia #chaotic academia #emotions #deep shit #romantic #dead poets society #feelin it #this breaks my heart #am i ranting again #rant post #a heart that yearns

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Quotes by Sylvia Plath, The Journals of Sylvia Plath

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Yanyi, from Dream of the Divided Field: Poems; “The Friend”

[Text ID: “stop fighting, but I am not / fighting. I am noticing / where I don’t exist. / I should leave.”]

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I could have said million things to him, but my chaotic mind wouldn't let me. As if, it wanted me to suffer in the silence of growing sorrow.

#self limiting beliefs #chaotic academia #dark academia #emotions #romantic #deep shit #dark asthetic #dead poets society #feelin it #september #september love

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If it's out of your hand , it deserve freedom from your mind too.

#self healing #self love #romantic #emotions #deep shit #dark asthetic #dead poets society #goodbye despair #yearning #romantic academia #a heart that yearns

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an archive of longings

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June Gehringer, “I get so jealous of euthanized dogs”

[Text ID: “the worst thing about love is / i remember it. / i walk around all day / thinking: i’m going to die / in the universe / you loved me in.”]

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My chest feels heavy, as if it's aching of the sorrow of not letting you choose to stay close to the soul that needs you.

The burden of not letting you walk into my heart, not letting you feel the desperation of how much the soul Iam keeping alive inside of me wants you.

#i love you #romantic academia #dark academia #chaotic academia #emotions #romantic #deep shit #my chemical romance #my poetry #my thoughts #my love #hopeless romantic #my words #dead poets society #classic poetry #my feeling #Dear love writing this in the hope one day you will read it to me and reply the same. #romanticism

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For a second there

I think I loved you.

I always use to preach to you that time did not exist

It was only a concept created to comfort the weakness of human minds

I still believe that, just so you know.

So, I’d like to reiterate,

That for a second,

A split second,

Or perhaps an eternity

I think I loved you

And maybe, 

If only for a moment,

Maybe, you loved me.

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You learn to accept the black holes in your psyche, don’t you? You accept them as a glitch, a fault of your own brain, mercilessly antagonizing your own ability to recount your life.

Fariha Róisín, from Who Is Wellness For?: An Examination of Wellness Culture and Who It Leaves Behind