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I’m so cooked it’s not even funny. I can’t even look at a picture of their hand without thinking about how much I want to hold it. I’m such an idiot

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sorry about my constant depressive episodes. its just that i have issues and also problems

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1991

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she play

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You're valid if you fought back against someone who was hurting you. It doesn't make you "as bad as them".

You’re also valid if you did nothing at all. It doesn’t make you weak, or deserving of it.

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Disability will have you thinking shit like “I’m not even that disabled. I can manage as long as I limit myself to very specific careers, never go shopping for more than an hour or two at a time, keep my plans open so I can cancel and stay in if need be, and only go out a few nights per week at the most”

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worst part about getting angry is how much it makes you want to be mean

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I miss you but I'm not sure if I want you to come back

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tired but can’t sleep. So anxious. Heart pounding. I really need to stop drinking…