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at Greenlake Park Seattle

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Literal communication

#greenlake

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Reading at Green Lake on a winter’s day

#greenlake

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Japanese Garden (at Washington Park Arboretum)

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Wine and friends (at Newberg, Oregon)

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Wildflowers (at Mount St. Helens National Volcanic Monument)

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Speed gull #angelisland (at Angel Island, San Francisco Bay)

#angelisland

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Starbucks Home Office

#starbucks #corporateheadquarters

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Green Lake Family (at Green Lake Park)

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The everything store #Flickrapp (at Amazon HQ)

#flickrapp

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at crater lake national park

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Grace Krilanovich interview and reading at 2010 5 Under 35 celebration My favorite book of the decade

#Vimeo

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at Waikoloa beach

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Warpaint

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A Depressed Person's Failed Review of Blue is the Warmest Color

This past month I have been more depressed than maybe any other time in my life. This is partially, or maybe mostly due to having recently been through the worst ending to a relationship that I have ever experienced. Some days I feel worse than others, and it has gotten a little better very recently, but most days leaving bed feels impossible. Sex isn’t appealing, drugs are only appealing insomuch as they make it easier to fall asleep and stay asleep for more hours than I normally would, I have consistently avoided social interaction as much as possible, I have something like 25 unread emails and I am late for at least 5 deadlines to submit writing to different publications.

I have had sex with 4 or 5 different people since the break up, despite feeling mostly uninterested in any kind of relationship. I am now experiencing a thing I used to experience a lot when I was living in Los Angeles of having sex with someone then feeling like I would pay any amount of money for them to leave my bedroom immediately so I can take Xanax and stare at my ceiling for an hour then sleep for 15 hours and spend the next day alternating between being awake for 1 hour and sleeping for 2 hours.

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