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#heart-breaking soul-saving #the things this is doing to me #cheng xiaoshi #lu guang #shiguang #link click

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I wanna push you around

#uugghhh i miss them #merthur #bbc merlin

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in a train right now, i can see the city lights and i feel so so overwhelmed

#oh to be out there

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Funniest thing in the world when people write an AU extremely different from canon, but they’re not willing to give up on the character building it created for their blorbos. Girlies out there fighting for their life recreating a relationship formed on a doomed arctic exploration in 1848 by replicating that same dynamic in a Great British Bake Off AU.

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now that i am a real adult i am starting to realise. media lied to me about the availability of rooftops to go hang out on. every day i wish i could be hanging out on a rooftop somewhere looking cool as fuck

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xie lian is hua cheng's god, but he's feng xin's prince

#once again going feral over this #ohhhh fenglian #the things you do to me #xie lian #feng xin #tgcf #heaven official's blessing

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random Gelphie doodle dump!

haven’t posted properly in a while but I’m mostly doodling and experimenting these days

#the girls #miss them #gelphie

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falling in love with the most obnoxious character like

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I drew this after seeing Yuzuru perform history maker next to Dean Fujioka singing 🦅

#so... no ice adolescence 🥹

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Saw the og meme and someone said xianle trio (100% correct) and I immediately made this then promptly forgot I made it for like 2 weeks lmao

#sobbing #xianle trio #tgcf

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⚠️ BEWARE ⚠️

the homoerotic girlbestfriend situationship CAN and WILL kill you

#what a way to go

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it's artsy friday!! have fun making some art!

bonus below: the bananitail (banana ponytail)

#canon to me #feng xin #xie lian #hua cheng #tgcf

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Link Click Musical - Song translations

The original lyrics can be found on Niebo's blog Credits for tl & editing: @mimicha-arts, @sgdlr-asdfghjkl, @sciencehawk, @elaraqwq, @chocolatexiaoshi

M5 (CXS) Back to the past

Fear and guilt fall upon, mingling with each other, Helplessness and indecision consume me I once thought that I would never lose you Now, how can I go back to that time?

When I lost your trace and the signal of our bond broke I realised, changing the game* would overwrite the original timeline

*Cheng Xiaoshi changed a score of Chen Xiao’s basketball game

You reminded me, But I misunderstood Complaining about you indifference It's all my fault When you suffer, falling into the whirlpool of time and space

I can’t see, I can’t hear, I can’t catch up, I can’t find your silhouette, I can't guess, I can't speak, I can't think, I can't draw your traces Which time and space have your whereabouts? Will you be erased completely, disappear? As long as you can be saved, I do whatever it takes

Can I turn back the clock hands, Go to the past, pause time, and restart again? But a thousand pasts create all the futures

Even if we go back to the beginning, Even if you and I haven't met Let time restart again I have to go back and save you ~ As long as you can be saved, I do whatever it takes

M10 (LG) Broken time

Looking at you, lost in thoughts, I feel powerless Ridiculous me - feeling wronged, unable to voice it My lies unraveled Looming words of break up divide us, our shared history pales Meetings and farewells, the bitter end is an ending too

If you were to start all over again, you could make a mistake - rewrite someone's life And if I remained indifferent, let you get in trouble, how would you feel now? Would you blame me for staying on the sidelines, hiding the truth, for not warning you? False hopes impact the mission Inflamed emotions betray the trust

The light outside the doors has dimmed, There is no way to find a compromise, to make a different choice Despair holds hands with bitterness, leading me Behind the doors time is frozen - the betrayal is fanning up the flames Time pulls along the stubborn you and the conceited me

This rule traps you and me - the harder you fight, the harder you fall The outcome, destined by fate, is not something we can rewrite Crossing two timelines, the predestination of fate is an iron cage No way to escape from the intertwining of past and present Night and day clash with each other like you and me

The light outside the doors has dimmed - time behind the doors has frozen Silence holds hands with the darkness of night, flashes before my eyes Keeper of the rules, interfering in the fatal game - this is who I am Time pulls along the stubborn you and the conceited me

"Past or future - let it be" I lost

Source (recording from rehearsal)

#link click musical is gonna kill me one day

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I just want to mournfully lie on the floor and listen to lc musical songs on repeat, I wish I could hear all of them,,,,,, and then reach the enlighten and finally fully stop being human.

#can i join? 😔 #link click #link click musical

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@roach-works // Melissa Broder, "Problem Area" // Mary Oliver, "The Return" // @annavonsyfert // Koyoharu Gotouge, Demon Slayer // Haruki Murakami, Dance Dance Dance // David Levithan, How They Met and Other Stories // Tennessee Williams, Notebooks

#growing

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bilf (book i'd like to finish)