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I've found out the best way to burn calories for me is to just clean my house. I burned over 400 just doing housework today. 🤣🤣🤣

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I keep going away but I don't really have much of a reason. I guess I don't really feel like I belong here. I'm old. (27). I have kids. I'm still fat (162 as of today). Everyone here is still young and y'alls journey's are so much further than mine is. It's frustrating. Sometimes I don't feel like I can make it. I don't know what to do most days. I feel so alone.

#tw ed things #ana boot camp #need help #thin-aesthetic #eating disoder thoughts #buliima #pro anamia #sad but true #tw eating things #thin #thinspr0 #eating disoder things

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I'm doing my best. Y'all stay strong. 💞💞💞

If you're reading this than promise to yourself that you will not binge the rest of the day. Not for any reason. Not for anyone.

It’s not worth it.

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Oh they totally just stretched out. I'm still fat af. 🙄🙄

Are My Clothes Baggy From Weightloss or Are They Just Stretched Out?: an anorexic psychological thriller

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My fat ass is desperate af

GUESS WHOS DOWN 11 LBS IN A WEEK??

Anyways this is a good luck spell, from your friendly neighborhood Satan. Lose 11 lbs in a week, like to charge reblog to cast.

#tw ed things #ana boot camp #need help #thin-aesthetic #pro anoxeria #eating disoder thoughts #buliima #pro anamia

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I got a food journal and a fitness watch. Let's see if it will kick my ass into gear. I feel alone in this. I desperately need an accountability friend.

#anarexx #tw ed things #ana boot camp #need help #thin-aesthetic #pro anoxeria #eating disoder thoughts #buliima #pro anamia #loose weight #getting fatter #fatass

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I promise to myself .. I’ll get my UGW 🍏

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💞💛💗💖🧡💝💙💗💚💕

I will lose 5 pounds this week

💞💛💗💖🧡💝💙💗💚💕

Speak it into existence

💞💛💗💖🧡💝💙💗💚💕

Rb to lose 5 pounds this week

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2019 please be kind to me

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TODAY’S choices are tomorrows body

Today’s CHOICES are tomorrows body

Today’s choices ARE tomorrows body

Today’s choices are TOMORROWS body

Today’s choices are tomorrows BODY

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I'm an overweight adult. I've had ED for over ten years but I'm still a fucking fat blob.

SHOUTOUT, TO...

…all boys with an eating disorder.

…all black people with an eating disorder.

…all adults with an eating disorder.

…all overweight/normal weight people with an eating disorder.

Because not only white, underweight, teenage girls suffer from eating disorders.

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I kind of vanished for a bit. I fell off. Been eating a lot. I hate myself for it. I lost my food journal. I think it was thrown out. I have to start over and I hate this. I don't even eat because I'm hungry. I just eat to eat. I'm fat. I'm ugly. I'm disgusting. I need someone to help me. A couch. Someone to text me daily and help me figure out what to do and how to do it. Someone that will remind me to drink water and not to eat. I'm just....over myself.....

#tw ed things #ana boot camp #need help #thin-aesthetic #pro anoxeria #eating disoder thoughts #buliima #pro anamia #it's not as simple as just eating #eating disoder mention #no eating #tw eating things #someone help #send help #pls help #frienship

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lmao i’m literally surrounded by a layer of fat and my stomach has the nERVE to growl at me like no bitch shut the fuck up and eat that

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I feel attacked lol

Bitches really be on here after binges to purposefully trigger themselves into restricting again.

It's me. I'm bitches.

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Reblog if you hate your stomach area.

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For the most part, everything I ate today I worked off. All except an ice cream sandwich I ate to cool myself down because I over did it a tad and triggered my asthma.

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it’s so annoying when somebody making a post venting about their ED mentions the amount of calories they eat and all the notes are filled with “omg 500 a day?? that’s a binge for me” like…..shut the fuck up. why are you flexing on somebody else’s eating disorder like seriously shut the fuck up