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with everything Ryan and Oliver have said in these past 2 months, if this is really going where it looks like and buddie is coming, they will put the whole fandom in cardiac arrest in their first interview post buddie canon.

#like seriously #i am TERRIFIED #my body cant take this oaskasokasasok #thoughts thoughts thoughts #911

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when i block strangers it's because i am sexy and smart and know how to curate my online space when a stranger has me blocked they're a fucking hater

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Do you know what ONE of my favorite things that Bathena does is? It's when they are on the same scene and they do that hand thingy, where they touch each other's hands. It's the single most sweetest thing.

#911 #bathena

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are you worried

About what? But yeah

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anyway, all i really want from 7x06 is maddie buckley-soon-to-be-han rampaging through los angeles in an increasingly destroyed wedding dress to get her husband back. everything else is just details, lol

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it's enough slices 😭

#911

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I was put on this earth to be mid and then die

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Tell me 'bout the first time you saw me // So High School

#tay

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everyone’s all “double album please” “she’s gonna do a double album this time” until she actually does. then it turns into “the album is too long” “this could’ve stayed in the vault”

#tay

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we might end up real close.

#sigh #911 #buddie #otp: you don't need to pretend with me

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I was born to love you, you were born wild and free, I was made to find you...

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I was thinking about my first bf (derogatory) and I know that relationship was me going I can't see I'm blind when it comes to the red flags, but I remembered a situation that happened more recently, like we dated in 2011 and this happened in 2022? I think? And this man has so much audacity in his body that he had the nerve to stop me in the street after I haven't even seen him in like, 5 years easy, to tell me I looked ugly with the black hair and that the pink tips made me look like a basic white girl (spoilers alert I am a basic white girl), he straight up looked me in the eye and said if we were still together he wouldn't have LET me dye my hair black (he was weirdly obsessed with my hair when we were together and when I tell you I went crazy with my hair after we broke up I'm not joking) and he couldn't believe my ex (we were still together at this point) had allowed me to do something like that. That man was a whole 20 yo man dating 15 yo me, he cheated on me and then FLED THE STATE, and he actually stopped me in the street to tell me he wouldn't have let me do something and that I looked ugly. Why do men?????

#when i tell you teenage anna had no standards or self respect im not kidding #lol #i love the time he was trying to back together with me after he came back from fleeing the state #and he put the link to here somewhere and i got like a bunch of asks saying 'blank loves you so much' #and i had to explain to a bunch of strangers that i was ignoring him BECAUSE HE TOLD ME HE GOT ANOTHER GIRL PREGNANT #that i was 15 and that man wanted me to play step mama #the girl wasn't pregnant but still crazy #i had like legit people saying i would be crazy to let a guy like him go #HE HAD CHEATED ON ME AND THEN FLED THE STATE #WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN #sorry i got irrationally mad about that sometimes #thoughts thoughts thoughts

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MATTHEW TKACHUK Lightning vs. Panthers (Game 2) - 4.23.2024

#JUST ONE CHANCE DUDE #JUST ONE #ugh #nhl #tkachuk

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I have to get ready for work & be like a real productive adult human person but how am I supposed to do that when OLIVER WON'T STOP SAYING THINGS I AM LOSING MY MIND IS THIS FOR REAL I NEED HIM TO STOP

NO BUT SERIOUSLY I NEED HIM TO SHUT UP FOR THE NEXT YEAR LIKE WHAT THE HELL IS HE DOING??????????? ARE WE REALLY SUPPOSED TO JUST EXIST WHEN THAT MAN IS OUT THERE SAYING THINGS??????????

#insanity #i really need a tag for asks #maraskywalkers

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Hiiii Anna 💕💕💕

I hope you’re having a lovely day/night 🥰

I had a color theory thought I wanted to share with you! So I remember you recent realized that there is a different color pattern for queer couples in 911 and it made me think of this! What if each couple has their own slightly different color patterns. Like all the couples follow a general format, but each couple has their own spin on it, something that makes them unique? I was also thinking that what if each core couple has their own color patterns that makes the unique? Do Buck and Eddie have a color pattern different than all of the other main couples? What about each of them? Do they have their own individual unique color patterns?

Let me know your thoughts! ☺️

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Hi baby 🩷 I hope you had a good day too!!

Okay, so, I have tried to find that pattern ngl, but I haven't found anything conclusive? Like, each character has their own color palette and we have the same combination of colors happening with most or all of them? Obviously, there's the blue and green thing, but like, bathena is blue and green in more a inconsequential manner than madney for instance, where madney seem to be blue and green in key moments of their relationship, their first scene, the hospital after Doug, finding out Jee is a girl, getting back together, bathena is just like, blue and green because they are in blue and green, like during malfunction at the station, or during mixed feelings, or in treasure hunt, or crash and learn to name a few examples, where there isn't anything bathena centric happening, they are just being a supportive couple, there is the blue and yellow with Henren, but it doesn't seem to be focused on their clothes a lot, there's the red and blue when it comes to discussing kids that happens a lot in season 3/4, with bathena, madney, and buddie during the tsunami arc and Henren have that combo a few times when discussing the IVF and fostering. And like, Buck and Eddie seem to have a few scenes in like, tan colors and blue, or like greys and reds, Henren is all about patterns, bathena has a lot of play room with fabrics I think, Athena has a lot of leather in her wardrobe, but like, Hen's color palette is patterns, and Eddie's is earth tones, so it's hard to tell if it's a couple thing or if it's just the characters color palette in use, does that make sense?

#i have thought about it but i dont know if it actually is something #911 #911 meta #i really need a tag for asks #🪐

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My dad REFUSESSSSSS to accept that no company is making electronic that are meant to last 10 years anymore and he keeps fighting me and my brother when we say that laptops stopped working because someone has something that was produced in 2012 that still works and he had a 2004 vaio that lasted until 2018 and he had a 2008 dell that lasted until 2020 so that means the laptop that was purchased in 2020 can't not be working or have parts that are crapping out already and I legit wanna scream. My laptop stopped working. I HAVE A DEGREE IN COMPUTER SCIENCE. I ran everything I could to save the laptop, there wasn't anything to be done, it was the motherboard crapping out, my dad still fought me for SIX WHOLE MONTHS that there was no way the laptop wasn't working anymore. Now my brother's graphics card seems to be crapping out, and my dad keeps mentioning a graphic card made in 2012 still working for data mining as if the quality of literally everything hasn't declined and THAT SOMETIMES THINGS JUST STOP WORKING. Static electricity, being dropped, energy surges, temperature changes, sometimes things just stop working, that laptop is four years old and my brother uses the graphics card to its fullest extent since he got it. It had enough. It HAPPENS. Sometimes ELECTRONICS STOP WORKING.

#jesus #thoughts thoughts thoughts