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DAY 23,did media play a role in losing weight-100% helped but not completely.

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DAY 22,lowest weight-113lbs,5’4.this was 6 months ago but I gained it back because I was only focused on having a summer body so I ate more and stopped exercising,now I’m skipping in a bathroom desperately wanting a cigarette and I’m going to the doctors later with scars on my arm.fun.

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DAY 21,fav diet-tea,gum,water,fruit and the maybe a smoothie

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DAY 20,clothing size,I’m 5’5 and 120lbs so go from there also women’s clothing is so bad I’m a size 2-3 in one store and in the next I’m a size 7-8 like tf

#an@recia #not pr0 4n4 #4n4 diet #low cal ed #low cal restriction #skiny arms #anreksia

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DAY 19,last time I ate fast food was almost 2 weeks ago (I was at my dads).He either doesn’t eat or eats everything in his sight.

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DAY 18,weakness foods-the usual ice cream and pizza.

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Iv been dealing with some depression lately and my therapist said I need more vitamin D,and ofc she recommends ice cream and cereal as the top two,so today my mom got ice cream for me mostly (I can’t purge) but the good part is that i ate 1000 calories today which seems like a lot but I’m getting back on track,that’s all that matters.

#an@recia #not pr0 4n4 #4n4 diet #anreksia #skiny arms #getting skiny #i will be skiny #to the bone

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DAY 17,so I have an eating disorder? Iv decided to ‘fast’ for a week (under 500 cals) so idk you tell me.I will bow down to the gum and tea in my house,lol.

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DAY 16,when did decide to lose weight? A moth ago I relapsed because I saw how my stomach looked sitting down lol

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DAY 15,am I vegan or vegetarian,yes I’m vegetarian and I do think it’s helped a lot with not overeating.

#an@recia #not pr0 4n4 #4n4 diet #tw eating things #model thins #getting skiny

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DAY 14,my UGW-90/95,I still want to have some boob and butt that’s the only reason it not lower.

#an@recia #not pr0 4n4 #4n4 diet #anreksia #getting skiny

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Ok so this is random but a couple weeks ago my teacher gave us donuts and I ate I a whole one,then she said “WOW bella you are so little can’t believe you ate it”my Ed serotonin went through THE ROOF!!!

Also at the mall of America this little girl said I was pretty and I usually don’t like like kids but she was so nice

Why am I mentioning these moments?well it’s because these two complements are literally the only thing keeping my Ed going (and other ‘do you eat’ complements ofc).

#an@recia #not pr0 4n4 #4n4 diet #only pro for tags #not pr0 mia #edtmblr #low cal ed #skinnnny #getting skiny

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DAY 13,am I losing weight in a healthy way?-no,like the past couple of days iv been eating “normally” but that will change when I go back to my moms/school because there’s not really any food at her place AND she always gets my weird low cal foods.The school part is pretty obvious but just don’t eat at lunch then lie to others about it.ok thx lovely’s.

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DAY 12,what I normally eat-whatever,usually not breakfast for school

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Bad news:I went to the mall yesterday and ofc my sisters got me a ton of food

Good news: I can’t go to my friends for new year’s,which is actually great because my friend used to have an Ed so her family surrounds us with food(yet again I have 0 self control)

#an@recia #not pr0 4n4 #model thins #tw eating things #not pr0 just for me #not pr0 mia #anreksia

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DAY 11,fav thinSpò0 blog-idk I usually keep the ones that aren’t grunge or all pink or dark academy,I like the kinda neutral ones to project your own self onto them yk?

I REALLY hate the ones that look like they are trying to sexualize kids-like gross tf(pls report if you do).

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DAY 10,the thing that was hardest to let go of was trying to let go of sugar,we have barely any healthy food and I don’t eat meat so ofc letting go of sugar and bread was literally impossible,still is.

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