lstheme
the aspiring fool
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No but Iām just so happy I managed to do that āļø I felt like my colleague and I were flirting for months but there were also mixed signals (from both sides) and I was unsure. My friends convinced me to openly ask him out for coffee outside of work and when we did that, there was absolutely 0 doubt he liked me
It didnāt work in the end but as my wise friend said Ā«Ā you went all the way and was able to make a choiceĀ ā¤ļøĀ Ā»
YOU HAVE TO WALK THROUGH THE DOORS YOU BEG TO HAVE OPEN!!!!! THE CHANGE CANNOT HAPPEN SIMPLY BY THE OPPORTUNITY PRESENTING ITSELF!!!! YOU NEED TO BE OPEN TO SEE IT, CHOOSE IT, AND ACTUALLY MOVE!!!!!
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I have found things worthwhile in this world: the kindness of a stranger, true friendship, the innocence of a child's laughter, the beauty of dreams, true love between souls, and the joy of writing, to name a few, and while I have also encountered the deplorable I wish to focus my eyes on the beauty and the worthwhile, the things worth saving, the things worth living for.
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Before leaving for school this morning, my 10 year old brother came into my room and kissed my cheek while I was still asleep (it kinda woke me up) š„¹
I want to write about it before it becomes a distant memory. Next year heāll go into junior high school, heāll be a pre teen, I know heāll face many changes and I know he will change, whether negative or positive. Perhaps he wonāt hold my hand anymore, perhaps he wonāt run towards me and hug me in joy anymore when I come visit him. Maybe heāll eventually stop asking me to play with him. Maybe heāll stop confiding in me.
Sometimes I think I sound like a parent who is scared to see their child growing up. But in fact, I do want him to grow up. I want to see him become a healthy adult. I want him to do and be as much as he wants.
I just want to preserve our bond- may the tender moments remain whenever we have the chance to reuniteš
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I just came back from my friendās birthday weekend. It was the first time I spent the weekend with so many strangers so it was a little bit of a challenge but it went really well!
Yes, I can socialize successfully.
No, Iām not out of place.
Yes, I can and still have to improve. I learn as I get inspired by and look up to other personalities. I learn as I experiment. I learn as long as I try.
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Getting older is fun i love to inch closer 2 the girl i dreamed of being at 14
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right now you might be in a situation that you think you wonāt survive but six months ago you were in a situation that you didnāt think youād survive and two years before that you were in a situation you didnāt think youād survive and the point is you will always surprise yourself and you will always make it through
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Not my drawing teacher telling me she would have loved going into medicine like me in another universe
Since the day I met her I keep thinking to myself if I had to be anything else I would have loved being an artist like her
I wanna screammmmm sheās my soulmate š„¹
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What does it mean when someone has deep talks with you, says they like you and admire you, shows they care, holds you, kisses your cheek, then ends up saying this relationship canāt work because of religion? What does it mean when they regret letting you go but have to.
I know the answer but I just like to ask for dramatic purpose
My relationships with men always have a bittersweet taste šµļøāāļø I spend fantastic moments with them, they treat me good, until I realize something isnāt right and I bring it up. We discuss, I help them voice out what they really think and feel, we both agree that this is a problem, and I end up taking the best decision for me.
Anyway, this is sad, but I donāt want to remember it as a sad story. This is me finding out I can successfully attract, flirt and create an intimate bond with someone, without using dating apps. This is me going all the way, although I was uncertain he liked me (truth is, he did!). This is me being liked. This is me finding out I still have it it me to like someone. This is me not ever regretting liking someone because I know when to stop if I have to for my own good.
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Iām so tired but Iām so grateful
For the experiences, for the love, for the emotions, for the people in my life, for what I get to accomplish
Iām grateful for the tender moments
No matter how short lived
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its really comforting to know that all the times i was at my lowest and loneliest in the past the whole time i had my self in the future and present who had survived those things looking back with love and tenderness and wishing desperately to offer comfortā¦i am my own guardian angel and i can use that knowledge when im struggling now and remember that somewhere there is a version of me that has survived this and is watching me with love and pride and joy in her heart
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