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My thoughts on expectations put into pictures.

Sometimes we are too small and need to stretch to fulfill other's expectations. When we fail, we disappoint...

Sometimes we need to make ourselves smaller and when we stretch to our real selves, we confuse and disappoint again

#my art #unfassbar viele gedanken #240412 #I crashed the car against a rock #it's still driving #but I was expected to take perfect care of it #it didn't seem like it was much to ask for #but it shows again how much I need to stretch sometimes

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Quote from the final episode of "Love, Victor"

Couldn't help but draw it...

#my art #unfassbar viele Gedanken #love victor #victor salazar #240408

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Quote from the final episode of "Love, Victor"

Couldn't help but draw it...

#my art #unfassbar viele Gedanken #love victor #victor salazar #240408

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A visualization of growing older

With time we are exposed to more and more experience. We soak it in and try to arrange it so they make sense. Sometimes we might feel like we exploded if we would let in anything new. But by letting go of old stuff we can find energy to grow again and rearrange to make sense...

#my art #unfassbar viele Gedanken #my thoughts #infp #240402

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The metaphor of TV shows

When you talk about how a TV show affects you, you don't actually have to reveal too much of yourself.

Some people do and that's so delightful.

Some may only see the boring plot, laugh at funny scenes...

Others may see metaphors, make connections to their own experiences and get invested in characters' stories.

I like seeing people through the way they watch shows and movies.

And through characters we can experience without actually having to do something.

#infp #introvert #my millennial therapist #who is not my therapist anymore #we are just 2 friends #and I enjoy how we talk about TV shows #recently I asked him what he as a gay vegan thinks of calling humans impossible burgers #as on love victor #and he... didn't even remember #but went on like his 16yo self would have had such a crush on victor #I'm trying to convince him to finally watch Heartstopper #maybe he'll finally understand bisexuality then 🙈 #240330

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i cannot emphasise enough how much you need to create something. anything. it doesn't matter if you suck. you don't need to monetise it, or make it your career. you can restart an old hobby; you can start from scratch. it doesn't matter. you just need to hold something and be able to say "i did that". baking, drawing, painting, writing, coding, crafts, whatever. make something ! you cannot have all your hobbies be a form of consumption. it's fun, it's great in its own right. but the single best action to make yourself feel better, to calm your mind, to gain self esteem, is to Create

#infp #as someone who draws every day #i feel this

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The X-Files (1993-2018) | Episode 4.14: Memento Mori

#the x files #msr #after all these years I still get feelings seeing these gifs

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There are few things worth saying.

— richard siken

this one punched me in the throat, knocked me unconscious, and then stole my kidneys. i'm just going to write horribly angsty fic now because OUCH

#good omens #ineffable husbands #I loved the last episode #my husband was irritated and wished they would keep it on an suggestive level

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Reblog if you’re 30 or older

This is an experiment to see if there really are as few of us as people think.You can also use this to freak out your followers who think you’re 25 or something. Yay!

#40 actually #but I feel too old for Tumblr

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This hits

#infp #too true

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#saw this on Instagram #looked at the comments #gillovny #most are like 'gillovny rises' #we haven't forgotten #neither has she #very sweet of her #gillian anderson

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Just posting some of my art here ... I really like how it turned out. It's my interpretation of the prompt "cheese" from a doodle challenge on Instagram

#pride #my art #drawing #rainbow

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Happy pride

I've been wondering why I draw rainbows every June and always feel a bit reserved...

Even though I'll never be an active part of the LGBTQIA+ community, I have the greatest respect.

Because more than any other community the LGBTQIA+ community promotes diversity, tolerance and inclusive thinking.

There are no preachers that everyone relies on. In my years on Tumblr I've seen mean people trying to invade the community and being blocked off.

Nowhere else the power of education is promoted so much. Know what TERFs are, understand why this is offensive, don't support them, boycott them, educate others...

There might be some different opinions but in the end ... people are valid being different and this is how a healthy society should be.

So pride is more than justified because this is something to be proud of

#pride #lgbtqia+ #happy pride 🌈 #I just wanted to let y'all know I have the deepest respect for you #and all those years I've been afraid to be told to shut up #but I don't think it's ever been justified #because I would never offend anyone #and the community is as diverse as a rainbow #so it's okay to be different

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Speak Your Language Day

BRINGING BACK THE DAY OF LANGUAGES!!!

This year's 7th of May 2023 we use our own language again!

A few basic rules (this is very much copied from the original UYLD creators):

If your language is something other than English, on May 7th you can speak that language all day!

Speak whatever language feels good for you! Any and all!!

You’ll blog in your language all day: text posts, replies, tags (except triggers and organizational tags), the whole nine yards. Regardless of what language people choose to speak to you, you answer in your own.

Midnight to midnight according to your own time zone

English native speakers, if you wanna participate you can practice a second language you’re learning

The tag is gonna be #Speak Your Language Day or #spyld

Non-verbal, non-written languages (like ASl, dialects, otherwise non-written languages) are more than welcome!

Tag me in any and all non english posts! Or submit to your liking!

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This guy is really going to regret sitting down with Jon

#that's the first thing that came up when I opened Tumblr today #and it's so true #gun control #and drag shows? #wtf? #I watched travesty when I was like 10 and it was so cool #you are just creating narrow minded idiots by banning diversity

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Should I scold my therapist for calling me cis-hetero? (In a rather casual conversation - so replace "my therapist" with "a gay man I value and like a lot")

I mean, I don't care about labels.

But I always say "I live in heteronormativ" but I still don't fully understand monosexuality.

I would totally shock him but still I feel like it wasn't right behavior and has to be ... Called out in a way.

#personal #my millennial therapist

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#doomscrolling exposed