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so even if you try

and screech through my windows

I will never be shattered

like what you did before.

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(abandonment)

you have left me

a hollow house that

wishes it were still

haunted by your ghost.

~kairos

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Everyone calls me crazy

It drives them nuts proving that I am weird

Nobody seems to notice

What I speak is nothing but's real

My reactions doesn't wanna come out

My thoughts are crumbled up but they're hanging around

My reactions doesn't wanna come out

So I acted them out

My own pain surprises me

This old vain interrupts me

When you fell asleep tonight will you remind me?

Before you fell asleep tonight will you remember me?

This champagne and oh bloody mary

Will the devil springs & keep me up till you remember me

Someone please make me a liquid cocaine

Cause after all the rain and hurricane

In vain, in pain or in paradise

I will wait for you to say hello goodbye.

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I don't know how you do it, and how I let you do it so simply. I had thrown you out of my life because I knew it wasn't what was meant to be and I was but hurting myself by loving you. And today, when I looked at you again, I felt myself falling for you, again.

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I am becoming something I promised I wouldn't.

#quotes #poems on tumblr #spilled poetry #bts #bts armys #lovers #real life #song writing #writers on tumblr #writers block #song writer #sad poetry #sad poem

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You fooled me so good that I almost said 'I love you'

You wrecked me so bad that I almost forgot I'm alive.

Can someone fix me coz my tequilla cannot

If the reason is to leave me then why don't you walk around

And then come back when you're done with that other one

Cause baby if our love is this tragic

I should've closed my eyes shut

Cause losing my mind is tragic

And losing you is a one thousand thorn in the heart.

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You fooled me so good that I almost said 'I love you'

You wrecked me so bad that I almost forgot I'm alive.

Can someone fix me coz my tequilla cannot

If the reason is to leave me then why don't you walk around

And then come back when you're done with that other one

Cause baby if our love is this tragic

I should've closed my eyes shut

Cause losing my mind is tragic

And losing you is a one thousand thorn in the heart.

#quotes #poems on tumblr #spilled poetry #bts #lovers #real life #song writing #writers on tumblr #writers block #tumblr #writerscorner #song writer

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Will your picture and that bright smile will come alive?

Will you stop by if you knew I'm alive?

#quotes #poems on tumblr #spilled poetry #bts #bts armys #bts army #bts jin #bts taehyung #lovers #real life

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SEVEN MINUTES IN HEAVEN

Was it a miracle or just a game of flames?

After I start over, longer than how I say my name

Oh I always pray and get payed

For my sins that I shoved away

Back to that day when I saw you on that yesterday.

Am I too pessimistic that you got over me?

Too easily

Am I selfish, too numb that you crumbled my footprints?

So easily

Almost leave my fam so I can be with you more than infinity

Oh, you made me believe

That this time, this life and this love is for us to keep

But why are you in another's lips?

#bts #lovers #real life #quotes #poems on tumblr #spilled poetry #lyrics #writers block #original poetry #writers on tumblr

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My body is like a little lamp

With waves and gas that will burn you alive

Don't you dare come and touch

Coz' you'll loose a finger and mouth

Cause they say I'm dangerous

I am contagious

But I won't feel sorry

Because it's not my loss

I might sound like cotton candies

But I can rot your throat

Don't you dare come and taste it

Coz' you'll loose your tongue

And whatever is in between that thoughts

You kept on hiding

You know I'm dangerous

You know I'm contagious

And I won't feel sorry

Never never never

What you will do with all that money

If you can't have me

What you will do with all that friends

If they're not real

You have everything you can imagine

Except my name

You know whatever you do and whatever they say

If you don't have me

You'll never be happy

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My body is like a little lamp

With waves and gas that will burn you alive

Don't you dare come and touch

Coz' you'll loose a finger and mouth

Cause they say I'm dangerous

I am contagious

But I won't feel sorry

Because it's not my loss

I might sound like cotton candies

But I can rot your throat

Don't you dare come and taste it

Coz' you'll loose your tongue

And whatever is in between that thoughts

You kept on hiding

You know I'm dangerous

You know I'm contagious

And I won't feel sorry

Never never never

What you will do with all that money

If you can't have me

What you will do with all that friends

If they're not real

You have everything you can imagine

Except my name

You know whatever you do and whatever they say

If you don't have me

You'll never be happy

#quotes #poems on tumblr #spilled poetry #bts #real life #lovers #lana del rey #lizzy grant #song writing #sad poetry #sad songs #writers on tumblr #writers block

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I wish I sent you those love letters for every other year. At that time when the sky turns a little gray and the cloud comes to near feared-crying...

so I can shed some tears without anyone knowing.

#lovers #real life #quotes #poems on tumblr #spilled poetry #forever rain #rainyweather #dark sky

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“I’m not open with many people. I’m usually very quiet and I don’t really like attention. So if I like you enough to show you the real me, you must be very special.”

— Unknown (via perfeqt)

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SEVEN MINUTES IN HEAVEN

Was it a miracle or just a game of flames?

After I start over, longer than how I say my name

Oh I always pray and get payed

For my sins that I shoved away

Back to that day when I saw you on that yesterday.

Am I too pessimistic that you got over me?

Too easily

Am I selfish, too numb that you crumbled my footprints?

So easily

Almost leave my fam so I can be with you more than infinity

Oh, you made me believe

That this time, this life and this love is for us to keep

But why are you in another's lips?

#bts #bts armys #bts army #bts jin #bts taehyung #lovers #real life #quotes #poems on tumblr #spilled poetry #lyrics #writers block #original poetry #writers on tumblr

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I hope heaven is one big party.

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Honsool ( Drinking alone)

I Don't Want To Be Sober

[Verse 1]

Again, finishing my daily routine for today

Waking up lonely

And returning home straight away

Dressing-up nicely

When I step through the door

Building my courage

I come face-to-face with time in its entirety

And try to survive throughout the day

The room filled with silence

They said it was easy

After a shower

But why am I drowning?

I detoxify with alcohol

Don't want to be sober

The full stop to this day, which I barely remember, might just be alcohol

Cause even if I stop, no one will notice

I somehow got through my exhausting daily routine, uh

So I'll just continue till I crawl to bed, why would I care?

Skull-crushing schedules, hm, are three to four in a week, uh

Cause even if my head burst, breathe only once in a week, no one will care

I'd eat just enough and sleep, well, though I'm unable to sleep

My drinks can rock me to sleep and delete every shit

I'll worry about tomorrow's things tomorrow, fuck I don't care

Atleast for a moment I'll forget cause things don't get better after bed.

[Chorus]

Now I'm feelin' like I'm flyin'

Now I am falling (hmmm...)

Now I'm feelin' like I'm flyin'

Now I am fallin' (hmmmmmm...)

[Verse 2]

I've come to not have side dishes anymore, because I feel like I'd throw up if I were to stuff myself with something

Every day I wake up so I can fall asleep again, and pray that my time will stop one day

As I slowly get intoxicated, let's try to be honest about my life

No one is ready to hear, I never let them feel

Oh yeah, money, honor, wealth

This money, career, sealed papers to keep

The trophies and stadiums

And the demon raging inside of me

Sometimes I'm scared of them

The places I've travelled to find the real me

I'd felt like I wanted to run away, hm

I cannot run away, I wan't to hide away

I thought when you became a superstar, you'd live life partying every day

They said when you grew up, you can do whatever you want

Expectation hits reality hard on the back

Expectations is a fucking scam that will slap you upfront

Well, it doesn't matter

Couldn't care less

Tomorrow comes again and gets dark

Reality will come back tomorrow for you to face

Me that's like this, you that's like that

I heard your story, and this is mine to tell

Well, we're just enduring another day

It's kinda funny, can't wait for this pain to end.

[Chorus]

Now I'm feelin' like I'm flyin'

Now I am falling.... (hmmmmm...)

Now I'm feelin' like I'm flyin'

Now I am fallin'.... (hmmmmm...)

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credits to genius.com for the English translation of the song "Honsool" by #AgustD (though I am not sure if the translation is accurate 😅)

Anyways, I tried to make my own lyrics based on how I felt the song Honsool. And I'm sorry if anyone find this or my words disturbing at some point. I've been depressed lately, and the only way on how to deal my everyday life is to listen to music and write some lyrics too.

#bts #bts armys #lyrics #agust d #min yoongi #yoongi x you #bts army #rm bts #bts jin #bts yoongi #bts jhope #bts taehyung #bts jimn #bts jungkook #permission to dance #butter #bts dynamite

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Sunset 😍

#sunset #lovers #sky lovers

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"If you'd had known it was the last time, would you have done anything different?"

"I think I would have stayed longer."

"In what part? Which moment?"

"Every one."