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Hello I hate doing this.

Midway January of this year, I was living with four other people who were in entangled in their own issues and it would get to the point where I felt unsafe. I had called my parents, who I haven’t spoken to in over six years, begging them to allow me to move in and which they gave me a list of rules and I gladly accepted them. They had my third oldest brother drive back home since I do not have my license and once we arrived, we went out for drinks and once we came back, he berated me for over an hour bringing me to tears. Basically saying that I was just a lazy, spoiled child who wanted everything and that wasn’t the case, I just wanted a family that would actually listen to me.

While I was staying with my parents, it took me over a month to find a job and it was the heb 30 minutes away from me and I was excited because I’ve worked at heb before, but it was part time so I was typically working on two to three days a week. That’s just how grocery stores work, but fast forward a couple of weeks later and my mom is in a major accident, flipping her car and breaking her spine along with major damages to herself. At that point, my father knew he couldn’t help me anymore and my second oldest brother offered that I moved in with him. But prior to the accident, my father and I spoke about how I would need to help them in the future, claiming that I would have to be their caregiver which I told him that wouldn’t be the case because I do not plan on staying here forever. I only wanted to get my license and save up for another apartment.

So I got transfer to an heb closer to my brother’s job after a month of silence. During that month I was off, my brother and I came to the agreement that I would pay him 250 for the rent, which I agreed to. He also stated about gas money which I assumed that would be included into the rent. Until it wasn’t, his girlfriend had texted me last week asking when I can pay them their gas money back and I had asked her, why? I already paid y’all 250 for the month and that’s when I was informed that gas money wasn’t included and each trip would be 5 dollars but here’s the catch, if my second oldest brother had to leave the house. It would count as one trip and the trip back was another 5 dollars and I told her that I feel like you’re taking advantage of me because I get paid weekly and at this point I was trying to reduce my debts and I was able to finally get groceries for once. Groceries take a massive chunk of my money because what I do is absolutely energy draining and I go through food like it’s nothing. It lead us to getting into a massive argument and I told him that it’s not right and that since he doesn’t want to teach me how to drive the end of his bargain is useless. Driving school for an adult is close to a grand, I already have bad driving anxiety and this wasn’t helping me. I also asked him if I wanted to be taught how to drive, would you charge me gas money and he said yes. I wouldn’t win in this situation, so I was like I’m gonna cool off and then we’ll talk more and then this man texted me saying that I would need to pay an additional 65 dollars because his girlfriend’s mom will not pay for the WiFi anymore and that’s 130 dollars.

I told him give me until the 15th of May to find another place to live because I’m not gonna sit here and allow you to take advantage of me. He had also mentioned off handed that once I did get my license, I would put him and his girlfriend on my insurance because they’re not legal anymore. Both of them have no licenses and got into wrecks beforehand. I have two options, I can rent out an Airbnb for a couple of months or I can put a deposit down on a room. I truly don’t expect much help, but even sharing this would make me happy. I want to be able to write again without the fear of being homeless because my second oldest brother just takes and takes until you’re nothing in his eyes. This situation has caused me to slip back into harmful ideology and I’ve already attempted once and I would like to avoid it again. There’s a room close to my job that’s cost in total 1100 for the deposit and first month’s rent. You don’t have to donate just reblog and thank you so much

#someone help #send help #this is cry for help

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How do you not agree with that Carlos was faster and even if they had told him he most likely wouldn’t cooperate.

Personally, they're prioritizing a driver they're letting go over the one they're keeping. Wouldn't you rather keep the driver your keeping happy and with a podium but instead they're saying screw it fight for podiums? Whenever it comes to Charles and Carlos fighting I've noticed that when Carlos is behind Charles they let them race, but switch the positions and Charles is almost always told to hold positions.

It's odd, Ferrari has always shown they don't care if Leclerc is happy or not. With how long Charles has been there id prioritize him since he's the driver we're keeping than the one you've let go.

It doesn't make sense to me 🤷🏻‍♀️

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god take all of Logan's suffering and give it to Christian Horner

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me @ williams after seeing logan crash out during practice with alex’s ‘repaired’ car:

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i don’t know how many more forza logan sargeants i have left in me

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CARLOS P1

CHARLES P2

LANDO P3

Crazy ass race, Mercedes two DNFs, Max DNF. I hope George’s chassis isn’t damaged

#live tweeting: f1. #f1 australian grand prix

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They brought up Singapore immediately 😭

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GR CRASHED ON THE LAST LAP, FUCKING HELL

#live tweeting: f1. #f1 australian grand prix

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But Yuki in P9 currently, I’m really excited for him

#live tweeting: f1. #f1 australian grand prix

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I feel like the race today is going to be carnage, again. Midfield is going to be collision central but at least Alpine will escape unscathed this year at the back of the pack.

Is it bad that I want Alex to have a little whoopsie in the car just so we can have justice for Logan?

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Lewis is having engine failure?!!? WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS RACE

#live tweeting: f1. #f1 australian grand prix

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Like I’m not max girlie but it such a fucked up way to go

#live tweeting: f1. #f1 australian grand prix

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I feel like the race today is going to be carnage, again. Midfield is going to be collision central but at least Alpine will escape unscathed this year at the back of the pack.

Is it bad that I want Alex to have a little whoopsie in the car just so we can have justice for Logan?

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Max was complaining about his car in fp3 and in qualifying, what the fuck was Red Bull doing!?

#fave recs #live tweeting: f1. #f1 australian grand prix

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IT MELTED???? HE HAS RETIRED??? WTF????

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wtf is going on? Bruh max’s brake is on fire

#live tweeting: f1. #f1 Australian Grand Prix

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If this doesnt make you angry then you are a heartless demon

I am fucking done with israhell and their stupid excuses. I will never forgive or forget what israel has done. Fuck "oct 7", israel has been attacking RELENTLESSLY after oct 7 and news flash, it has been attacking BEFORE OCT 7, just not on this scale! So fuck israel, fuck usa and fuck all yall zionists.