luvalwayslanora

[luvalwayslanora]

I heard blondes have more fun 😋!!

#black women #cute #blackgirlmagic #qwoc #gwlg #black tumblr #black beauty #pretty #goodmorning #postoftheday #girly girl #feeling myself #black qwoc #gender fluid #morning post #blonde #blond girl

[luvalwayslanora]

I legit feel like I’m losing my shit …..

Everything in my mind is driving me crazy and I’m working so hard to be okay. I can’t do this anymore.

It’s hurts to bad, yet I have to pull it together. I need to believe in me more than ever !

11/07/2023

#black adhd #fighting depression #depressing post #anxeity #generalized anxiety disorder #autistic thoughts

[luvalwayslanora]

My journey to share has started, I hope it helps others and I can show more of who I am too ☺️💕!! It’s always been a goal of mine and now I’m ganna achieve it with trying to be consistent and dedicated even on the hard days life throws at me ! If you do check it out , I hope you like it ✨!!

#black adhd #black tumblr #newpost #new youtube videos #youtube #dating #advice #special interest #fighting depression #big mood #black autistic #blackgirlmagic #video post #youtube channel #youtube content #personal growth #goals #shareyourstory #fall vibes #storytime #moving forward

[luvalwayslanora]

Good morning 🎶

#cute #black women #blackgirlmagic #black girls #gwlg #qwoc #black tumblr #morning post #positivevibes #black adhd #autistic things #black qwoc #fall vibes #november #divine feminine #enjoy your femininity #mood of the day #drake #video post #goodmorning #being me #me #black beauty #tumblrgirl #tumblrposts #newpost #fun in the sun #happy moments #good mood #positive side of depression

[luvalwayslanora]

I donno anymore.

It’s like every time I find a happy part to my life, the part of where I truly wanna be makes me wanna cry. I’m content, thankful and making my way forward from the hurt and still I wonder if that part is ganna happen soon now that I’m getting better 😞..

#black girls #fighting depression #sharing thoughts #overthinking #managing anxiety #tumblrposts #qwoc #deep thoughts #self healing #healing

[luvalwayslanora]

#girly things #black qwoc #girly aesthetic #pretty nails #cute cosplay #feeling good #black femme #subscribe #newpost #new youtube videos #tumblrgirl #makeup tumblr #pretty things

[luvalwayslanora]

This P😼ssy Tight Like A Nun !!

#black girls #qwoc #black qwoc #gwlg #cute cosplay #cosplay #costume #november #newpost #black tumblr #blackgirlmagic #selfie #nails #tumblrpic #cute #black women #black beauty #divine feminine #girly aesthetic #subscribe #new youtube channel #new youtubers

[luvalwayslanora]

Welp. Where shall begin ….

Did an interview for a new position, already in overthinking how my life will be. Wondering if I need to push or if I should focused on what I have … 😩!

#sharing thoughts #overthinking #generalized anxiety disorder #life struggles

[luvalwayslanora]

She’s baccckkkk !!

#cute #black girls #qwoc #goodmorning #black adhd #selflove #divine feminine #black qwoc #morning post #beautiful lips #lip sync #tumblrposts #masego #rnbmusic #babesofinstagram #no negative vibes #pretty #self postivity #postoftheday #youtube

[luvalwayslanora]

It’s Official:

To my fellow tumble people, I’m sharing this news in better spirits than I was yesterday. I have been assessed and diagnosed on the spectrum of Autism 😳😌. It’s been one hell of a journey, one I did not even see myself going through. I waited a year, it was a 3 part assessment, my anxiety kept creeping up I shook my thoughts and told myself “Just be yourself, no matter what the results are, show them who Shanise is 🙈!”On this platform using tumbler it helped me be brave to show myself. Not only did it help me be myself, I was able to relate to so many people, explore comfortably owning my truth which allowed me to not hide who I am on other social media platforms and share my experiences 🙌🏾✨. It’s crazy how one diagnosis for adhd can open up so many gaps that are now being filled with my spectrum diagnosis as well. At the age of 31, I never thought 2 years ago I would of found any of this out. It all fits together and as I continue my growth of healing and learning feeling more sure of myself than I did growing up. Only down side is when others I share this with say “You don’t look Autistic 😑!” Um, what is something that you feel eternally and mentally suppose to look like ? I’ll wait. The stereotype needs to end yet that’s been my life since I was born into this world as a female black child and that alone has a list that hurts. So who am I now ?

A strong Bisexual Neurodivergent Woman of Colour 👊🏾🧡♾️✨!!

#blackgirlmagic #qwoc #black tumblr #actually neurodivergent #autistic spectrum #adhd and autism #motivatedmindset #postive thoughts #self love #self healing #adhd #cute #tuesday vibes #inspiration #neurodivergent #autistic women #black femininity #black autistic #gwlg #black women #mood of the day #black adhd #black and proud #black beauty #self discovery #self worth #actually autistic #black and beautiful

[luvalwayslanora]

Alrighty,

so on my little journey away it’s been surely something. There’s been little delays and now it’s time to try the one thing I have never done in 31 years. ADHD meds 😳!

Am I worried?? Um kinda. I tried two others for like a week in the beginning of 2022 and just stopped completely. One of them had me very very very emotional. Like I would cry everyday 🥺😫.

I really wanna try to work on my time blindness. There’s a lot of shame there ☹️. And it’s not shame that I ever felt personally, just the shame coming from others who don’t understand. So here we go 😮‍💨💕.

Living in this world, rules are meant to keep order from chaos which yea, I get it. Just this one for attendance and the negative reaction to those who really struggle to follow this rule DOES NOT MEAN :

We are lazy

We don’t care

Aren’t mindful

Do this on purpose

Have no regard for others that it may effect

And aren’t trying to be on time

Using our neurological differences as an excuse

I’m just saying, I’m tired of it 🙄. As someone who has navigated life without treatment I can proudly say I’ve been able to achieve a good attendance when I’m calm, confident and at peace. Just the moments when I’m not and the anxiety acts up is a real ughhhh. Medication is a choice and I’m not saying anyone has to take it. This is something I’d like to try and see it can improve things I’ve been trying to do myself as best as I can 💗✨.

* High five to everyone else who’s always trying their best too 🤗!!*

#self love #adhd #black adhd #adhd and anxiety #adhd and autism #adhd feels #undiagnosed adhd #adhdlife #motivation #self esteem #self discovery #self worth #motivating quotes #motivatedmindset #inspiration #generalized anxiety disorder #adhd tag #blackgirlmagic #self care #just sharing #adhd awareness #positivity

[luvalwayslanora]

GOODMORNING 🍓✨

#black women #blackgirlmagic #goodmorning #mood #qwoc #black qwoc #neurodiversity #actually neurodivergent #spreading positivity #good vibrations #selfie #cute #self love #gwlg #black femininity #girly aesthetic #good morning #moringvibes #morning post

[luvalwayslanora]

It’s been a minute 👊🏾🧡✨! To everyone in the neurodivergent community your not alone with the similar experiences we share. And I love that my freedom on here to express myself during a dark time in my life helped others as well!

#black women #self love #blackgirlmagic #qwoc #gwlg #black qwoc #mood #adhd feels #black neurodivergent #black tumblr #autistic spectrum #music is therapy #video post #late post #melanin queen #goodvibes #good vibrations #spreading positivity

[luvalwayslanora]

#bubble tea #my favourite #adhd stuff

[luvalwayslanora]

#late post #late night #qwoc #black qwoc #in my feelings #black women #self love #blackgirlmagic #gwlg #expressing myself #mood

[luvalwayslanora]

Does anyone else feel hopeless sometimes when you finally have a moment to yourself .. that shit is annoying 😒

#fighting depression #overwhelmed #thoughts at night

[luvalwayslanora]

It’s crazy how holding yourself together takes so much work, all you wanna do is just fall apart 🥺..

#adhd feels #adhd and autism #late night thoughts #emotional rant #emotional dysregulation