madeinmadness

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There is no way people actually want to live: sure, you have some things that make life worth living maybe, but they are still distractions from how shitty the world is.

I guess the secret is in how to make those distractions enough to live off of.

Without those, i don't think I'd survive long. Its already hard enough as if is tbh

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PTSD culture is your parents recalling how bubbly and outgoing you were when you were younger and asking what happened, and you not having the heart to say it was the trauma they gave you.

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I’m a terrible person and everyone I love is suffering because of me

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not being able to kill myself is the worst feeling

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thinking about all the times i wasn’t good enough

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I'm so tired of trying, I just want it all to be over already

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Using dissociate instead of zoning out. Describing a hobby as a hyperfixation. Saying nonverbal when you want a bit of quiet. Saying intrusive thoughts because that must mean an urge like to buy coffee or hair dye. Do you know feeling off sometimes is a sign of autism? Lying is gaslighting. Everyone I dislike is a narcissist.

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Friendly reminder, cause I've seen a lot of these here lately, but anything that's like 'Reblog this or you're bad' is triggering for people with OCD and also just shitty to do in general

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i’m not posting the actual tiktok because it involves another patient being recorded without their knowledge and clearly not doing okay but y’all we were so close to mental illness being destigmatized. we were so close but now the general public sees mental illness as two separate groups - the quirky relatable depression and anxiety, and the weird cringy scary schizo-spectrum disorders, ocd, personality disorders, and so on. #mentalhealthmatters as long as it’s not one of those weird scary illnesses

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People who pin clearly abusive situations on a lack of communication or setting “boundaries” have the same energy to me as people who think rape is caused by lack of education on consent

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im laughing about it , but it actually hurts . so fucking much . i just want everything to be over .

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having your sh scars visible is so weird because i dont want my family to see them but i want my teachers, friends and strangers to see them to feel valid??? anyone relates…

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I've been so ashamed of the fact that I'm me

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oh for fucks sake!!! Just let me die already i don’t want to be here anymore!