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makatang-iska · 2 months
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There are a million things I want to do
Not one of them has something to do with you
But alas, I cannot tell that to you directly
I am losing it, I need to find the old me
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makatang-iska · 4 months
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Counting the days until I am out of here.
There is nothing that I hold dear.
Nothing compels me to stay anymore.
Gonna go knock on a different door.
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Counting the days until I meet my people.
Hahaha, hope it won't be a complete overhaul.
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Fin
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makatang-iska · 6 months
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It has been a while since I have drawn them.
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makatang-iska · 8 months
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it’s been several years at this point and every time i think of crowley and aziraphale i lose my mind all over again i mean jesus christ
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the way crowley looks at aziraphale when his worries about being without his closest companion are quieted!!!!!!!
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the appreciative glow coming off of aziraphale when crowley surprises him again and again and he realizes what true tenderness looks like!!!!!!!
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the undivided and unwavering attention they give each other in their every interaction, as if they could put everything aside for more of this!!!!!
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it just kills me inside!!!!!!!
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makatang-iska · 8 months
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heaven is not fit to house a love
like you and i
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makatang-iska · 8 months
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Ang cute po nila together. Good Omens Season 3 please.
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First look Vs Last Look
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makatang-iska · 8 months
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Why no ones talking about this?
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Aziraphale has a lot of problems with self-confidence, and it's no surprise some people might have mentioned already him being useless in stress situations, always relying on Crowley and his decisions, but this little bit makes it so much more. Aziraphale isn't stupid or weak, he can make his own choices and create his own plans, choosing his own ways of dealing with things (which he also showed many times before, doing something on his own).
But Crowley likes helping him, and Aziraphale knows it. He is so stupidly in love he is willing sometimes to play an infirm chubby ball of loveliness and innocence just to make Crowley happy, because it's important for Crowley to show his feelings, to make sure Aziraphale know that he's loved and cherished and safe with him.
Aziraphale is such a manipulative flirty loving bastard and he doesn't even realise it!
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makatang-iska · 8 months
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The "Let me tempt you..." now, knowing was Crowley the first who tempted Aziraphale to eat, hit different
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makatang-iska · 8 months
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say yes to heaven say yes to me
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makatang-iska · 8 months
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Darling, you're not incompetent or an inconvenience. You're unlearned in an area somebody thought you were exceedingly skilled, but that's okay. It isn't a big issue. Ask for needed space or time. Depending on the demand, there may be a way to learn a skill and utilize what knowledge you do or do not have in other areas. Please, don't demoralize yourself because of a minor setback. Instead, prepare yourself for a significant incline as you continue to build and set yourself up for greatness.
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makatang-iska · 8 months
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I binged watch The Good Place again. The first time I watched it was when I was in college. Back then I did got some of the philosophical sfuff, but the main focus was if Chidi and Eleanor would be endgame. I was going back and forth with watching Lucifer and The Good Place. I believe I was trying my best to distract myself from all the stress that college brings.
Now that I watched it again, I know for sure that it's one of the TV shows that I would love to recommend people. It is really that good. If you're reading this and you haven't watch it yet, go watch it now. It got 4 seasons.
A couple of days ago, I was full of [redacted] ideation. I was feeling off. Then I confronted myself, I tried to get to the bottom of it. I came to the realization that I am so helpless that anytime the people I hold dear are going to cease to exist and I couldn't do anything to prevent it. It sucks so much. I feel like I am running out of time but at the same time I am scared to slowly see them drift away, gets ba?
I blasted How Do I Say Goodbye by Dean Lewis. And I balled my eyes out. I searched for their letter to me back at a retreat and I read it again and again. I am a sentimental person so best believe I am going to keep it for as long as I live. It helped--crying and reading.
After crying and finally acknowledging how I feel, I decided to binge the show. I cried a couple of times. I just love their idea of how the afterlife should be. Eternity is a long time and a way out of it is a pretty good idea. Also, a reform stuff in the afterlife is pretty cool too since most of us here are just forced to adapt to our environment. The more we are exposed to situations that force us to do bad things, the more we will do it. We all need a fighting chance, I am sure that no one is inherently bad.
Here are my thoughts tonight. Man, there's a typhoon right now named Egay. The winds are howling, but thank goodness no heavy rain here. But it's still pretty scary.
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makatang-iska · 10 months
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It all works out in the end; why can't it work out in the beginning?
Can't the universe take a hint every time we are heavy sighing?
We do our best, but it always seem not enough.
Is being in this world just a freaking death trap?!
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makatang-iska · 10 months
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Log 05/22/2023
12-1:10am
Ngayon na lamang ako nakapagdasal. May tampo kasi and guilt ako kay Lord. I was hesitant to join tita pray kasi baka di ko alam masabi or mablanko ako.
Pero nagulat ako kasi yung words nagflow na lamang. I got teary-eyed. Alam mo Lord kung ano yung nasa heart namin. We are praying for healing. I know I haven't been the best daughter to you, but I find comfort that you don't filter prayers.
I am sorry for being hardheaded. Please hear our prayer. Let Lola Etta overcome this medical emergency. Please Lord. We put our trust in You. Heal Lola Etta, Oh Lord. Amen.
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makatang-iska · 10 months
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To my Lola Etta,
I love you. We pray that you recover fast. It feels like an eternity waiting for updates regarding your situation. It sucks that we couldn't be with you right now. But you are with people who are capable of helping you get better, so it gives us hope.
Lola, forgive me for not calling after I heard the news. I couldn't bear hear you struggling. I love you Lola. I hope you were able to read our texts. Your grandkids are worried sick. We are pleading the heavens for your healing.
To those who do pray, please include my Lola in your prayers. Thank you.
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makatang-iska · 11 months
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The SOB I just let out 😭
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makatang-iska · 11 months
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Queen Charlotte telling her sons and daughters "please, for the love of God, King, and country: FUCK (someone appropriate). I am begging you: FUCK (someone appropriate). Find someone appropriate to marry and FUCKFUCKFUCK" had no right being that funny
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makatang-iska · 11 months
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“Virgins to the left of me, whores to the right.” OH MY GOD IM CRYING
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