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books I’ve read in 2024 📖 no. 024

Bride by Ali Hazelwood

“Some nights, when he’s walking past her door, he has to whisper to himself: ‘Keep going.’”

#the amount of times I've put down the book just to sit #and remember my adolescent self reading something similar on qu*tev #like okay spiral me back to 2012 i guess #books and stuff #bride #current read

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@themelodyofspring @appleinducedsleep

Kathony x Misery/Lowe

#so far this is all im getting from them #twilight coded and im here for the cringe #bride #books and stuff #current read

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JOMP Book Photo Challenge

April 03 - Currently Reading

Starting this disaster as a buddy read with @appleinducedsleep and @mangoslixes so we all suffer together!

#im not even halfway through and i have flashbacks go my early teens #bookd and stuff #moots #dream 🌸

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JOMP Book Photo Challenge 2024 |🌦️| April: 3. Currently Reading

Here’s to chaos and unhinged discord convos 🥂

@themelodyofspring @mangoslixes

#im looking #books and stuff #moots #anne with an e 👒

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I've seen this before, but it's been years and it just came across my Twitter in its dying days. The words are from a favorite author of mine, Maggie Stiefvater, and they are the words I most need to hear when it comes to dealing with chronic pain and illness. I didn't need this the first time I saw it, six years ago. I need it now. Maybe you do, too.

#💌 #reminders

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#💌 #on tenderness

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the biggest lie i ever told & how my husband came to protect it

for years i have lived this lie telling everyone i am allergic to peanuts because i hate the smell of peanut butter and it makes me gag and makes my throat feel gross after eating it and so i don’t really like peanut butter that much but whenever i used to tell people i don’t like peanut butter they’d get all defensive like “peanut butter is amazing how do you not like it?!” and then i’d have to go into this whole thing to defend my taste buds.

but then i got tired of it and started telling people that i’m just allergic to peanuts because that way it’s not my fault that i hate the smell of peanut butter - it’s now like i’m a sad little baby who will never get to taste peanut butter ever in her life and everyone feels sad for me.

but the problem is that i really love peanut m&ms and so now i can only eat peanut m&ms when i’m at home in secret. the only person who knows my lie is my husband. and so at work this evening we had a small celebration for someone and they had peanut m&ms and i really wanted some but obviously couldn’t eat them in public because then people would know my peanut secret. 

and so when we got home after work my husband tipped his jacket over and emptied his pockets and at least thirty or so peanut m&ms fell out of his pockets and he whispered, “i was sneakily accumulating them all night for you because i could see the pain in your eyes.”

and if that isn’t love then i don’t know what is. 

#love languages #💌 #on tenderness

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World shattering, like changing, Mitski slow dancing with a stage light.

#something about this is filled with tenderness #💌 #i could turn her into so many poems and songs that would make me curl up on the floor #mitski #jukebox #on tenderness

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#art #oh i love the details #fav

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please consider donating to CareForGaza

#art #palestine

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#prettyyyy #ceramics #aes

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people who only use conventional social media are so funny bc they’ll casually be like “can I see your tumblr??” are you Insane. this is no instagram or twitter. this is my vault of secrets

#exactly #misc

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mitskis publicist was kind enough to let me photograph her again tonight :) very grateful

#💌 #mitski #aes #jukebox

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#💌 #aes #reference

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Van Gogh details. x

#💌 #art #van gogh

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Fiona Apple in a suit of armor on a NYC subway photography by Joe McNally (1997)

#oh i love that #fiona apple #jukebox #aes

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The difference between 👀 and 👁️👁️ to me

#as a chronic 👁️👁️ user yes #but also it's not really fear? #mostly “what did you just say” giving fear sort of #also mostly judgement #but also intrigue/interest #misc