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martini-shaken-not-stirred · 6 years

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BTS Reactions - Another member is having sex within earshot

*I really hope I've interpreted this right, thank you for the request!❤️*

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Kim Namjoon:

Namjoon sat quietly at his desk; writing, scribbling out, and re-writing possible lyrics for the new songs in their comeback. When he heard a noise. It peeked his interest, possibly too much at that, and he went to investigate. It came from his roommate of 8 years’ room, aka, Min Yoongi, it sounded like a loud sigh, or possibly a groan, knowing that Yoongi had also been under the stress with producing new songs, Namjoon wanted to see if he could help or at least give Yoongi some advice. However, as his hand went to knock on the door, he realized that, he definitely could not help Yoongi in any way. He heard the noise of a louder groan, and another higher pitched moan from another person. Namjoon smirked, at least this apartment was seeing some action. Namjoon walked away quietly and went back to sitting at his desk and tried to continue his lyrics. Only this time with added headphones, and the volume turned way up.

Kim Seokjin:

Jin had just returned from being out with Namjoon, it was a weekly thing they did to make sure each other were okay. He was exhausted, to say the least, talking to Namjoon was helpful and it made them closer, but they had many deep conversations which made Jin’s head hurt, so he just wanted to go lay down. Unfortunately, the maknae of the group in the room opposite his had other plans. Jin lightly stretched his arms out and went to open the door to his bedroom when he heard Jungkook’s muffled but husky voice, followed by a giggle from another person. His eye’s widened in shock and he quickly retreated back the way he came. No way was he going to listen to any of that happening. No way was he going to look at the youngest member the same for that fact.

Min Yoongi:

Yoongi laid down in bed after a long night of finalizing a song he’d been working on, ready for the comeback that was right around the corner. He stripped off his clothes, got into more comfier sweats and laid down, burried in a blanket of warmth and comfort. “Hoseok-ah~ please.” Not this shit again. He inwardly complained and groaned into his pillow. Almost every night for the past week, Hoseok and his mysterious ‘friend’ had been having very vocal sex for the majority of the night, ruining Yoongi’s sleeping schedule. It’s like they only put their needs first! Yoongi had finally had enough, he begrudingly got out of bed and pounded on Hoseok’s door. “I’ve had it up to here with your constant need to be fucking around like rabbits when i’m trying to sleep! Either shut the hell up or go be horny teenagers some place else!” Yoongi suddenly perked up in surprise when he heard a soft reply of, “Sorry hyung~” from the other side of the door, a voice which was very familiar to him. Park Jimin...

Jung Hoseok:

Hoseok sighed at himself, he had awoken to the noises of doors slamming, headboards getting bashed against walls, bedsprings and the most significant; deep and loud moans. Hoseok decided to take a nap that afternoon, when Namjoon decided to text Hoseok saying, “Make sure you’re out of the house, i’m bringing company.” Which Hoseok obviously didn’t see till it was too late, and no amount of therapy will ever get him to forget the sound of Namjoon’s grunts and moans of pleasure. He couldn’t take it any longer so he dashed out of the house with his phone and his wallet heading over to Seokjin’s place, hoping for some comfort.

Park Jimin:

“And that is why we’ve done a group vote on why drunk Taehyung and drunk Jungkook should never be in the same room together, it’d be chaos!” Jimin stood in front of his door and smiled at Y/N. “Do you want to come in? It’s not that late and i don’t think anyone else is home?” Y/N smiled back, “Yeah sure! We can just watch a film!” Jimin lead the way and they sat on the sofa, scrolling through Netflix deciding on a film. “Oh i’ve heard good things about this what about-” A loud moan echoed through the apartment and Jimin turned wide-eyed to Y/N. “Jagi, i’m so sorry we can go if you want to, i didn’t know anyone was home!” Y/N laughed it off then caught sight of Jimin wriggling in his jeans and he put his hands over his crotch. “Jiminie, are you getting horny from hearing one of your best friends having sex?” Jimin blushed and nodded. “Then why don’t we see if we can beat them at their own game?” Y/N took Jimin’s hand and led him to his bedroom...

Kim Taehyung:

Taehyung stood in his bedroom lightly humming to himself whilst looking for something to wear. Numerous sweaters, t-shirts, jeans, patterned trousers laid out before him, yet nothing was screaming to be worn. He sighed and turned away from his closet in defeat, “I have nothing to wear.” Taehyung racked his brain one more time, and came up with a solution to just wear some brand new clothes, or rather borrow someone else’s that fit. Jin had close proportions to his, so he made his way to Jin’s room optimistically. He went to knock but he paused once he heard, “You feel so good.” His fist slowly fell and he awkwardly stood there frozen to the spot, his legs not cooperating to his brains loud commands to ‘get the hell out of there.’ Once he broke from his flustered trance, he slowly walked back down the corridor. “Maybe I can borrow something off Namjoon...”

Jeon Jungkook:

Jungkook was lazily lying across the sofa, one leg hanging off, watching covers on his phone. Yoongi was curled up asleep on the armchair next to him, with headphones listening to some relaxing music. Jungkook dropped his phone in surprise as he heard a loud curse word echo through the house. It sounded like Jimin, but sounded different that normal. As he’s normally clumsy, Jungkook brushed it off, assuming Jimin had tripped over or dropped something and started to watch a different cover song. Until the another noise was heard, no curse words. Just a loud moan. Jungkook blushed in realization that it wasn’t Jimin falling over or something similar, but the sound of him getting pleasured. He quickly sat up and awkwardly looked around, not knowing whether he should stay and have to keep hearing that happen or to leave. His question was answered as a louder more higher pitched moan was heard, “Hyung! Wake up!” He prodded Yoongi awake. “What now?” Jungkook awkwardly shifted on the spot. “Can we go? Anywhere, please.” Yoongi rubbed his eyes, took out his headphones and tried to wake himself up more. “Why? What’s-” Another, well timed, moan was emitted from Jimin several rooms away, “Oh...that’s why, yup we’re leaving.” They both hurried out of the apartment and tried to erase what they had just had to experience.

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Okay so thank you so much for this request! It was actually very fun to do, i just hope i wrote what you meant! Please keep filling up my inbox with requests! It makes me happy that i can write for you guys <3

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martini-shaken-not-stirred · 6 years

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Helloo~

Just a quick thing, would anyone be interested if i did some other kpop groups? Like some oneshots or reactions? I'm a fan on many groups, but as BTS is my ult i went for this to start? But if you would like to see that please request! PLEASE KEEP REQUESTING I'M BORED AND I LIKE TO MAKE YOU GUYS HAPPY ❤️❤️❤️❤️

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BTS Reactions - They have a crush on you

*This is going to be about how they act around you when you’re their crush!*

Kim Namjoon:

“Namjoon-ah? You in here?” You peeked her head round the frame of the door to the ‘Mon Studio’ and saw Namjoon sat facing away from you, with headphones, presumably working. You walked forward and gently tapped his shoulder to get his attention. Unfortunately for him, the single gentle tap on his shoulder was enough to break his trance and in suprise he jumped and hit his knee on his desk. You burst out laughing and sat down on the sofa behind, in between laughs you managed to ask if he was okay. “Yeah, i’m fine,” He took off his headphones and spun his chair to face you. “What brings you here?” You smiled at his clumsiness, “Well, i was bored and wanted to see if you wanted to do something? But i see you’re busy so-” Namjoon interrupted you, “I’m not busy yes we can do something, what do you want to do, i’ll do anything you want to do really, is it just us? If so that’s cool, that’s good i like you, well not like like you i mean...” You laughed and shook your head, “Joonie, shut up you’re rambling and i can’t understand what you’re saying.” He took a deep breath and smiled shyly, showing his perfect little dimples. “I wasn’t thinking anything big, we could just watch a film or something? That sound okay?” Namjoon’s cheeks went a soft tint of red. “Yeah that sounds great! I love spending time with you!” His eyes widened in realization of what he just said as he watched you cock your head. “I mean, i like your company, because you’re a nice person, oh wait no come on Namjoon, um i mean as friends you’re a great one! What the fuck..” Namjoon put his head in his hands, you giggled at his flustered state, “I’m sorry i must have interrupted you working and you’re now disgruntled, just come to my room when you’re done and we can watch a film.” He nodded and quickly went back to his work, silently cursing himself for acting so awkward.

Kim Seokjin:

"Okay your turn Y/N!" You rolled your eyes, the boys had somehow persuaded you to play a rather childish game of truth or dare. "Um, truth?" Some of the guys rolled their eyes at your safe answer. "You have to answer honestly, who do you think is the most handsome in this room?" You pondered the question being fired at you, then smiled. "Honestly? Jin." Jin's eye's widened and started to stutter. "Oh w-what no I'm not that handsome if you put me next to the others." Jimin laughed, "Did you seriously say you're not handsome? Are you okay?" The others joined in the laughter and Jin simply blushed and shook his head. "Did i make you flustered Jinnie?" Jin looked up and cleared his throat. "No, of course not." You squinted your eyes at him but shook it off and carried on with the game. The game continued long into the night and you had somehow fallen asleep on Taehyung's shoulder, but the boys carried on playing unbothered. "Okay now we can talk, Jin-hyung be serious," Jin gulped at Hoseok's directness, "Do you like Y/N?" Jin gulped again and hesitated too long so the guys made the assumption. "Shut up! You might wake her!" Jin said his eyes falling on you, then blushing as the others followed his gaze. "Oh dear he's in deep." Jin hit the maknae who sat next to him and tried to laugh it off.

Min Yoongi:

*From his point of view*

"Hyung~" Yoongi groaned into the pillow, in response to Jimin's calling. "Y/N said she's on her way, she's bringing food i think." Yoongi's head shot up and he scratched at his head, "So Y/N is the one who can make you move fast, damn I'm abusing that in the future." Yoongi was now fully awake and flicked Jimin's forehead. "It's not like that, she's just nice company." Jimin fake pouted, "Am i not nice company?" Yoongi replied with a straight face and a flat tone. "Not really no." He then got up to change, telling himself that he was changing to make himself feel better, not to impress Y/N, obviously. Yoongi stood in front of the mirror fixing the tiny imperfections in his hair from his nap on the couch when the door opened and Y/N walked in with bags of food. "Hey Jiminie~" Y/N greeted him and put the bags on the counter, Yoongi inhaled and walked out to welcome in Y/N. "Oh hey Yoongi." You smiled and he choked slightly. "You okay?" He shook his head, "I'm fine, just had something caught in my throat. How are you?" You smiled at his slight awkwardness, "I'm okay, are you hungry? I was thinking of cooking for us?" Yoongi bit his lip, "Definitely, i could eat your cooking all day!" Y/N grinned and walked back into the kitchen to start on the food. "I saw that." Jimin smirked as Yoongi broke from his trance. "Saw what, you brat." Jimin leaned back in his chair in a cocky fashion. "You're soft around her, you're completely whipped for her." Yoongi flicked Jimin on the forehead again and walked into the kitchen to help, hopefully Y/N won't notice the red tint on his cheeks.

Jung Hoseok:

*From his point of view*

"You two are literally a match made in heaven, i don't know why you haven't asked her out yet." Hoseok sighed, "I don't think she likes me like that, she sees us as friends and nothing more." He sucked it up, and continued to practice the choreography. "But. You have to date! Also, me and Taehyung are betting on this, and i want his money." Hoseok scoffed, "You do realise how much money we all have right? Why do you want Taehyung's?" Jimin smirked, "It's not about the money, it's about watching the light drain from his face as I'm declared the winner and he hands me the money." Hoseok nodded in agreement, he then paused the music and grabbed his water. "Anyway, back to the topic of you and your lover-" "Who's your lover?" Y/N walked in and made Hoseok choke on his water. "Well you see Y/N, hyung here-" Hoseok whipped around and shot Jimin a death glare. "You keep talking and I'll break your legs." He said through gritted teeth, Jimin held his hands up in surrender. "What's he going on about?" Y/N said whilst stretching, and it Hoseok had to use all his will power, not to check her out as she warmed up. "Oh um nothing he's talking about nothing. He's crazy you know." Jimin scowled, "I'm right here you know!" Hoseok smiled 'sweetly' at him. "Then maybe you should leave." Hoseok hinted for him to leave so he could be alone with Y/N. "Fine I'm going!" Jimin muttered curse words under his breath, and something about being whipped. "So i think we should do it together." Y/N stated matter of factly. "You want to do it? But won't that ruin our friendship i mean, you're very pretty and such-" Y/N went red and shushed him. "No stop talking, i mean we should do the dance together! Not the other thing..." Hoseok smirked and walked close. "Would it be so bad if we did the other thing?"......

Park Jimin:

You walked into the BigHit building and smiled at a couple of the employee's, they let in as they know your closeness with the idol group. "Y/N's here!" Hoseok shouted as you pushed open the doors to the practice room. You saw Bangtan sat around a table on some stalls eating. "Really?!" Jimin immediately perked up upon your arrival and span around to greet you. Unfortunately he misjudged the strength of his turn and he flew off the stall. The others burst into laughter, you giggled but went to help him up. "Thank you." He straightened himself up and sat back down when Jungkook mouthed 'smooth' to him. "So how are you Y/N? Have you eaten today?" Jin asked politely. "I actually just got back from the gym it worked up quite an appetite." You thanked Namjoon as he passed you some food. "That's why you've been looking so good lately." You almost dropped your food, "What?" Jimin realized he said that out loud and tried to play it off, "I just mean you've been looking a lot more toned." You smiled and blushed at him as he turned back to his food cursing at himself. The conversation grew louder, when Yoongi tapped your shoulder, "You know Jimin likes you right?" Your eyes widened. "What no he doesn't! He flirts with everyone, it's not the same." Yoongi shook his head at your naïvity. "No he's flirty, but he's trying to be smooth and flirty around you. It normally fails though because he's so clumsy." Your eyes wondered over to Jimin's, and were caught off guard to see him already staring at you. You sent him a soft smile, before he looked away shaking his head. Yoongi just grinned at you in triumph.

Kim Taehyung:

"BOO!" You shook your head at his playfulness. "You know, it's a lot less surprising once I've buzzed you into the building, Tae." He ran towards you and wrapped his arms around your waist pulling you in tight. "Why are you here at 2am?" He shrugged and slowly pulled back. "I don't know, i missed you?" You put your hands on your hips, "You're seeing me tomorrow, what's wrong?" He bit his lip, "I couldn't sleep and i wanted to cuddle." You 'uwued' at his cuteness and pulled him towards your bedroom. He sat on the bed, whilst you got some comfier clothes. "Here, change into those and I'll be in in a second." You turned around, and your knees nearly buckled at Taehyung's next statement, "Stay I'm comfortable changing in front of you." You turned to see him smiling, whilst shirtless. You smiled back and got into bed pulling the covers over your eyes until you felt the bed dip besides you. "Taehyungie, why couldn't you cuddle with one of your hyungs? I'm sure they'd be more than happy to." Taehyung snuggled into your side. "Because i like cuddling with you, and you're really warm." You smiled and ran your fingers through his hair. "And i like waking up with you, you're beautiful in the morning." Your mouth dropped and you went to protest, but you heard light snores coming from Taehyung. You smiled and pulled him in closer.

Jeon Jungkook:

"Noona look at this!" You sighed and turned towards the tv screen for what felt like the hundredth time, and watched as Jungkook got first place again. "Well done Kookie!" He blushed and smiled at you. "Do you want to play too?" You shrugged, "I don't know how to play." He smiled and got another controller, then patted his lap. "Come here I'll show you!" You slowly sat on Jungkook's lap and he wrapped his arms around yours and guided your hands on the controller, telling you what to do. "Like this?" You tried it for yourself and thankfully did it right. "Yeah well done! You're so good!" He hugged you and put his head on your shoulder. You two carried on playing, sat in the same position for a while until you felt Jungkook's grip get loose. "Let's stop, you look tired Kookie." You turned off the tv and went to let him sleep on the couch but his arms stayed wrapped around your waist. "Please stay with me noona." He mumbled in your neck, you nodded and laid him down, slotting yourself next to him. "This okay?" He nodded sleepily, and hugged you tighter. "I'm going to tell you a secret." You turned towards him and saw that he was half asleep. "I really like you, but you probably don't as I'm younger than you. But you make me happy." He entwined his legs with yours. "You like me? Since when? Why? And how do you know if i don't because-" you were cut off by his light snores. You decided to bring it back up in the morning, and just enjoy the moment.

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I WASN'T FUCKING READY JFC

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BTS (방탄소년단) ‘Euphoria : Theme of LOVE YOURSELF 起 Wonder’

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martini-shaken-not-stirred · 6 years

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WTF

OKAY SO,

I have no idea what the actual fuck happened because i went to go into my inbox to do some requests to make up for being so inactive and they’ve all gone... i’m sorry if you requested something, i sadly can’t remember any as it’s been a while since i checked it :( BUT PLEASE KEEP REQUESTING SOME THINGS, I LIKE TO MAKE YOU GUYS HAPPY!

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I'm sorry but..

How

Ngl I enchourage and support Taehyung’s mullet, don’t @ me

(Yes that’s all I came here to say…)

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martini-shaken-not-stirred · 6 years

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Stigma - Vmin (short story) Part 2

//Part 1\\

Genre: This part has a bit of smut and a loooot of angst!

Ship: Taehyung x Jimin

Warnings: Just the angst really.

Words: 2133

Now deeper and deeper, the wound gets deeper, it's like a broken piece of glass that can't be turned back.

Taehyung ran back to his room and sat on his bed, with his knees brought close to his chest. That was wrong. That was so very wrong. But was it? If it's so incredibly wrong, why did it feel so good? Kissing Jimin was.. different. His soft, yet slightly calloused lips dancing across his made Taehyung's heart race more than ever. More than whenever Soomin kissed him. Jimin's grip on his was tight, but sloppy. It didn't make his skin feel all twitchy and awkward like Soomin's touch. It left him wanting more.

How could he do that to Soomin? After all she had done for him? This is how you repay her? With a half-assed relationship, and a false commitment to her? This is wrong.

A knock on his door brought him out of his thoughts. His head shot up from his knees and he waited. "Pleaase open up Taehyungie, I'm sorry for kissing you... Actually no I'm not it was good." Taehyung heard Jimin's slightly slurred speech, and he hesitantly got up from the bed and opened the door. "What do you want?" Jimin lazily pushed passed him and laid down on Taehyung's bed, and patted the space next to him. "I'm bored and I'm not sleepy, let's talk." Taehyung gulped and carefully sat on the bed watching Jimin's movements, not wanting to get into another situation like before. "Talk? How drunk are you?" Jimin pursed his lips in thought, "Well, I'm sober enough to understand what you're saying and give a valid response. But I'm still a little bit drunk." He mimicked the "little" with his fingers. Taehyung sighed. "So come on, let's talk." Jimin sat enthusiastically opposite Taehyung, his abrupt action made Taehyung's cheeks glisten slightly with a red tint.

"That." Taehyung cocked his head. "That? What do you mean that?" Jimin leaned closer. "I want to know why i can make you blush so easily, why i can make you flustered and look away. Whilst, Soomin, your delightful girlfriend, can't make you that way." Jimin sat back, proud of himself, whilst Taehyung sat in his place. "I d-don't know what you're talking about." Taehyung bit his lip, denying everything that Jimin had accused. "You're lying, I've known you for many years now Tae, and i can boldly say," Jimin smirked, "I don't think you're in love with her, or as a matter of fact have ever been in love with her."

He was right. How had he seen passed the facade so easily?

Taehyung stared back at him. "Is it that obvious." He stated bluntly, but immediately regretted admitting how he was feeling. "Not really, but over time you see love happen all around you, but what i see between you and Soomin isn't love, you admire her, but not love her." Taehyung gulped, again, and looked down. "Why?" Taehyung fiddled with his fingers at Jimin's direct and accurate questions. "Tell me everything, i promise i won't tell a soul." Taehyung looked into Jimin's welcoming eyes. "I don't know why. She's amazing, caring, beautiful, always been there for me, yet, i don't feel any sort of closeness with her. And it's been eating me alive ever since i said yes to her. I thought maybe over time feelings would just sort of fall into place, but there's been nothing." A stray tear fell from his eyes. "I feel so guilty, I'm hurting her by staying with her, but it would hurt her to break up, I'm stuck."

Jimin pulled the younger into a slightly awkward hug because of the position they were sat in. He lightly ran his fingers through his hair whilst Taehyung burried his head into his neck, seeking comfort. "Taehyung." He pulled away at Jimin's sudden serious tone. "Answer me honestly. How did you feel when i kissed you?"

Wonderful. Warm. Exciting. Like i was floating.

"It was wrong." Taehyung lied. "So if i kissed you again," Jimin leaned in closer," You'd push me away, because it's so wrong." Taehyung glanced at Jimin's lips that were so close to his own. "Y-yes." He lied. "Because you're not gay, are you Taehyung?" Jimin smirked and Taehyung bit his lip and nervously shook his head. "No, I'm not, I'm straight I'm with Soomin." Jimin chuckled and shook his head, "Taehyungie, have you ever been with a man." Taehyung's eyes widened and he shook his head. "I'm going to kiss you, and you're going to push me away if you really don't like it, but let's be real here," Jimin leaned closer and whispered, "The only thing that is straight here is your bed posts."

Jimin then lightly placed his hand on the back of Taehyung's neck and their lips connected. This time feeling different. Taehyung was hesitantly kissing back, though something in the back of his mind told him it was wrong. But he couldn't stop. Jimin's lips were so addicting. Taehyung lost it and gave in fully to the kiss, he felt Jimin smirk. Taehyung started to run his fingers through Jimin's hair and he lightly tugged at his blonde locks in desperation. The lust, the passion, it was like nothing he had experienced before. Taehyung quietly moaned against Jimin's lips, which gave him the opportunity to slip his tongue into Taehyung's mouth. Taehyung started to become overwhelmed, and desperate for Jimin. He needed his touch.

Taehyung started to eagerly strip of Jimin's shirt, whilst Jimin worked at un-doing the buttons of Taehyung's shirt. As soon as Jimin's shirt was off, Taehyung gulped at his toned chest, and seemingly chiseled abs. His lightly ran his fingers down Jimin's chest and outlined his abs, then his hand experimentingly draped lower. Jimin growled, "Not so fast." His spun them so Jimin was now hovering over Taehyung and he was kissing his neck, both were now shirtless and their torso's were hot against each other.

"Wait." Jimin stopped kissing him and pulled back confused. "I can't do this to her." Taehyung sighed and sat up, Jimin caught his breath and leaned back sitting opposite him. "Because she's been nothing but good to me, i can't reciprocate her love, i can't cheat on her." Jimin sighed and brushed his hair back, an action which Taehyung became flustered over too easily. "Taehyungie, you haven't fully committed yourself to her, so it's not really cheating." Jimin's lips grazed against Taehyung's neck and he shuddered at the sudden contact. "Come on, we won't tell her a thing about this." Taehyung bit his lip. This was all he had ever wanted, Jimin's grip was still tight on his waist and he was with Taehyung. It felt amazing, his skin was on fire and the more Jimin paused, the more Taehyung grew to crave his touch. Jimin's fingers trailed down Taehyung's chest and wrapped around the waistline of his boxers, he smirked and his hand dropped further down to the obvious bulge in Taehyung's boxers. "Are you sure you don't want this?" Taehyung moaned and threw his head back as Jimin lightly rubbed Taehyung's dick through the thin material. Taehyung's eyes finally glazed over with lust. "Please Jimin. I want you." Taehyung gave in.

No matter how much I hide it and cover it up, it doesn’t go away.

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Taehyung sat up in bed, with is knees up to his chest, with Jimin sleeping peacefully next to him. Purple bruises had stained his skin, his hair was a mess and his lips were swollen. How could he ever face Soomin now? How could he ever tell her that what they had was all a lie? That, with Jimin, he felt the heat that she had described. The sense of longing for his touch, and the sense of coldness without it. How could he tell her?

"Just go to sleep already." Jimin groaned tiredly and Taehyung jumped slightly. "I can't." Jimin sighed and worked up the energy to sit up. "Why not? Lay it on me." He yawned, but turned his attention to Taehyung. "She loves me, but i can't... i don't love her back. I can't do anything without ultimately hurting her." Jimin nodded, "But it's not life without hurt, if you don't have that pain then you can't fully appreciate the good." Taehyung stared into the dark of his room. "But she doesn't deserve the hurt." Taehyung laid back down and turned away from Jimin. "I'm sorry Tae."

You were so fragile, and you received my punishment instead of me.

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Taehyung woke to the sound of clambering and curse words. He rubbed his eyes and saw Jimin stubbling around his room finding his discarded clothes and putting them on. "Morning." Jimin nodded in response. "Yeah um, do you have any pills? My head is killing me, this hangover is going to suck." Taehyung lifted his shirt over himself and went over to a cabinet in his bathroom, and handed Jimin the pills. "Thanks, i was so out of it last night, what even happened? Why were my clothes scattered." Taehyung gulped. He doesn't remember. He said he wasn't that drunk when he came into his room. "Oh. You uh, you don't remember anything?" Jimin furrowed his eyebrows and tried to think back. "I remember truth or dare, i remember i drank a lot." Taehyung rubbed his arm self-consciously. "Why was i in your bed?" He paused, then grinned. "Oh my god did we? You know." Jimin gestured which made Taehyung even more embarassed. "Shit, i'm sorry, i tend to get a little bit more friendly when i'm drunk." Jimin laughed and continued to put on his clothes. Wait, why did he dismiss it that fast? Did it not mean anything? Was it simply a drunken mistake to him? "Yeah, well, can we talk about that?" Jimin looked confused and zipped up his jeans. "What's there to talk about?" Taehyung's throat became very dry. "Well, we need to talk about what it meant." Jimin pulled a face of confusion and slight amusement. "What it meant? I think it means that i'm a lightweight who shouldn't drink as much." He replied and left the room to the kitchen, Taehyung shook his head and followed Jimin. "No not like that." Jimin turned around slightly annoyed at Taehyung's avoidant nature, "Then what?" Taehyung stood still at his tone. "What it meant." Taehyung stood with his heart in his mouth, and waited eagerly for Jimin's response. "What do you mean? It didn't mean anything."

There's one particular feeling that everyone has sadly had to experience. Where you build yourself up for something, then your world comes crashing down. Where something bad happens or when someone says that one thing that makes your heart drop, your shoulders fall and renders you speechless; when all you can utter out is a small, "Oh." That feeling.

"Oh." Jimin scoffed, "What did you expect me to say?" Taehyung you have a girlfriend, I'm not gay and i don't like you like that, that was just a mistake, that we won't talk about again. Now i'm going to go, this is getting uncomfortable. Bye Taehyung." He walked out, he left Taehyung standing in that exact same spot, with the exact same expression, which clearly displayed, that feeling. "I'm sorry." Who he was apologizing to, he didn't know. Jimin was long gone and couldn't hear him. Taehyung was just...sorry.

"It didn't mean anything."

"I'm not gay, i don't like you like that."

"That was just a mistake."

Too many of Jimin's words were swimming around Taehyung's mind deafeningly. His own judgement was clouded by Jimin's small words, which hurt too much. To Jimin, last night wasn't a big deal, it was just a mistake which he would easily forget about. But, to Taehyung, it meant so much more. He realised the truth, he realised just how much he had screwed up that day he accepted Soomin's affection. He realised how much he needed Jimin.

Taehyung finally moved from his spot and sat on the sofa and toyed with his phone. "We won't tell her a thing about this." Jimin's words echoed treacherously through his mind. I have to. I have to tell her, this isn't right. Taehyung open his phone and stared solemnly down at the background, it was a picture of Taehyung and Soomin at Disney world. Very cliche place to have their date, but it was an amazing day.

Taehyung clicked on the familiar number. "Can you come round please, it's urgent."

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Helllooo, i know i say this every time i post but i'm truly sorry that i've been so unactive. I've just had no inspiration or motivation to write. Anyway, i'm sorry that this chapter is a little smaller, but it blows up next chapter so stay tuned XD

#bts #kim taehyung #bts v #stigma #hella gay #gay in denial #park jimin #cheating #angst

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Your last fic was awesome! How did you improve so much? 😭💙 I hope things get better soon. I know they will. Have a nice day!

Oh my God thank you so much for your kind words, and I’m hoping it will get better too 😊😊 You have a good day as well!

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Stigma - Vmin (short story)

//Part 2\\

Genre: Anggssttyy

Ship: Taehyung x Jimin

Warnings: A lot of angst, denial

Words: 2497

Side note: So, i came up with the idea during a reaction, and i got a few requests to continue it so I’ve made it into a fic! It’s based off of Taehyung’s solo song ‘Stigma’ and the fic will reference the lyrics throughout. Please enjoy!

Stigma

ˈStɪɡmə’

noun

- A mark of disgrace associated with a particular circumstance, quality, or person.

Stigma; the constant battle in the mind of Kim Taehyung. It’s mentally and physically draining to keep up with his own lies, the denial, and the hurt he’s inevitably going to cause. Whether to himself or to Choi Soomin. His girlfriend of 2 years. She’s kind, caring, always been there for him, yet, he had never felt like he could be there for her 100%. Like something was missing. He had never been in love before so he wasn’t completely sure on what it felt like. He heard it being described before, as the feeling of flying and soaring through cloud. Yet, he had always felt weighed down by something.

“Taeeee.” Taehyung slowly opened his eyes and looked to his left to see Soomin propped up by her elbow on her side facing him. He forced a smile and kissed her cheek. “Good morning Jagi, did you sleep well?” Soomin sat up and stretched. Taehyung watched as her back muscles stretched, then relaxed. “I slept amazingly, I always do with you, you’re so warm.” Taehyung let out a small laugh and continued to watch Soomin get ready. She had fair and soft skin, dark hair that flowed down to the small of her back. She didn’t work out, be she was still very physically fit, she had kind and soft eyes that turned upwards when she smiled widely. And better yet, her heart belonged to Taehyung. She had fallen for him when they were project partners in university 3 years ago. A year had passed and Soomin gained the courage to confess to Taehyung her attraction. He had accepted her, but immediately felt guilty. His heart didn’t belong to her.

How could he not love her? Soomin had helped him through many times where he felt like he was falling and couldn’t stop it. She had lifted his spirits many times, and he smiled whenever she walked in the room, she was so delicate and fragile. Is this not what love was? Soomin’s heart skipped a beat everytime she looked at Taehyung, it was like she was meeting him and falling in love with him all over again. She smiled as he laughed and he made her feel things no one had ever made her feel before. Sure, they had their fights but at the end, it only made her realise how much she needed Taehyung. That was love.

“Come on Tae get out of bed, we’re meeting up with the guys later.” Taehyung perked up from his comfortable state amongst the duvet. The guys. Jeon Jungkook, Kim Namjoon, Jung Hoseok, Min Yoongi, Kim Seokjin and Park Jimin. They had all met in University, as they were all studying music as one of their majors. Park Jimin, the one who Taehyung was closest to. He had helped through his feelings, they shared many memories together and were pratically joined at the hip. Yet, they started to be more distant since Taehyung started to date Soomin. Not intentionally, but due to the fact that Soomin and Taehyung were now also, 'pratically inseperable’. It hurt, seeing less of Jimin, but Taehyung had hoped it would help him grow and to be less dependant on him. He was worried that he’d be a burden upon the older male, as he was constantly going to Jimin for advice, comfort and just generally because he liked his company. Jimin never expressed any feelings of annoyance or exasperation, but he could be hiding those feelings to not hurt further hurt Taehyung.

Taehyung sighed and had finally got dressed and was now tying the laces of his shoes. “I was thinking we could walk to the coffee place, it’s not that far and it’s a nice day.” Soomin suggested. Taehyung nodded absentmindly and got up and unlocked the door. “You ready?” Soomin nodded and walked infront of Taehyung and let him lock up. As soon as the pair stepped out of the building, Taehyung smiled. It was a nice day, the sky was clear with only the reminisce of a few clouds gliding across the blue sky. The sun was beating down on them, but it wasn’t too hot. There was a slight breeze which compensated for the heat. Soomin smiled at Taehyung’s face of admiration and held onto this arm as they walked. As they walked, a couple had come out of a shop and were now walking directly infront of them. Their fingers intertwined, their shoudlers were lightly brushing each other and they both were smiling, eyes filled with passion, and their laughter filled with happiness. Taehyung looked away from the happy couple, briefly to look down at Soomin’s grip on his arm. It wasn’t an uncomfortable grip, but Taehyung couldn’t help but feel anchored down. He lightly shrugged her arm off, she looked slightly unhappy so Taehyung redeemed himself by lightly grabbing her hand. Soomin smiled wider and relaxed into his grasp. Soomin noticed Taehyung’s gaze on the couple infront. “They really seem in love, don’t they?” Taehyung looked at Soomin and nodded. “I think they’re at the start of the relationship, you know where everything is heated, you can’t keep your hands off one another.” Taehyung started to zone out at her explanation. “Do you remember when we had that feeling?” Taehyung froze at the question. “Heat?” Soomin nodded. Not really. “Yeah, of course I do.” He lied. He never really felt the passion she was talking about, of course they was feelings there but, not ones of passion, not of heat.

The bell on top of the door rang as Taehyung held it open for Soomin. “Hey guys over here!” Taehyung turned his head to see the 6 guys sat around a table with 2 seats empty. Taehyung smiled at everyone, but his eyes caught Jimin’s and they lingered there for a couple of seconds. Taehyung eventually broke out of the trance and sat down, coincidentally opposite Jimin. The first thing he had noticed is Jimin’s hair. Jimin was a perfectionist when it came to his hair, from the colour to how he styled it. It was now a soft blonde colour that was styled slightly wavey, that fell just before his eyes. Of course, Taehyung was being very hypocritical, as he currently was sporting a silver/grey hair colour, which Jungkook had passionately described as 'Anime hair’ whatever that meant. The soft blonde colour on Jimin suited him well, it made him have an innocent aura about him. Jimin’s gentle expression always made Taehyung feel warm, and welcome, Taehyung especially paid attention to Jimin’s lips. The way his lips always looked plump and perfect. The way they were always slightly pink tinted, and how when he was concentrating, he’d purse them ever so slightly. “Taehyung-ah?” Taehyung had zoned out whilst admiring the features on Jimin’s face. “Sorry, what?” Jimin chuckled at Taehyung’s startled expression. “I was just saying your hair looks nice.” Of course Jimin hadn’t seen his 'anime hair’ yet, as Jungkook was the one who persuading him to dye it and had helped him. “Oh thanks, your hair is nice too, you suit blonde.” Jimin nodded in appreciation and turned back to join into the main conversation.

“Tae, are you okay? You looked lost for a second.” He heard Soomin’s concerned voice beside him, he quickly removed his eyes from Jimin and turned towards her. “Yeah i’m fine, just a little hungry i guess.” She lightly hit his arm and laughed, “You’re always hungry, i’m surprised you didn’t bring any snacks with you.” Taehyung smirked and laughed. “That was very bad timing wasn’t it.” Taehyung had smiled at the memory. Before they started dating, Soomin had invited Taehyung to accompany her to a wedding one of her friends was having, she was trying to be set up with someone, but Soomin eventually got out of it by regretfully bringing Taehyung along.

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“Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today to celebrate-” Taehyung let out a quiet sigh, which earnt him a jab in his side. “Stop sighing, it’s a wedding, of course there was going to be a minister.” He rolled his eyes at Soomin, but grinned. He slowly unbutton his suit and dipped his hand into the inside pocket. Soomin glanced over at Taehyung who was rummaging in his pocket. Then there was a rip sound, Taehyung had winced and looked around to see if anyone had heard. Once he thought the coast was clear, he took what looked like a small bit of onion and put it in his mouth. “Kim Taehyung what the hell are you doing?” Soomin half whispered- half shouted. Taehyung guiltily looked at her and pulled out a piece, “Onion?” This resulted in another jab to the ribs.

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“It was a wedding of course it was badly timed.” Taehyung chuckled. He of course enjoyed Soomin’s company, it was friendly, familiar and comforting in a way. “How have you been Taehyung-ah?” Taehyung broke out of his trance at the sound of Jimin’s voice. “Oh um y-yeah i’ve been fine?” His response came out stuttery and ended like a question. Why was he suddenly nervous? “You’re fine? You don’t sound so sure?” Jimin laughed and played off Taehyung’s nervousness. “No i am, it’s good seeing you.. all of you i mean.” Soomin furrowed her eyebrows at Taehyung’s mannerisms. Just a second ago, they were talking fine and Taehyung wasn’t so.. jittery. It wasn’t like this was an uncomfortable conversation, so why was Taehyung visably nervous? Or rather, why did he look so flustered?

A couple of hours had passed and the group was still deep in conversation, Taehyung joined in a couple of times but was, distracted. He kept spaced out. Small things kept grabbing his attention, more specifically, Jimin kept holding attention. Taehyung started to notice the smaller things like whenever Jimin found something really amusing, he’d fall back into his chair and often hit the person next to him. Like how when he smiled, his eyes would crease up and do little smiles of their own, just to show how happy he truly was in that moment. He noticed how Jimin would unconsciously brush his hair back once in while, exposing his fore-head.

“It’s getting quite late, should we continue this somewhere else, i think the barista is ready to kick us out for being here to long.” Jin laughed and everyone stood up to leave. “How about Taehyung’s place? It’s the biggest and if anyone gets tired we could sleep round right?” Jungkook offered. Taehyung smiled, but was internally anxious. “Actually, I have work early in the morning i’m probably just going to head home.” Soomin voiced. She turned into Taehyung’s chest and gave him a quick peck on the lips. “I’ll see you soon babe.” She waved and said her goodbye’s to the other’s and left. “So a guys night at Taehyung’s then?” Namjoon said grinning.

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“Nope. I neverrr.” Hoseok said slurring his words. It was 1am and the guys had already gone through a couple of beers each. Taehyung refrained, but had drunk enough to at least make him a bit gigglier than usual. Seokjin was the only one who didn’t drink, because he wanted to make sure, if people wanted to go home, they got home safely. “Okay Taehyung your turrnnnn, spin it.” It was a tad juvenile, but Jungkook insisted on playing a game of truth or dare, mixed with spin the bottle. He spun it and his heart raced as it kept spinning, and finally landed on Yoongi. “Truth or dare?” Taehyung thought for a second, Yoongi wasn’t that good at coming up with dares so he sparred him the embarrassment and picked truth. “Okay, how good is Soomin in bed?” He said smirking. Taehyung blushed, “Hyuung! That’s so inappropriate! Do i have to answer that?” The others giggled at Taehyung’s blazing red face. “Yes of course you do, you picked it.” Taehyung gulped, “Yeah she’s okay…” He held back, he couldn’t state out right she was bad, she wasn’t but, there was something missing from his perspective. “Nah come on i want more details than that!” Seokjin started to noticed Taehyung’s shy and uncomfortable expression. “I think that’s enough for tonight, come on i’ll drive you guys home, although only 5 people can fit in my car at once.” Jimin smiled, “It’s okay hyung, i’ll stay with Taehyungie.” Jimin hiccuped and clumsily moved closer to Taehyung, and latched onto his arm. “Yeah he can stay, drive safe hyung!” Seokjin nodded and carefully grabbed onto Jungkook and hauled him up, he seemed most affected. “See you later Taehyung.” The guys left and Taehyung nervously smiled at Jimin. His hair was sticking out at the edges and the alcohol had tinted his cheeks a baby pink colour.

“So, what do you want to do?” Jimin turned to Taehyung and put his hands on under his chin. “You look tired hyung, can we just go to sleep.” Jimin sighed and nodded. “I guess i am, carry me!” He said and flung his body into Taehyung’s causing him to wobble were he was sat. “Hyung, you’re heavy.” Taehyung stated out-right and attempted to light Jimin. “NO! That’s so rude, you should respect your elder!” Taehyung carried him to the spare room, Jimin wiggled slightly in his grasp but not too much that he’d fall. “You’re two months older than me.” Jimin giggled, “I’m still older, you should do everything i tell you.” Jimin’s voice went deeper and more huskier as he said that. Taehyung felt heat rise to his cheeks but ignored it and kicked open the bedroom door. “Ooh strong man Kim Taehyung am i right?” Taehyung gently placed Jimin on the bed. “Hehe, who would’ve thought, you’re taking me to bed Taehyungie.” Taehyung rolled his eyes and lightly peeled off Jimins hands from around his neck. “Don’t say those things hyung.” Jimin pouted slightly then smirked. His hand shot up to the collar of Taehyung’s shirt and he pulled him down towards him.“Why not? You’re really cute.” Jimin smirked and clumsily smashed his lips to Taehyung’s. Taehyung’s eyes widened and he tried to pull away, but something kept him locked in place. The feel of Jimin’s soft lips on his own, moving in a rough and almost hungry fashion ignited something in him. They finally pulled apart and Jimin touched his lips. “Hehe, i just kissed a boy.” Taehyung’s face went red as he realised what had happened. He tugged Jimin’s hands of him and ran out of the room.

What the fuck was that? Why didn’t he pull away? How could he betray Soomin like that?

I’ve been hiding it, I tell you something, just to leave it buried, now I can’t endure it anymore, why couldn’t I say it then, I have been hurting anyway, really, I won’t be able to endure it.

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So here’s the first part! I’m so sorry it took so long to post but a few things have been happening recently and i haven’t found motivation to write, but I’ll get better at it!

#bts #kim taehyung #bts v #stigma #hella gay #gay in denial #park jimin #cheating #angst

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