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i wish i could post on here & have a semi-okay audience but also no audience

#idk i need to say these things & be validated #but also no i shouldn't bfnfnd #i am Embarrassing #yet

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fast car tracy chapman

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:((

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i am really in a mood, huh?

#absolutely too many things to think about

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#everything comes full circle #remembering many things #v bad

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hmmmm

#i feel like i need a therapist to talk abt my current therapist hhfkfk #wild thoughts r happening

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how come I have not bewitched somebody body and soul yet

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girl i was working at the circus to buy you a wedding ring

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Happy Scorpio season everyone remember to take your meds

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i'm trying to look up ways how to but everything is so inefficient

#i dont have the supplies for anything #i could just go into the street maybe #it's beyond help

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i actually want to die and there's nothing to do about it

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#i dont deserve to eat #i already had dinner shouldnt that be enough

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ok so i'm really really doing awful right now & idk what to do i just really don't know

#i cant talk to anyone about this #so #here we are

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i'm excited for levi to come to the apartment !! i'm gonna make them lemon bars from scratch & surprise them !!!

#im sad bc they ll only be here for a few days :/ #but theyve been having a Bad time @ work & i want to do smth nice for them #lemon bars are their fav 🥺

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am i trying to emulate self worth by trying to have that hairstyle? maybe. there are a lot of thoughts on my mind tonite so many i am forgetting them as i type