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would you all take my hands and follow me to a horror/thriller multi (idk if i’d move susie there she is a Lot) because tubi is like.... actively causing me harm with all the shit i can watch on it

#ooc.

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[wisely, has not seen ginger snaps 2] brigitte fitzgerald lesbian 

#made a tubi account and now there's 100000000 horror characters i want to write :pensive: #ooc.

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the bloody chamber.

dialogue prompts from the bloody chamber and other stories by angela carter.

are you sure you love him?

anticipation is the greater part of pleasure.

you are in some great distress.

can’t it wait until morning, my darling?

you do not deserve this.

so late! you will want to sleep.

it will be lonely here without you.

if you’ll have me, i’ll never leave you.

nothing human lives here.

all cats are cynics.

take your boots off.

if you don’t know what to do, then i can’t help you.

keep your foul thoughts to yourself.

how strange to meet you here!

you read my thoughts, my love.

the less you know of why, the better.

it is easy to lose yourself in these woods.

can a bird sing only the song it knows or can it learn a new song?

nothing animates me half as much as the presence of a stranger.

i do not mean to hurt you.

i am condemned to solitude and dark.

the end of exile is the end of being.

the devil is as real as you or i.

is it a bet?

we keep the wolves outside by living well.

there’s nobody here but we two, my darling.

#send these. bloody chamber vibes good #ask memes.

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the bloody chamber.

dialogue prompts from the bloody chamber and other stories by angela carter.

are you sure you love him?

anticipation is the greater part of pleasure.

you are in some great distress.

can’t it wait until morning, my darling?

you do not deserve this.

so late! you will want to sleep.

it will be lonely here without you.

if you’ll have me, i’ll never leave you.

nothing human lives here.

all cats are cynics.

take your boots off.

if you don’t know what to do, then i can’t help you.

keep your foul thoughts to yourself.

how strange to meet you here!

you read my thoughts, my love.

the less you know of why, the better.

it is easy to lose yourself in these woods.

can a bird sing only the song it knows or can it learn a new song?

nothing animates me half as much as the presence of a stranger.

i do not mean to hurt you.

i am condemned to solitude and dark.

the end of exile is the end of being.

the devil is as real as you or i.

is it a bet?

we keep the wolves outside by living well.

there’s nobody here but we two, my darling.

#big suspiria vibes #ask memes.

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Suspiria (2018) dir. Luca Guadagnino 

#Wife #her sin smeared on the world. #blanc. #aesthetic.

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perhaps a starter call for over the weekend? probably one para/one liners, very short for my own sake/getting into it

#last time on this i think #ooc.

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also i’ll get an about up soon folks it’s just. brain effort

#ooc. #also the about will be very simple

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perhaps a starter call for over the weekend? probably one para/one liners, very short for my own sake/getting into it

#wrote all these so let's go again #ooc.

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not to mention how suspiriorum releases sara and the other girls (though for sara, the motion is described as like a lover, which, ok, yes, me pointing at susie and sara throughout the film like Hello), in a way that implies this depth of care, asking them what they want/handing them agency in choosing death after all the torture they’ve been through?? idk i think there’s something there too, more thoughts needed

thinking about mothers in suspiria, about how it’s markos’s hubris to try to pull susie in and deny any other mother that truly upends things, and that suspiriorum clearly used her influence to drive a wedge between susie and her own mother to encourage susie to accept suspiriorum. how blanc becomes a mother figure to susie (susie asking if blanc loves her and blanc unable to answer because of the implications and knowing what markos is going to try to make happen) and is simultaneously one of the most loyal to suspiriorum because of that…

it’s simply all about that dynamic

#canons.

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thinking about mothers in suspiria, about how it’s markos’s hubris to try to pull susie in and deny any other mother that truly upends things, and that suspiriorum clearly used her influence to drive a wedge between susie and her own mother to encourage susie to accept suspiriorum. how blanc becomes a mother figure to susie (susie asking if blanc loves her and blanc unable to answer because of the implications and knowing what markos is going to try to make happen) and is simultaneously one of the most loyal to suspiriorum because of that...

it’s simply all about that dynamic

#canons.

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i want to be this company’s hands. ( from suspiria (2018), written by k. )

#self promo. #sure one more time and then later today/tomorrow... writing

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like this and i’ll hop into your dms to plot folks

#ooc. #gonna put something on and write on elliot a bit i think

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book meme :// white is for witching by helen oyeyemi ( lightly edited to fit structure; change pronouns as necessary. )

you’ve done too much now. i can’t trust you any more.

i conjure you.

what else is real about you?

why do people go to these places, these places that are not for them?

black wells yield only black water.

are you now resentful?

there is another shelter inside the house.

i don’t need you to be strong. i need you to crack a little now.

i suppose i am frightening.

so i have done you good, and now, some harm.

things appear as they really are. people appear as they really are.

this house is bigger than you know.

did you choose to be good, or were you so created?

i chose to be created.

i am only tangible when you don’t look.

easy to see the solution when you’re not in the story, isn’t it?

i know of witches who whistle at different pitches, calling things who don’t have names.

it’s like there’s an extra window, an extra room i haven’t seen before.

maybe “i don’t believe in you” is the cruelest way to kill a monster.

please tell me a story about someone who gets away.

i’m not sure what’s really meant by happy or good. i would like them to be free.

all monsters deserve to die.

how is consumption managed?

everything you have i will turn against you. i’ll turn sugar bitter for you.

it seems to me that the dead only return for love or revenge.

no one likes being sick.

i think i am a monster.

there is absolutely no one even a bit like you anywhere else.

there’s something wrong with this house, isn’t there?

i’m trying to think of next year and there is no place for me in it.

what happened that night?

madness is present when everything you see and hear takes on an equal significance.

#:eye: hello new followers #ask memes.

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I am not a maiden anymore, and I am glad to be done with that sorry state. I washed it off in blood and ocean.

Catherynne M. Valente, The Orphan’s Tales: In the Night Garden (via luthienne)

#narrative. #oh nice

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i want to be this company’s hands. ( from suspiria (2018), written by k. )

#i will not put this in the horror rpc tags #suspiria rp #that's it. someone has to come looking #self promo.

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@excruciate​

mother lachrymarum walks through the world like the edge of a clean knife, cutting through it, beautiful in her precision. mother tenebrarum rips through the fabric of things, a serrated edge that leaves things ragged and worn, singular in her cruelty. 

and mother suspiriorum is the wisest and the oldest and punctures through reality like a needle. here is the point where the disloyal were killed. here is the point where she can enter leviathan without the virtues of the box. 

nothing about her is favored by leviathan. at the same time, nothing of her is loathed. any pain caused to her she could return tenfold in the blink of an eye. susie bannon suffered once without tears, and perhaps that is enough. she is not here to suffer. she is here, instead, to visit kirsty cotton, mother of all lies, priestess of this hell. ( because there are many hells, and this is perhaps the most refined of them. )

❝ kirsty cotton, ❞ says the mother of sighs, because she was there when kirsty cotton stumbled out of the remains of her life, and has been there ever since, ❝ you look wonderful. i’m sorry it took so long for me to be here to see you. ❞ 

leviathan had to rearrange itself, after all, when things change like they have.

#excruciate #two entities of ill intent being lesbians on main? finally some good content #a life like a set of hands ( thread. ) #verse tbt #this got so long but alas here i am

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@orphidian​

tonight it rains in the last city. a grey day, a washed-out morning, all the color pulled away from everything. the last bastion here of light. and from the farthest dark, from the edges of known things where even the awoken might fear to tread, comes the girl who is not a girl, who is a long dead girl. 

maybe orin, a former emissary who is still an emissary, knows something about that. about being alive or dead, which is why she avoids the more populace places. that’s fine with her. 

❝ strange to think, ❞ she says, ❝ that you’ve been through so much for so long, and now you’re left to figure out the rest on your own. it seems cruel to me. ❞ no name. no greeting. there, when she shouldn’t be. the rain almost seems to slide through her. 

#me thinking about how orin will probably never belong in the city or anywhere and how susie Sees That #orphidian #a life like a set of hands ( thread. ) #o mother mine. ( v: destiny. )