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i saw this meme and accidentally internalized it

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not to put a finer point on it, but before i was fired from my job one of the many ways my managers were bullying me was by accusing me of antisemitism EVERY TIME i pitched an article related to Palestine (the last one i pitched before being fired was about bella hadid being fired from jobs for speaking up about Palestine. ironic). the worst of this was when i was crying in a "disciplinary" meeting about how i felt like shit while watching a genocide and their company lawyer accused me of being "manipulative" and "trojan horsing antisemitism" into the workplace. i cannot stress ENOUGH that i was purely talking about my own emotions about being Lebanese and watching Palestinians and Lebanese people be murdered and i was accused of being antisemitic. if you accuse me of being antisemitic at this point in the genocide i am gonna tell you to go fuck yourself i've had enough of the real oppression jewish people face being mentioned only as a weapon to silence me and others (including jewish ppl themselves) when we express basic sympathy to Palestinians and/or trying to advocate for Palestinian liberation. youse don't care. you are not serious people to me.

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i love rp accs so much, they are so fun. characters love my art...

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Funnily enough I think "A Tortured Poets Department" does work pretty alright

Like, first of all starting with softer ennounciation helps to read it off and implying that this is only one of many tortured poets department establishes a cynicism that well utilises the pretentiousness of the name anyway.

You could do something there ya know? Work with how alienating it is that trauma and grief get institutionalized and sold. How it steals your ability to hurt genuinely when you need to produce, how it burns your empathy to put put up a toll station at your very own sympathy.

I remember the day that I heard taylor swift’s next album would be called the tortured poets department I spent the rest of it repeating the phrase over and over in my head because something about how it rolled off the tongue bothered me so badly

#normally i despise cynicism but it can be viscerally effective if it comes from a place of visceral care #cynicism is the denial to care #i guess it only works if you admit your full of shit ya know?

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My Time In ONI character writing

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My Time In ONI character writing

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some aqua teens

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(ex) queen scarlet!! :3 i used the picture from the WOF guide book as reference but i did the side of her face w the venom scars cause i think they’re too cool to pass up 😁

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shout out to Jambu for the funniest line in the series

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FRIENDS 5.17 “The One with Rachel's Inadvertent Kiss"

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I’ve seen people pass around the “hold up, I’m googlin’ something” image but it cropped out the part where he was googling “how many guys can one guy take”

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Dungeon Meshi - Kuro & Mickbell extras

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Dungeon Meshi - Hien & Benichidori (& a bit of Tade)

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in spirit i am a 7th grade boy