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[mcdonalds-at-3am]

Can you call me and tell me you love me, and not drop the "I", and say "you" with three letters - not one, and speak it with warmth and gentleness not compliance and obligation? Please?

#lgbtq #longing #sapphic #please #relationship #love #wlw #diary #period cramps

[mcdonalds-at-3am]

I message you everyday

Untill I think it's too much

I can't let myself love you

I haven't even felt your touch

#lgbtq #longing #photography #romantic #country #lanscape #pastoral #diary #poetry

[mcdonalds-at-3am]

Hey its 1:32AM it was still my birthday an hour and 33 minutes ago.

And you forgot.

I feel like a fool.

I know you're not mine but I thought you'd remember, you were there last year.

I remembered yours.

Its nothing but all I was hoping for was a little vibrating notification and 13 letters.

But I didn't get that.

I've never meant it more when I say I'm not mad just dissapointed.

I wanted you so bad.

I get it. I know.

I guess it's just not the same for you, at least I know.

#longing #love #romantic #lgbtq #it makes me so angry #dissapointment #loss #birthday #unrequited lust #unrequited romance #unrequited thoughts #i really liked him and it really hurts that he didnt wish me happy birthday

[mcdonalds-at-3am]

I just want someone to love me more than I love them.

#longing #bi #romantic #lgbtq

[mcdonalds-at-3am]

[mcdonalds-at-3am]

he knows how I love to give in.

I need more people in my life who have this song on repeat. And the music video is just... wonderful. Don't even get me started on the up Granville video. That has got to be one of the best things I've seen all year. The cinematographer and director they have is fucking amazing. (Fairly sure it's Bryn Mccashin and Lester Lyons-Hookham)

#look out #peach pit #longing #photography #film #music #up granville #Bryn Mccashin #Lester Lyons-Hookham

[mcdonalds-at-3am]

Are you even queer if you don't main moo moo meadows on Mario kart.

#bi #lgbtq #mario kart #Mario #just saying

[mcdonalds-at-3am]

Worcester cathedral 20th Oct 21

#photography #romantic #bi #longing #moment #worcestershire #worcester #cathedral #religious #break up

[mcdonalds-at-3am]

Mac DeMarco's Still Beating really makes you ask some dumb shit to a guy you are only seeing.

#longing #dumb #dumb thicc #stupid #diary #spilled thoughts #mac demarco #still beating

[mcdonalds-at-3am]

Elmohim

(Its a pun on elohim, get it)

Been a bit obsessing over elmo recently. I hate him. Did a doodle over a photo I took on a disposable in May.

#film photography #photography #disposable photography #digital art #end of days #end of the world #dumb stuff

[mcdonalds-at-3am]

This bitch really got me like

#romantic #bi #relationship #funny content #awkward

[mcdonalds-at-3am]

I can't bring myself to make dinner and the sky is violet. Or is that I can't bring myself to make dinner because the sky is violet.

Yes I think so - I shall balme the sky and its violent violetness.

#longing #love #journal #lgbtq #romantic #sapphic #spilled thoughts #thoughts #diary

[mcdonalds-at-3am]

Not jacking off tonight :(( gonna message to a guy I might have a bit of a thing for instead.

What has my life come to this is a downgrade :((((

#journal #romantic #lgbtq #biseuxal #bisexual #idiot #dissapointment #im a clown #clown #shit #only

[mcdonalds-at-3am]

Poorly taken in Worcester cathedral

28th May '21

Was listening to hozier. Very fitting.

#religious #cathedral #hozier #longing #disposable photography #film photography #photography #worcester

[mcdonalds-at-3am]

Scenes from Bangor pier.

19th May '21

Unedited disposable camera film

#longing #romantic #beach #film photography #photography #disposable photography #bangor #wales #soft #amateur #scenic #nature

[mcdonalds-at-3am]

Okay ... hear me out its genius time PART 2:

One of thoes bath bombs that have little gifts in little shell container thing inside... BUT ...

It beanz (baked beanz)

#bath bomb #ideas #genius #smart people right here #i should really make these #beans #beanz #lesbeans

[mcdonalds-at-3am]

okay ... hear me out its genius time:

one of thoes bath bombs that have little gifts inside... BUT ...

It egg inside.

#genius #ideas #craft #bath bomb #i will make this #this is my aesthetic #this is my villain origin story #i am da vinci and this is my mona lisa