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정국아 가수 되어줘서 고마워.

우리가 우리의 다음 생에는 같은 세대에 태어나길 바란다. 그때도 네가 가수 되었으면 좋겠고 난 지금처럼 네 팬이 될거야.

노래, 춤, 웃음, 예능, 편지, 가사, 라이브, 공연

네가 했던 모든 것들이 나에겐 소중한 거였고 행복하게 만들었어.

내가 정국이를 늘 응원할거야.

모든 아픔을 정국이 대신 내가 가져갈거야, 이런 말이 좋아하지 않을거지만 진심이야 걱정마 난 괜찮아

아프지말고 건강해라

행복하게 살아 그러야 나도 행복할 수 있어

우리가 우리의 다음 생에는 꼭 만나자

그 시기 올땐 나도 노래할 거고 발게 웃을거야

고마워 사랑해

[이 편지를 인터넷에서 묻혀있을 거니까 그냥 올릴게. 볼 수도 있고 안 볼 수도 있어, 상관 없어.]

-아미 2014년~ing

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"Have you ever had that feeling—that you'd like to go to a whole different place and become a whole different self?"

"I’m still wandering through the streets, looking, sitting by the sea, enjoying the sunshine. I am entirely alone. I don’t know anyone, no one knows me, and for me that is a great pleasure."

hanya yanagihara, a little life / haruki murakami, the wind-up bird chronicle / stand by me (1986), dir. rob reiner / donna tartt, the secret history / phoebe bridgers, i know the end / daniel clowes, ghost world / j.d. salinger, the catcher in the rye / nikos kazantzakis, from a letter to galatea kazantzaki / lora mathis, how to disappear in the modern age / moonlight (2016) dir. barry jenkins / richard siken, the torn-up road / sylvia plath, the bell jar

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i think it is unfortunate. how there is only little that we could do. the world has changed and so did we. i hated being in a crowd. now there is nothing that i want but to be part of an ocean of people.

today, as i look out the window and watch the clouds move, i realized how lucky and free we were before. i regret not going out as much as i should've. gone are the days when we can dance in the park and drink soda with friends.

my coffee looks sad.

#writing #thoughts

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there is something about the clouds that makes me feel at peace. the way it floats on the blue sky is magestic. it is safe to say that i am a lover of the white fluffy cotton candy above us.

#clouds

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i just want to have my own little space where i can comfortably sit around, read a book, drink my favorite brand of coffee, take pictures of my journal spreads and get lost in my own thoughts without anyone around me 😔