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IT WAS BACK TO BACK????!???!!

there i was, debating on whether or not to pull for arlecchino, and eventually i figured, eh, i'll pull til 5 star and see what happens

i make a party with her three kids + furina, i climb my way up onto neuvi's seat at the opera house since furina's can't be reached

like 40 pity in, 4th multi of the night... and despite being early 5*, i got qiqi'ed

so i skip the rest of the pull and

#AND I SKIPPED IT LMAO #anyways i’m liking how she plays so far and her numbers are very pleasing #medi plays genshin impact

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there i was, debating on whether or not to pull for arlecchino, and eventually i figured, eh, i'll pull til 5 star and see what happens

i make a party with her three kids + furina, i climb my way up onto neuvi's seat at the opera house since furina's can't be reached

like 40 pity in, 4th multi of the night... and despite being early 5*, i got qiqi'ed

so i skip the rest of the pull and

#never had even a DOUBLE before #let alone a triple #i am. sooooooooooooooo #medi plays genshin impact #i summoned her with my pitiful lesbian swag

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new doll alliance just dropped

#this is my son now #i want to put him in a chest harness baby carrier and walk into the theater for saw 11

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this weekend in hagerstown has been going good, and i’m ready for day 2! 💖

#con + business stuff #my face #it me #i’m sleeby and a bit disheveled but otherwise prepared lol #loving my new display setup!!!!

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i've had such a crappy month and hectic past few days especially that i dont even know how to gracefully put it into words, but my grandma passed away this afternoon after 2 weeks in and out of hospitals and her body slowly shutting down bit by bit

this is my first time being personally involved with cleaning up a house after death, sorting possessions, will, getting hospice set up and visiting, funeral planning, arrangements, legality, etc all that and it is exhausting on a soul level

even though things were on the decline this still feels so sudden, and i feel like my body is being spun and twisted around rapidly while my head is being forced to stay still

im so very tired and cried out and ive been working on art business stuff all day to stay occupied; ive already had my first two events of the year canceled on me, so id really rather not miss any more no matter the circumstances, and keeping occupied has been helping, somehow. please dont think ill of me if i bounce between business as usual, needing some distractions or support, and grieving

not really sure what to say or feel right now. just tired. i hope she likes the flowers i left on her back porch. ill think of her every time i hear wind chimes or see lighthouses

#death mention

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apologies for such a late announcement, the past few days have been hectic, BUT i will be set up and selling at the toy and collectible show at the valley mall in hagerstown md, both tomorrow and sunday!

maryland folk, i would love to see ya there if you can! ❤

#con + business stuff

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i put down the bet

i... took the gamble.........

i claimed the win.....................

i wasnt quite able to hit 50k in time but that is ok. i am ready. i am Prepared. IT'S ALL OR NOTHING. wish me luck

#i legit was NOT planning on e2 but i got very swept up in the gamba it was a fun time w friends #but oh god oof ouch AUGH #THIS LIL SHIT!!!!!!!!! #the way i screamed when i got an early and then screamed a different way when it was GEPARD #but i'm very happy to have clara at least #overall a win..... but i need to restock #thank u to everyone who contributed to the peacock fund. he is home safe! #medi plays star rail

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i wasnt quite able to hit 50k in time but that is ok. i am ready. i am Prepared. IT'S ALL OR NOTHING. wish me luck

#am doing an aven pull party with friends soon #medi plays star rail

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yknow, actually, i think i've figured out why i have a hard time answering when people ask me who my fav genshin character is, like i can't decide or figure it out despite having some characters i really spectacularly love

it's because my real #1 fav is a character i'll mention i love and am gonna c6 if/when she's playable and people usually respond "who?"

#sighs.

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i just think that he

#gathering my catalysts up for the fated day #god. he fucking owns my brain now #medi plays star rail

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a bit late but thank yall for all the birthday wishes!!!! 💕💕 and also for the lil doodles and notes and all, you made my day!

many yummy cakes were had. all strawberry of course 😤

#i’ve been having A Time lately so i’m extremely grateful for smiles n laughs right now #birthday tag

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time for the annual birthday medi \o/

last year i celebrated with the new genshin update followed by my c6 baizhu pulls, and this year, i am ready to get aventurine in just a few more days... and also get some rest finally 💤

if you'd like, here's an online whiteboard if you want to leave me any doodles or messages! i love you all and hope you have a nice day! <3

#birthday tag #it me #doing my best rn

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ohohoho

24…. i’m officially gonna outlive kuja ff9

#birthday tag #24 is a good number i’m happy to be here

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have you loved and appreciated her today?

#birthday girl

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here’s a sorta pen + marker lip doodle, i love her so so much and she deserves all the happiness in the world

#birthday girl

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did a passionlip dangrope sprite for a friend 💕

#birthday girl

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new prints new prints new printssss

and this isn’t even all of the new ones! but they already look amazing and i’m very proud! 💕

as usual, if you’re ever interested in buying any just shoot me a message!

#con + business stuff