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yes, babe, you’re sick and twisted, will you come back to bed- what? yes, of course you’re evil and irredeemable. now can you please cuddle with me

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i love you blue skies i love you books and movies i love you imagination and daydreams i love you escapism

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｡ﾟﾟ･｡･ﾟﾟ｡ ﾟ. April will bring blessings.

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more love in April

more peace in April

more strength in April

more clarity in April

more positivity in April

more creativity in April

more and more and more in April

#dark academia #romantic academia #academia aesthetic #april #self love #note to self #manifesting #spring #positivity #spread positive vibes #peaceful

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Taylor Jenkins Reid writes strong, badass female protagonists who have hearts of gold, fierce personalities and who sacrifice everything for love. They don’t let anything stop them from their goals and are selfless to a fault. They would risk everything they have to keep others safe and often forget they are someone too. They have their badass bitch moments and breakdowns the same as everyone else, but they are so ultimately human and relatable at times. They are role models- intelligent, strong women.

And I am here for that.

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I’ve reached the “I don’t have the energy to feed into that” era.

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if you walk down a street at night during winter and you see a window glowing with warm orange light well sometimes you burst into tears at the sight

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no more "in my humble opinion", from now on it's "from my grandiose and objectively correct deductions".

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subtle intimacy is so soft. knowing someone’s routine and slowly becoming a part of it. memorising favourite teas and soups and drink orders. good morning and good night texts and messy paragraphs of love written half asleep. nicknames only you know. just small things that say “look how dear you are to me.”

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I've lost my heart

to so many different songs,

moments,

places,

and people,

that I'd like to think

if you dissected this world,

you would find pieces of me

everywhere.

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I hate it when people are like “get out of your comfort zone” literally every single thing I do in my life feels like me getting out of my comfort zone

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i want to be a sweet and friendly girl but there’s all this anxiety. and the horrors

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“If you planted hope today in a heart that felt alone, if you caused a laugh that chased some tears away, if someone’s burden was made lighter because of your kindness, then your day was well spent.”

— Healing Hugs

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Jenny Hval, from Girls Against God

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can someone fucking linger near the door uncomfortably instead of just leaving. can someone fucking forget their scarf in my life & come back later for it. please

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You don’t need to know everything now. You don’t need to be perfect, unbelievably wise, or entirely healed right now. All you need is to just do your best. Growth and healing will come naturally with new experiences and relationships. Don’t try to rush your healing or let this goal completely consume your life. You are not an endless project for self improvement, you are a human being who will make mistakes and have new experiences and fail and try again and love a lot and laugh super hard and be a little scared of the uncertain or discouraged and kinda sad sometimes. Let yourself flourish and live— even if it means letting go a little.