meiiichan

[meiiichan]

Pagod na talaga ko...

#buhay #random #life #alone with my thoughts #tired of life #tired of this shit

[meiiichan]

I'm beautiful in green. I know. 💚

#self confidence #random #life #alone with my thoughts #me #deep thoughts #tired of life #tired of this shit #buhay #myself #green

[meiiichan]

I can’t think again. Not ever again. I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.

#intrusive thoughts #buhay #random #life #alone with my thoughts #me #deep thoughts #tired of life #tired of this shit #the perks of being a wallflower

[meiiichan]

I stalked my mom's social media accts, and it never fail to hurt and disappoint me. 💔

#buhay #random #alone with my thoughts #life #deep thoughts #tired of this shit #tired of life #me

[meiiichan]

I want some peaceful rest.

#buhay #random #life #alone with my thoughts #me #deep thoughts #tired of life #tired of this shit

[meiiichan]

Where's the happy ending in this story! I'm tired.

#buhay #random #me #life #alone with my thoughts #deep thoughts #tired of life #tired of this shit

[meiiichan]

Quick cover of Unconditionally by Katy Perry

#song #unconditionally #katy perry #life #random #buhay #me #quick cover #song cover

[meiiichan]

Haha, can someone adopt me and support me for my study. I'm tired working without seeing the progress. Exhausted af.

#buhay #random #life #alone with my thoughts #me #deep thoughts #lonely life #painful #sanity #alone in the dark

[meiiichan]

Reality is where you need to survive. Coffin is the place where I want to hide.

#sad #sadness #alone with my thoughts #random #buhay #deep thoughts #lonely life #painful #alone in the dark #sanity #me #life #tired of life #im tired #tired of this shit #life and death #depression

[meiiichan]

Hindi sapat ang salitang salamat sa kung paanong ang isang tulad ko ay napalapit sa isang tulad mo.

Hindi rin ako sumasang ayon na ang tadhana ang syang naging daan para ang ako at ikaw ay maging tayo.

Bukod tangi kang tinatangi sa libo-libong tukso at pagkakamali,

Ikaw, at ang tayo ang mga halimbawa ng panghalip na gusto kong inuulit ulit.

Ikaw, lamang ang babalik balikan.

Dahil ikaw, lamang ang pahinga sa ilang pagkakataong ako ay pasuko na.

Ikaw lang wala ng iba, mahal.

#buhay #random #life #me #deep thoughts #sanity

[meiiichan]

I was swimming in a sea of other people’s expectations.

#buhay #random #life #alone with my thoughts #me #deep thoughts #lonely life #painful #sanity #alone in the dark #depressing #sad life #sadness #alonetime #lonelynights #my life #tired of life #death

[meiiichan]

Every thought is a battle, every breath is a war, and I don’t think I’m winning anymore.

#buhay #random #life #alone with my thoughts #me #lonely life #painful #sanity #alone in the dark #sad life #depressing #loneliness #depressed #all alone #sadness #deep thoughts #suicidal #worthless

[meiiichan]

I'm emotionally worn out and drained.

#buhay #random #life #alone with my thoughts #me #lonely life #painful #sanity #alone in the dark #sad life #depressing #worn out #death

[meiiichan]

Unwind?

I'm longing for that too.

[meiiichan]

I can't help but to feel exhausted, helpless and broke, but numb at the same time. I'm crying for something I know I can't fucking get. I am a prisoner of my own thought, of my own life. I am longing for the peace I know I deserve...

#buhay #life #alone with my thoughts #me #alone in the dark #sad life #im tired #mental help #random #i need help #alonetime #alone #lonely life #lonely #sanity #mentally exhausted #tired of life #tired of this shit #i'm tired #depressing #depressed

[meiiichan]

I dunno who am I going to speak to... I am exhausted. I need help, and no one cares.

#buhay #life #alone with my thoughts #me #alone in the dark #sad life #im tired #fuck life #painful #pain #lonely life #lonely nights #loneliness #alonetime #all alone

[meiiichan]

Potangina! Di na ko masaya! HELP!!!

#buhay #life #alone with my thoughts #sad life #im tired #alone in the dark #fuck life #pain